Necridous
Elfe Mécanique
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- 24/5/07
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This is a story from about a year or two ago. I had some 80x salvia that had been sitting around for awhile, so I decided to smoke it. Breathed in, held it, exhaled, and next thing I know, I have become aware of a thriving society of "others" whos existence plays out in the spaces between matter. It felt as if I could see through the walls of my house, not to the outside, but to what was between the matter of the walls. Amazingly enough, I discovered this wonderful world of seemingly individual "others" that displayed a kind of collective consiousness. That is, one of them "noticed" me, and subsequently the attention of the entire group shifted to me. At first I was cool with this, till I felt their consiousness reach out to me. A Decidedly malevolent feeling engulfed me as I realized that their perception of me was like a hungry predator returning to its lair to find a big fat prey creature all ready sleeping there, Free Lunch in other words!
The next part is where it gets worse. Now that I had the evil attentions of these creatures they proceeded to "activate" some kind of process, which turned my world upside down. My center of gravity shifted to a single point beneath me, and the bounds of reality began to fold up around me. Literally I began to see the floor and walls start sloping up away from me and it hit me that the "others" were trapping me and drawing me fully into their dimension in order to perpetrate whatever awful things they desired to do to me. I looked around desperatly, and noticed the door to my bedroom getting higher and further away so I dropped to my belly and rock climbed to my bedroom, where gravity returned to normal. I looked back out the door, and could see extremely far down into my living room. Like I was looking at something at the bottom of a huge pit. I then recieved another extremely negative conscious pulse from the creatures which felt like the most concentrated form of dismay I have ever felt.
Reality gradually returned to me after lying on my bed for an unknown period of time.
I'm sorry if that's extremely hard to understand. Has anyone else had such overtly negative experiences regarding entities? This felt like I had been discovered by something so incredibly alien that it couldn't in any way appreciate the needs of my existence, and saw me only as a totally inferior plaything. The two of us (I say two because while there were many different creatures, they all spoke through the same voice) could never share any mutual understanding. Its level of existence was seemingly waaaaaay beyond my own, and it was aware of this and delighted in it.
maybe I'm just weird though
The next part is where it gets worse. Now that I had the evil attentions of these creatures they proceeded to "activate" some kind of process, which turned my world upside down. My center of gravity shifted to a single point beneath me, and the bounds of reality began to fold up around me. Literally I began to see the floor and walls start sloping up away from me and it hit me that the "others" were trapping me and drawing me fully into their dimension in order to perpetrate whatever awful things they desired to do to me. I looked around desperatly, and noticed the door to my bedroom getting higher and further away so I dropped to my belly and rock climbed to my bedroom, where gravity returned to normal. I looked back out the door, and could see extremely far down into my living room. Like I was looking at something at the bottom of a huge pit. I then recieved another extremely negative conscious pulse from the creatures which felt like the most concentrated form of dismay I have ever felt.
Reality gradually returned to me after lying on my bed for an unknown period of time.
I'm sorry if that's extremely hard to understand. Has anyone else had such overtly negative experiences regarding entities? This felt like I had been discovered by something so incredibly alien that it couldn't in any way appreciate the needs of my existence, and saw me only as a totally inferior plaything. The two of us (I say two because while there were many different creatures, they all spoke through the same voice) could never share any mutual understanding. Its level of existence was seemingly waaaaaay beyond my own, and it was aware of this and delighted in it.
maybe I'm just weird though