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My trips into 3 different realms. Were yours similar?

sgrrsh26

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Ok, this was 3 years ago. Ill admit i was young, and just looking to trip out.

The first hit of salvia i ever took was when i was 18. I bought a bag of 40x to smoke with my friends not having any clue what i was about to experience, well somewhat of a clue.

As i inhaled the bong rip and held it in, i remember counting to 30 and saying to myself, what the hell, whens it gonna hit me?
Little did i know i was already high. I remember thinking, ok inhale now, ok inhale now, ok inhale now, and i remembered wait, i already did..
My firend to the right was taking the bong from me and i thought everyone was staring at me. An extreme feeling of panic overwhelmed me as i looked behind me to the left, then right, then left, then right again as if somone was behind me, somone other than the wall...

Then the room turned blue and i was an entity floating above us all, watching as we smoked. I like to describe it as an anti matter me, from another dimension that was aware of our being, as we were unaware of his.

I came back to reality extremely sweaty and a terrible taste clouded my mind.

Sooo, i decided to to it again.

Took another rip, same feelings of panic, but this time the bed i was sitting on became a fast moving train. The wall behind me, well to the right of me because i was now melting into the bed, was a long scenic view of a warehouse made of legos, as was the rest of the room. I looked up in front of me at the other wall to notice that the room was in fact a small strand of blue hair, waving in the wind of what seemed to be a giant blue "snuffalapagus" God or entitiy. there were other rooms with people looking over at us in other hairs.

My experiences left me with horrid feelings of uneasiness. It was a learning experience, i learnt that i never wanted to do it again.

3 years later, more mature and interested in others experiences i found this website in hopes to hear somone had traveled to a similar realm as i had.

I hope to try it again soon.
 

sgrrsh26

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I felt the need to add one othe piece if information,
both times it hit so fast it's like I forgot I even smoked. And all of the sudden it sets in that reality has changed, and it seemed to upset me. I rememer feeling like, oh no I'm never going to see my family again, or my friends, this is reality now. No! No! Please let this be a false reality, but I was so sure this was it. Forever.
 

Forkbender

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Welcome!

I can imagine that isn't the best way to enter your experience with psychedelics. I prefer acid/mushrooms/peyote/ayahuasca anytime above Salvia, but if you really want to do it again, do it in the dark, make it silent, light 1 candle and take about 1/3rd of what you did before. Repeat until it works.
 

Adder

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I've done Salvia 4 or 5 times. In all I seemed to end up in the same other "reality". The main thing I noticed was that the other reality was a lot more "clean" than ours like all the ills of our world didn't exist there. Once I even sensed other beings but I was reluctant to investigate them because I felt I was contaminating their clean world. I felt that the other world was reality and that our reality was just a fractal of that one.
 

cymbolic

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Wow, your first trip was cool, where you were disassociated from yourself and hovering above the room.

Your second trip on the "bed-train" brings me vivid memories of my first trip, mostly because of the blue hair, the train and the wonky, colorful, fantasy type of realm (snuffalupagus, lol). In this trip I landed on a paved path leading up to a hobbit village made of cartoonish stones, like from a video game or something. I walked inside and it was like a colorful playworld. A train was going by, and a short, stout woman with either blue skin or blue hair leaned out a window and waved to me. She tried to teach me how to get on the train. She reminded me of an oompa-loompa. Then I became semi-conscious and was so thrilled to be having my first successful trip on salvia that I started laughing, and that was the end of the trip. Never made it onto the train :/

Salvia also leaves me uneasy when I wake up, mostly because I'm bewildered and trying to get a firm hold on reality again. Once I'm fully recovered I always feel exhilerated about it, and I try to write down an interpretation of what happened. This process is always satisfying because I learn something new each time.

@Forkbender: I agree with your choice of setting, for me it's the best :)
 

krasojazdec

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haha hello
I just tried salvia for the first time yesterday. I bought a gram of 30x salvia. And my friend and I were smoking in my garage out of my pipe. I took the first hit, held it in, then exhaled. I was high and felt extremely heavy. But at the time i didn't think that i felt anything. So i took another hit. And i was in another world as soon as i exhaled. The walls were crushing me and a sunflower was talking to me it was very scary, because i felt the walls were slowly killing me.
 

Synith

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krasojazdec a dit:
haha hello
I just tried salvia for the first time yesterday. I bought a gram of 30x salvia. And my friend and I were smoking in my garage out of my pipe. I took the first hit, held it in, then exhaled. I was high and felt extremely heavy. But at the time i didn't think that i felt anything. So i took another hit. And i was in another world as soon as i exhaled. The walls were crushing me and a sunflower was talking to me it was very scary, because i felt the walls were slowly killing me.

I don't know if I'd call the effects of Salvia as a 'High' but to each their own. :p

Reminds me of a trip I had. Kinda reminded me of the scene in Batman Begins with that hallucinogenic blue poppy. :)
I learned much.
 

trick

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Id say the feeling of "oh no this is forever" was because you wernt ready for the experience. If lady salvia feels your abusing her, she deffinatly wont give you a plesent experience. The first time i did salvia i was verry scared, i did it with friends arond like you. I did it again that day alone at night, and m whole room tipped on its side and i felt the presence of 'lady salvia' and she didnt SAY the word but i could feel that she diddnt think i was ready. I tried it again after daily meditation and with the right intentions a few months later. If your interested, heres how the second time went. It was amazing. :D

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mysticwarrior

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was a long scenic view of a warehouse made of legos, as was the rest of the room.

Almost exactly the same as i have experienced, although it was my own living room that was build out of lego :) I never did salvia again. Like fork said, i will surely prefer mushrooms/acid/ayahuasca above the effects of sally. To me these substances are much more special. I think tonight is the night for some mushies, it's already six month's ago.... :)
 

cymbolic

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both times it hit so fast it's like I forgot I even smoked. And all of the sudden it sets in that reality has changed, and it seemed to upset me. I rememer feeling like, oh no I'm never going to see my family again, or my friends, this is reality now. No! No! Please let this be a false reality, but I was so sure this was it. Forever.

When you forget you've smoked, that's how you know it's working ;) it's true what trick said, salvia will give you an unpleasant experience if you don't approach her with respect. It's very difficult to prepare for a salvia trip; actually I find it impossible to be prepared, but I think if you use it often, it gets easier going in. Meditation prior to smoking helps.

I've also had the "forever" thing happen, but I didn't know it was forever until after the trip, because during the trip I was oblivious to any other reality. Similar to trick's report in the older post. In this trip I had a different past and a different family, and it was the only reality I had ever known. Actually, my trip family was similar in some ways, but that didn't change the fact that my life with them was quite distinct, like a parallel life. When I came out of the trip, a heavy sorrow descended on me when I realized I had been in a "trip" world instead of what I consider "reality"..I almost felt broken-hearted, because I really felt I had spent about 13 years in this other world, the whole time believing it was the only life I led; to be pulled abruptly out of that comfortable place was deeply disturbing. This was part of a series of salvia trips that collectively taught me that it's absurd to try to define reality, or even to name it with a word. Because whatever world you go to is as real as any other, whether you call it a dream, vision, etc. Perhaps this is what all hallucinogens are there to teach us. But the concept is still difficult for me to hold onto unless I return to these eye-opening experiences from time to time. By now I welcome the discomfort of trips like this in order to see more clearly in the end. (I'm recalling Tool's line, "prying open my third eye!") Salvia is a demanding teacher, but she's most effective :D
 
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