Introduction: MDMA is, at least from what I know, mostly known as a drug of ravers and parties and that's what I expected from it. I was very surprised that this drug is more psychedelic than its reputation gives to it.
Dose: 1 pill of good and pure MDMA, ~120 mg I think
Weight: 62 kg
Age: 18
Set: I travelled to Italy with some friends into the region of Piemont. Most of my friends are absolutely no druggies, except for someone. We two decided to secretly take some MDMA with us to have a good time. The location we went to was very much isolated from any civilisation. At night there were barely any lights and there was a forest near us. Me and my friend decided to take the pills and go to the forest for a nice walk.
We swallowed the pills, took a flashlight and said goodbye to the others. We went along a path in absolute darkness, only the lights from the torch gave us a direction. It was kinda creepy - it was long ago that I was in a place where nature was still home. We talked a bit, I didn't feel the onset yet.
Then, this moment was very beautiful, we found a bench standing on a hill where we could oversee the whole valley. We saw the rare lights of some cars and homes. We felt the wind whistling around our ears. So we sat there in darkness, it was a bit chilly but not cold and enjoyed a wonderful sight. On the other hand, this was the perfect place to shut down the senses. So I closed my eyes and just enjoyed the moment. I actually can't say if the drug was really strong but I felt very happy.
That was another moment that surprised me. I didn't feel "drugged", I actually felt quite normal.
I don't know when, maybe half an hour later we decided to go back. The walk back was ENORMOUS. Our eyes were already UFOs and when closing one eyes my perception was funny. Watching the hand was funny as well, something I remember being similar with shrooms. I can't say if that was a change of perception but I suddendly saw a small, beautiful catepillar on the ground. I mean, of course it was real but I think I would've never seen it in a normal stance. Another time, we went to a funny flower and we saw a lot of bugs and we just watched them and were just going woooooow. We saw a lot of life around us and we were fascinated by mother nature. We sometimes shut off the lights and walked in complete darkness.
We arrived at the place where we and our friends stayed. While the others were already inside (it was 01:00 or so) we went to the pool we had there, to chill out. We were quite drugged then. The pool was supported by a stream (to clean it?) and when we lighted the water with the flashlights, it created some awesome caleidoscopic figures. We were stunned. We were watching it and just....fell into this imaginary.
Then we lay on some sofas that stood there and watched the stars. The stars. Have you ever been to a place where there is no city around? We just saw every fucking star of this fucking universe. It was an ocean of stars. I mean, this would've been awesome without the drug. But with MDMA....wordless. We were lying on our backs and fell fell fell into this cloud of stars (another friend later said we could even see the milky way, dunno if that's true). I was extremely lucky and I saw a hellotta falling stars. I mean, this was so oooooh aaaaaaah. I felt watched by the stars...they were alive...I think I saw God. The world was just perfect.
Some time later, our friends found us as they were looking for us (we were missing for 3 hours
) so we went inside. After some talk with my friends (not about the drug) I went to bed. I couldn't sleep yet so I listened to some Portishead. Amazing.
The next morning I woke up and was perfectly alright. Still had some UFO eyes but that went away soon. No crash, nothing. Probably because I didn't party and didn't mix with other drugs. It was also very pure MDMA.
My view on MDMA changed extremely...I realized that it was quite psychedelic as well. I can't say that it was a travel "inside me" but the perception of the world was beautiful.
Dose: 1 pill of good and pure MDMA, ~120 mg I think
Weight: 62 kg
Age: 18
Set: I travelled to Italy with some friends into the region of Piemont. Most of my friends are absolutely no druggies, except for someone. We two decided to secretly take some MDMA with us to have a good time. The location we went to was very much isolated from any civilisation. At night there were barely any lights and there was a forest near us. Me and my friend decided to take the pills and go to the forest for a nice walk.
We swallowed the pills, took a flashlight and said goodbye to the others. We went along a path in absolute darkness, only the lights from the torch gave us a direction. It was kinda creepy - it was long ago that I was in a place where nature was still home. We talked a bit, I didn't feel the onset yet.
Then, this moment was very beautiful, we found a bench standing on a hill where we could oversee the whole valley. We saw the rare lights of some cars and homes. We felt the wind whistling around our ears. So we sat there in darkness, it was a bit chilly but not cold and enjoyed a wonderful sight. On the other hand, this was the perfect place to shut down the senses. So I closed my eyes and just enjoyed the moment. I actually can't say if the drug was really strong but I felt very happy.
That was another moment that surprised me. I didn't feel "drugged", I actually felt quite normal.
I don't know when, maybe half an hour later we decided to go back. The walk back was ENORMOUS. Our eyes were already UFOs and when closing one eyes my perception was funny. Watching the hand was funny as well, something I remember being similar with shrooms. I can't say if that was a change of perception but I suddendly saw a small, beautiful catepillar on the ground. I mean, of course it was real but I think I would've never seen it in a normal stance. Another time, we went to a funny flower and we saw a lot of bugs and we just watched them and were just going woooooow. We saw a lot of life around us and we were fascinated by mother nature. We sometimes shut off the lights and walked in complete darkness.
We arrived at the place where we and our friends stayed. While the others were already inside (it was 01:00 or so) we went to the pool we had there, to chill out. We were quite drugged then. The pool was supported by a stream (to clean it?) and when we lighted the water with the flashlights, it created some awesome caleidoscopic figures. We were stunned. We were watching it and just....fell into this imaginary.
Then we lay on some sofas that stood there and watched the stars. The stars. Have you ever been to a place where there is no city around? We just saw every fucking star of this fucking universe. It was an ocean of stars. I mean, this would've been awesome without the drug. But with MDMA....wordless. We were lying on our backs and fell fell fell into this cloud of stars (another friend later said we could even see the milky way, dunno if that's true). I was extremely lucky and I saw a hellotta falling stars. I mean, this was so oooooh aaaaaaah. I felt watched by the stars...they were alive...I think I saw God. The world was just perfect.
Some time later, our friends found us as they were looking for us (we were missing for 3 hours
) so we went inside. After some talk with my friends (not about the drug) I went to bed. I couldn't sleep yet so I listened to some Portishead. Amazing.The next morning I woke up and was perfectly alright. Still had some UFO eyes but that went away soon. No crash, nothing. Probably because I didn't party and didn't mix with other drugs. It was also very pure MDMA.
My view on MDMA changed extremely...I realized that it was quite psychedelic as well. I can't say that it was a travel "inside me" but the perception of the world was beautiful.
