hey
I'm starting to get a bit anxious when using N2O
i`m not sure what to think about this stuff anymore
cause what it does to me is just crazy .. and I still have not found a single soul who has had these experiences like me
yesterday I took it twice, not more
the first time was insane .. but the second time was even worse lol
it was fun but I feel that I might really not get out of it someday
I finally found a good way to describe my experience..
I inhale 2 caps, 20 seconds later I fall in a sort of sleep ... then I have a dream for 20-30seconden and then I wake up ..but in that socalled dream I don't know I had N2O and whatever happens its normal .. flying is normal everything
just like a dream...
but in this dreams there were 3 men.. no 4 m3n 1 holding me down in my chair
but the other 3 men were talking to me .. just saying random stuff I thought
I cannot remember very well what it was ... but it all seemed logic to me.. everything they said was almost orgasmically right
that's how it felt
then one said out loud ... TAKE A LOOK AT THIS !!! and he pointed to my computer screen .. which was playing an episode of futurama
and I opened my eyes.. I saw our planet right at that moment ... with a really weird sound to it .. very spectacular
but totally bizar timing .. to open my eyes
cause someone somehow really told me to open my eyes and that exact moment .. in the few moments I saw the earth
and then I heard some people in the episode say the exact things those 3 men told me in my trip(dream)
I really don't know what exactly happened .. did I go back in time in real life ?? or did I get a glimps of the future in my mind ?
but I do know it felt like a long time that I was gone .. and that is what scares me a bit .. cause I have the feeling that sooner or later I Won't come back
Fact is .. I don't know there is a back.. cause I don't know I took N2O I don't even know there is something unnaturel happening to me
I again hope to find someone who might have had experiences like this
I've had these for 5 months now .. when I do it .. and I don't even to it that much ... but the effects and times I seem to stay in that dreamworld seem to stay longer.. but really profound things happen their
greetings
Prostoner
I'm starting to get a bit anxious when using N2O
i`m not sure what to think about this stuff anymore
cause what it does to me is just crazy .. and I still have not found a single soul who has had these experiences like me
yesterday I took it twice, not more
the first time was insane .. but the second time was even worse lol
it was fun but I feel that I might really not get out of it someday
I finally found a good way to describe my experience..
I inhale 2 caps, 20 seconds later I fall in a sort of sleep ... then I have a dream for 20-30seconden and then I wake up ..but in that socalled dream I don't know I had N2O and whatever happens its normal .. flying is normal everything
just like a dream...
but in this dreams there were 3 men.. no 4 m3n 1 holding me down in my chair
but the other 3 men were talking to me .. just saying random stuff I thought
I cannot remember very well what it was ... but it all seemed logic to me.. everything they said was almost orgasmically right

that's how it felt
then one said out loud ... TAKE A LOOK AT THIS !!! and he pointed to my computer screen .. which was playing an episode of futurama
and I opened my eyes.. I saw our planet right at that moment ... with a really weird sound to it .. very spectacular

cause someone somehow really told me to open my eyes and that exact moment .. in the few moments I saw the earth
and then I heard some people in the episode say the exact things those 3 men told me in my trip(dream)
I really don't know what exactly happened .. did I go back in time in real life ?? or did I get a glimps of the future in my mind ?
but I do know it felt like a long time that I was gone .. and that is what scares me a bit .. cause I have the feeling that sooner or later I Won't come back
Fact is .. I don't know there is a back.. cause I don't know I took N2O I don't even know there is something unnaturel happening to me
I again hope to find someone who might have had experiences like this
I've had these for 5 months now .. when I do it .. and I don't even to it that much ... but the effects and times I seem to stay in that dreamworld seem to stay longer.. but really profound things happen their
greetings
Prostoner