Hi everyone!
Between january 15th and march 15th I have abused pills... espacially E, since I don't really like speed... I'd say in that period I took about 40 XTC and 15 speed pills, both of good quality. When I finally stopped (thank god), it was because after almost a week without taking any I popped 3 pills in an hour (the same pill that, the first time I tried it, had nice effects with one pill). I barely felt anything and nothing relly felt good.
Now after a month and a half without taking xtc I decided to take some... I took 2 and a half of the same pills in an hour and a half... It affects me, I'm hot and I sweat, I hale mydriasis, and everything, but the "magic" is lacking. Now it just gives me a speedy feeling with a very happy mood. I can't seem to go as deep into music as I used to.
I loved the feeling of ecstasy, I don't want it to become just what I feeled tonight... maybe I should wait for longer maybe at least 6 month before taking again?
And what worries me the worst is, maybe I have done damage to the cells that produce serotonin in my brain?
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Between january 15th and march 15th I have abused pills... espacially E, since I don't really like speed... I'd say in that period I took about 40 XTC and 15 speed pills, both of good quality. When I finally stopped (thank god), it was because after almost a week without taking any I popped 3 pills in an hour (the same pill that, the first time I tried it, had nice effects with one pill). I barely felt anything and nothing relly felt good.
Now after a month and a half without taking xtc I decided to take some... I took 2 and a half of the same pills in an hour and a half... It affects me, I'm hot and I sweat, I hale mydriasis, and everything, but the "magic" is lacking. Now it just gives me a speedy feeling with a very happy mood. I can't seem to go as deep into music as I used to.
I loved the feeling of ecstasy, I don't want it to become just what I feeled tonight... maybe I should wait for longer maybe at least 6 month before taking again?
And what worries me the worst is, maybe I have done damage to the cells that produce serotonin in my brain?
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