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darkwolfunseen

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Okay, not to be melodramatic here, but I've recently been considering the way life tends to group unhappy shit together. At these moments I can't help but feel that I'm no longer in control. As much as I wish Ethno trips would be helpful at times like that, often times they lead to a further spiral. So I guess my question is, how do you approach these moments? How (if you can) do you regain control?
 

IJesusChrist

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are you afraid to die unhappy?

are you unhappy that you will stay unhappy?

what are you afraid of?

why?

You find the answer to what makes you sad,mad,scared very deep and very close.
 

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darkwolfunseen a dit:
So I guess my question is, how do you approach these moments? How (if you can) do you regain control?
a) Think it out, give it meditation and time.

b) Confide in mushrooms.
 

IJesusChrist

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A true spiral never meets the center. So you'll never get anywhere fighting from within it - like nana said, do meditation;

take a step back, clear the mind, resurface, and try again.
 

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Nanacapilli a dit:
darkwolfunseen a dit:
So I guess my question is, how do you approach these moments? How (if you can) do you regain control?
a) Think it out, give it meditation and time.

b) Confide in mushrooms.

also, feel it out - for me this seems even more important. directing the light of your consciousness into the dark corners of your (inner) body and mind will transform the dark demons into light as well. dark corners seem dark because one doesn't shed light on them :idea:
 

darkwolfunseen

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Thanks guys, took some of the advice (replaced the shrooms with MJ, due to availability) and now all seems right again.
 

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After a long relationship, steady domesticated life, and sobriety I fell into a spiral. I lost everything. My car, my woman, my HOME, all of the belongings I had that made me feel good about myself, the respect of my friends and family. It was the shittiest point in my life yet. Depression drew on me heavily. Fuck all that, dude. When you hit bottom and finally get sick of living with the good people who never made anything of themselves, take a shower and wash away all those memories. Find out who you really are and take the steps to live it. Nobody can tell you what that step is. That you will have to find out for yourself, but that step most likely will involve the amount of cash you have.

Another thing: you like drugs. Don't trip when you are down or you may possibly have a terrible night ahead of you. You know this. HOWEVER, when that feeling of picking yourself up and soaring beyond what anyone has ever thought of your potential comes to you... Surround yourself with everything that makes you happy and take 3 blotters of LSD. I'm no fucking doctor, but a situation similar to yours inspired me to puruse a straight A college career. Take care and good luck.

PS

Suicide isn't painless when you leave everyone in pain. And it's a bitch way out of your only chance to experience ANYTHING. So do what you do, but don't eat a bullet.
 

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I think you need to clarify that which you wish to control and you must accept something are uncontrolable.

We must learn to adapt and cope with what ever life throws at us. Thus comming to the understanding, It is how we deal with the shit life deals us that makes us the people we are :)
 

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http://www.physorg.com/news/2011-01-min ... weeks.html

Participating in an 8-week mindfulness meditation program appears to make measurable changes in brain regions associated with memory, sense of self, empathy and stress. In a study that will appear in the January 30 issue of Psychiatry Research: Neuroimaging, a team led by Massachusetts General Hospital (MGH) researchers report the results of their study, the first to document meditation-produced changes over time in the brain's grey matter.

"Although the practice of meditation is associated with a sense of peacefulness and physical relaxation, practitioners have long claimed that meditation also provides cognitive and psychological benefits that persist throughout the day," says Sara Lazar, PhD, of the MGH Psychiatric Neuroimaging Research Program, the study's senior author. "This study demonstrates that changes in brain structure may underlie some of these reported improvements and that people are not just feeling better because they are spending time relaxing."

Previous studies from Lazar's group and others found structural differences between the brains of experienced mediation practitioners and individuals with no history of meditation, observing thickening of the cerebral cortex in areas associated with attention and emotional integration. But those investigations could not document that those differences were actually produced by meditation.

For the current study, MR images were take of the brain structure of 16 study participants two weeks before and after they took part in the 8-week Mindfulness-Based Stress Reduction (MBSR) Program at the University of Massachusetts Center for Mindfulness. In addition to weekly meetings that included practice of mindfulness meditation – which focuses on nonjudgmental awareness of sensations, feelings and state of mind – participants received audio recordings for guided meditation practice and were asked to keep track of how much time they practiced each day. A set of MR brain images were also taken of a control group of non-meditators over a similar time interval.

Meditation group participants reported spending an average of 27 minutes each day practicing mindfulness exercises, and their responses to a mindfulness questionnaire indicated significant improvements compared with pre-participation responses. The analysis of MR images, which focused on areas where meditation-associated differences were seen in earlier studies, found increased grey-matter density in the hippocampus, known to be important for learning and memory, and in structures associated with self-awareness, compassion and introspection. Participant-reported reductions in stress also were correlated with decreased grey-matter density in the amygdala, which is known to play an important role in anxiety and stress. Although no change was seen in a self-awareness-associated structure called the insula, which had been identified in earlier studies, the authors suggest that longer-term meditation practice might be needed to produce changes in that area. None of these changes were seen in the control group, indicating that they had not resulted merely from the passage of time.

"It is fascinating to see the brain's plasticity and that, by practicing meditation, we can play an active role in changing the brain and can increase our well-being and quality of life." says Britta Hölzel, PhD, first author of the paper and a research fellow at MGH and Giessen University in Germany. "Other studies in different patient populations have shown that meditation can make significant improvements in a variety of symptoms, and we are now investigating the underlying mechanisms in the brain that facilitate this change."

Amishi Jha, PhD, a University of Miami neuroscientist who investigates mindfulness-training's effects on individuals in high-stress situations, says, "These results shed light on the mechanisms of action of mindfulness-based training. They demonstrate that the first-person experience of stress can not only be reduced with an 8-week mindfulness training program but that this experiential change corresponds with structural changes in the amydala, a finding that opens doors to many possibilities for further research on MBSR's potential to protect against stress-related disorders, such as post-traumatic stress disorder." Jha was not one of the study investigators.
 
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