OK here it comes, but since i am not capable of describing with words what happened to me i decided that i wasn't gonna spend time on the form of the report, here it is as it comes.
I extracted the alkaloids from Phalaris Arundinacea about 500g of fresh plant material.
the amount of DMT taken wasn't calculated but the resulting "paste" (a small teaspoon) was cut in small pieces and placed on top of the bowl of a waterpipe (without water to ensure that the DMT wouldn't get lost in the cooling) charged with oregano. then i lit it and smoked it. the smoke was harsh and my lungs hurt, i couldn't help it but cough.
total tokes taken 5 before effects could be noticed. i went on torturing myself for another couple of tokes. i gave the pipe to my sitter after these last too ones
and (boy was that smoke hars i tasted and smelled burnt plastic) then all of a sudden i feel a pull to the side (flashes of patterned light. just like i described in the thread "strange dejavu") and i feel i am immersed in a waterbath (light worms are crawling on my skin and thay feel like warm creatures of light), and i could see myself as if my head was far from the body and my vision is immersed in this liquid state and i feel as though i'm not breathing and is really strange. suddenly this entity materializes behind me, i can't turn around but i definetly can feel it. and many many things happened of wich few i can remember. however i stayed in this infinity with the entity who was feasting on my lies and he basically put me naked to the consciousness of the universe
i feel the links of and the powers of the universe all this information came rushing to my mind and tearing my body apart...but i wasn't ready for it, not yet. so i started kicking and shouting and tried to fight my way back to consciousness i was in panic and fear. but then again i was taken by a quicksilver spring and transported to another place where everithing was in fractal form, everything was perfectly, mathematically functional and there i stayed for what seemed aeons, i definately wasn't ready for it and the entities made it up to me by giving me a break so they returned me to my consciousness. slowly the fractalic reality gave space to the mathematically chaotic one and i could see the room i was in i saw patterns for another 5 minutes after i returned and had a strange feeling for about 40 more
so in the end it took about an hour from beginning to complete end. though my trance lasted 7 mins ca.
I still shake at the thought of this experience, excitement, awe, fear, panic
i will do DMT again and again because , as my first thought was when i was sucked in this other dimensional perception, "this is IT" and when i came back my first controlled thought was "IT is the ultimate un/conscious experience" people should do this at least once in a lifetime. It is true it can change you, i wasn't ready for an experience like this and the merciful beings of intradimensionality understood that and interrupted the connection in time.
I apologize as i can't explain all the things that i understood about myself and this world while i was there, the things i have to do and not.
Unfortunately i haven't completed the task that was assigned to me
and this makes me feel incomplete (as is this report of many points an things that happened). i'm looking forward to do it again and to even risk m sanity if it's that what it takes to understand. :twisted:
EDIT:
I forgot to answer, gee..
1 the dose was over threshold effect
2 no control whatsoever
3 i freaked out and it's nothing NOTHING like muscimol
