Why not drink ayahuasca with a shaman if i may ask?
This is some ritual i defenatly want to try, and yes with different shamans to, since they all have there own rituals. Witch makes it fascinating.
It's kind of a challenge for me to drink Aya without a shaman present Wink
Drinking Aya in whatever situation you are in is a big challange, even when you think you are in the same as last time, still a big challange, because you don`t know what Aya is up to this time.
I have taken Aya 1 time now, 1,5 week ago without a shaman, and it`s something that i can ever experience again in the same way, next time i don`t know what will happen, i will just let it happen and see.
but this time more than just ........." WOW ! "........please .
hahaha, yes i can understand him saying just...."WOW!"
Some things you see/feel in/with whatever psychedelic you just don`t have the words for.
What i tried after the Ayahuasca to find some words for others to understand is to compare this Ayahuasca experience with my Mushroom experience i had 1,h mounth ago.
For me personally, Mushrooms are more gentle to me, sweeter on my body and a discovering/exploring of myself and the Ayahuasca was a meeting with Mother Nature, in this case the plant, kicking my ass big time.
Since everything happend so fast for me and my body got sick i had the introduction, the meeting with Mother Nature and next time, who knows what will happen, she knows, the plant does, i don`t...yet.
Edit: I have a lot of respect for Arno Adelaars but I feel he is overreacting a bit about the dangers of Ayahuasca. I mean what kind of bullshit is it to finish a lecture about Ayuahuasca, with a man cutting off his own dick? (yesterday stichting Open lecture).
I also was there with HeartCore. I also had a strange feeling about Arno`s last words, about the guy cutting his own dick. This is defenatly an example of not closing a speech in the right way. These words stayed in my head, scary words, and messed up the beginning of Jeremy`s speech for me.
What will that do to ppl who never had this experience?
End with a message that it`s very important not to do this as a joke or alone.
Do this with good preparation and a sitter.
Heartcore is my sitter in every experience i have had that gives me personally a good feeling, to know that what ever happens, there is still someone taking care of me. Witch we all experience in or own way ofcourse.
Hugs Maxi