Preparation
1.Brewed 20 grams of mimosa for about 4 hours.1 lime was added.
2.Filtered it 30 times.Put in the fridge for a night.
3.In the morning there was a sticky sediment on the bottom of the glass.Cautiously steered the liquid, trying not to disturb the abovementioned sludge.
4.Repeated step 3 for 2 times.
5.Ground 2 grams of rue and put them into gel capsules.
6.Fasted for 24 hours.No water either.
6.Ate the rue, then after 30 mins or so began drinking the brew.
There was absolutely no nausea. DMT took long to kick in. An hour passed and there was still nothing. It all began with familiar patterns forming on the wall. I kept my eyes closed mostly, as it felt better. And the ride set in.
1st stage-Magic and wisdom
During the first 3 hours the trip was awesome.I felt divine energy flowing throughout my body. Aya showed me that there is an ultimate power within each of us. Simply said, everything can be achieved, cured, and dealt with. All you need is use your "hidden" energy. I felt veeery positive and happy.Unlike acid or shrooms, aya made me feel..well..."at home"? Like, the aya's realm was my own actually. While LSD,shrooms and other stuff left the impression of something "extraneous", aya seemed extremely familiar and mine. This is really hard to explain, maybe I'll try to do it a bit later.
2nd stage-Complete hell
The 3rd hour having passed, something went wrong.It did not feel like a psychedelic overdose [something that I experienced with 6 grams of cubensi]. The thing is, I suddenly felt annoyingly drowsy and uncomfortable.The discomfort was more physical than mental.I constantly yawned, my jaws began tingling, and all I was capable of was lying on the bed and twitching.It surely was the worst time of my life. I was afraid I would just stop breathing and fucking die. MAN THAT SUCKED.I opened all the windows and got naked.Then, for no reason, I decided to take a hot bath. It helped a little.
All in all, what I experienced was extremely, astonishingly disgusting feeling that I'm dying.And it's not about angels, heaven or hell.It's a plain torture.
I wished someone would kill me to make it end.Once again, it was the most abominable time of my whole life.lasted for 5 hours or so.
To sum up, well, I do not regret it.Despite all the torture and madness, aya completely changed my attitude towards the closest people. I'm sure I'd be dead if my girlfriend did not help me to survive this hell. Don't even know how to thank her...
Sorry for the somehow clumsy report, I still haven't fully recovered. Will post in the nearest future.
Peace to all of you!
1.Brewed 20 grams of mimosa for about 4 hours.1 lime was added.
2.Filtered it 30 times.Put in the fridge for a night.
3.In the morning there was a sticky sediment on the bottom of the glass.Cautiously steered the liquid, trying not to disturb the abovementioned sludge.
4.Repeated step 3 for 2 times.
5.Ground 2 grams of rue and put them into gel capsules.
6.Fasted for 24 hours.No water either.
6.Ate the rue, then after 30 mins or so began drinking the brew.
There was absolutely no nausea. DMT took long to kick in. An hour passed and there was still nothing. It all began with familiar patterns forming on the wall. I kept my eyes closed mostly, as it felt better. And the ride set in.
1st stage-Magic and wisdom
During the first 3 hours the trip was awesome.I felt divine energy flowing throughout my body. Aya showed me that there is an ultimate power within each of us. Simply said, everything can be achieved, cured, and dealt with. All you need is use your "hidden" energy. I felt veeery positive and happy.Unlike acid or shrooms, aya made me feel..well..."at home"? Like, the aya's realm was my own actually. While LSD,shrooms and other stuff left the impression of something "extraneous", aya seemed extremely familiar and mine. This is really hard to explain, maybe I'll try to do it a bit later.
2nd stage-Complete hell
The 3rd hour having passed, something went wrong.It did not feel like a psychedelic overdose [something that I experienced with 6 grams of cubensi]. The thing is, I suddenly felt annoyingly drowsy and uncomfortable.The discomfort was more physical than mental.I constantly yawned, my jaws began tingling, and all I was capable of was lying on the bed and twitching.It surely was the worst time of my life. I was afraid I would just stop breathing and fucking die. MAN THAT SUCKED.I opened all the windows and got naked.Then, for no reason, I decided to take a hot bath. It helped a little.
All in all, what I experienced was extremely, astonishingly disgusting feeling that I'm dying.And it's not about angels, heaven or hell.It's a plain torture.
I wished someone would kill me to make it end.Once again, it was the most abominable time of my whole life.lasted for 5 hours or so.
To sum up, well, I do not regret it.Despite all the torture and madness, aya completely changed my attitude towards the closest people. I'm sure I'd be dead if my girlfriend did not help me to survive this hell. Don't even know how to thank her...
Sorry for the somehow clumsy report, I still haven't fully recovered. Will post in the nearest future.
Peace to all of you!