haikucigarette a dit:relentless thought loops...at an overpowering rate...the image was light projected all around...i could also visibly SEE images of thought patterns and each specific thought had its own unique shape or design...my entire life's purpose was to be the loop. all i ever knew was the loop.
while i experienced this i was in mental agony but in retrospect i am deeply fascinated and obsessed with this realm of madness and desperately want to revisit it. it's amazing how powerful the mind is.
sounds like a good trip. that dimension is simply reality, intensified and put DIRECTLY in your face. i found a toggle switch recently for "good" or "bad", "heaven" or "hell". it's your subjective viewing of the experience. i wanted to feel good again, and so i smiled, and the terror subsided. let go