hey
I'm starting to get a bit anxious when using N2O
i`m not sure what to think about this stuff anymore
cause what it does to me is just crazy .. and I still have not found a single soul who has had these experiences like me
yesterday I took it twice, not more
the first time was insane .. but the second time was even worse lol
it was fun but I feel that I might really not get out of it someday
I finally found a good way to describe my experience..
I inhale 2 caps, 20 seconds later I fall in a sort of sleep ... then I have a dream for 20-30seconden and then I wake up ..but in that socalled dream I don't know I had N2O and whatever happens its normal .. flying is normal everything
just like a dream...
but in this dreams there were 3 men.. no 4 m3n 1 holding me down in my chair
but the other 3 men were talking to me .. just saying random stuff I thought
I cannot remember very well what it was ... but it all seemed logic to me.. everything they said was almost orgasmically right :P
that's how it felt
then one said out loud ... TAKE A LOOK AT THIS !!! and he pointed to my computer screen .. which was playing an episode of futurama
and I opened my eyes.. I saw our planet right at that moment ... with a really weird sound to it .. very spectacular :P but totally bizar timing .. to open my eyes
cause someone somehow really told me to open my eyes and that exact moment .. in the few moments I saw the earth
and then I heard some people in the episode say the exact things those 3 men told me in my trip(dream)
I really don't know what exactly happened .. did I go back in time in real life ?? or did I get a glimps of the future in my mind ?
but I do know it felt like a long time that I was gone .. and that is what scares me a bit .. cause I have the feeling that sooner or later I Won't come back
Fact is .. I don't know there is a back.. cause I don't know I took N2O I don't even know there is something unnaturel happening to me
I again hope to find someone who might have had experiences like this
I've had these for 5 months now .. when I do it .. and I don't even to it that much ... but the effects and times I seem to stay in that dreamworld seem to stay longer.. but really profound things happen their
greetings
Prostoner
I'm starting to get a bit anxious when using N2O
i`m not sure what to think about this stuff anymore
cause what it does to me is just crazy .. and I still have not found a single soul who has had these experiences like me
yesterday I took it twice, not more
the first time was insane .. but the second time was even worse lol
it was fun but I feel that I might really not get out of it someday
I finally found a good way to describe my experience..
I inhale 2 caps, 20 seconds later I fall in a sort of sleep ... then I have a dream for 20-30seconden and then I wake up ..but in that socalled dream I don't know I had N2O and whatever happens its normal .. flying is normal everything
just like a dream...
but in this dreams there were 3 men.. no 4 m3n 1 holding me down in my chair
but the other 3 men were talking to me .. just saying random stuff I thought
I cannot remember very well what it was ... but it all seemed logic to me.. everything they said was almost orgasmically right :P
that's how it felt
then one said out loud ... TAKE A LOOK AT THIS !!! and he pointed to my computer screen .. which was playing an episode of futurama
and I opened my eyes.. I saw our planet right at that moment ... with a really weird sound to it .. very spectacular :P but totally bizar timing .. to open my eyes
cause someone somehow really told me to open my eyes and that exact moment .. in the few moments I saw the earth
and then I heard some people in the episode say the exact things those 3 men told me in my trip(dream)
I really don't know what exactly happened .. did I go back in time in real life ?? or did I get a glimps of the future in my mind ?
but I do know it felt like a long time that I was gone .. and that is what scares me a bit .. cause I have the feeling that sooner or later I Won't come back
Fact is .. I don't know there is a back.. cause I don't know I took N2O I don't even know there is something unnaturel happening to me
I again hope to find someone who might have had experiences like this
I've had these for 5 months now .. when I do it .. and I don't even to it that much ... but the effects and times I seem to stay in that dreamworld seem to stay longer.. but really profound things happen their
greetings
Prostoner