PsycheSmirk
Neurotransmetteur
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- 27/12/08
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I'm going to be getting Salvia (I don't know the details of it, because I'm not too educated on the types or amounts, but being from the source [and trust me, it's from the one person who wouldn't do ANYTHING weird to it] it's coming from, I know it will be good and safe for me) from a reliable source, and I have read countless stories and tips for smoking it.
But, I am concerned about my mental well being.
I don't have any mental disorders, but I do have Juvenile Myoclonic Epilepsy... from what I've read I don't think Salvia would make me have a seizure.
But the one thing that bothers me and has me thinking...
Bad trips are my WORST nightmare. I know how to surrender to trips, but not for something like Salvia.
My mind seems to drift towards bad things when I take substances. I've even had a horrible trip when I smoked some very, very strong weed. This was when that was the only thing I had done, and I was only used to light, body highs that make you giggly. This one was a total mindfuck for me. My whole body became stiff and numb, and I was concentrated on my heartbeat, which was going extremely fast. I thought I was dead/going to die. And it was the scariest thing in my life... haha.
So... basically, what I want to know is, if I have a HORRIBLE Salvia trip, could it throw my whole mind and outlook on life into a weird, and depressed "funk"?
I don't want my whole brain to be screwed up.
But, I am concerned about my mental well being.
I don't have any mental disorders, but I do have Juvenile Myoclonic Epilepsy... from what I've read I don't think Salvia would make me have a seizure.
But the one thing that bothers me and has me thinking...
Bad trips are my WORST nightmare. I know how to surrender to trips, but not for something like Salvia.
My mind seems to drift towards bad things when I take substances. I've even had a horrible trip when I smoked some very, very strong weed. This was when that was the only thing I had done, and I was only used to light, body highs that make you giggly. This one was a total mindfuck for me. My whole body became stiff and numb, and I was concentrated on my heartbeat, which was going extremely fast. I thought I was dead/going to die. And it was the scariest thing in my life... haha.
So... basically, what I want to know is, if I have a HORRIBLE Salvia trip, could it throw my whole mind and outlook on life into a weird, and depressed "funk"?
I don't want my whole brain to be screwed up.