if u watch that movie i posted kymatica, it covers astrological cycles and age of aquarius. i believe all information is good, and yes i can see meaning in the tarot card symbolism you talk about. one of my close friends showed me tarot cards and i learned alot from them. shes also loves venus :). however i know tarot cards are like any sign the universe gives you, up to your interpretation. for real, im not trying to be "pseudo-spiritual" whatever that is because i believe spirit is in everything. u couldn't be less "spiritual" if u tried. anyways i believe every sign has multiple interpretations, some good some bad, it is up to you to decide which to pick, if u feel the darker outcome is more true, then that is what u are making for yourself. i have no doubts in my mind i am awakening because i realize it is an infinite cycle, i never will stop growing. i see some people caught in the yoga workshops, and yes there are posers in anything u get into, but if ur in it for real, u will get the same rewards every time.
and dude, me and my friends are in it for real. i know it is dangerous to be claiming to be smart or awake, cus if ur talking about it all the time u leave alot of room for slipping. i dont want to come off as that, but we are not going to yoga workshops. ive been taught basic techniques by a good teacher, but i don't attend classes anymore. we are delving deep into our "selves" and sharing intimately what we find, through psychonautic ways like tripping or smoking together, or even "astral"-nautic experiences which im realizing is the same thing. we all have begun keeping journals, lyrics books, sketchbooks, music repetiore's, graffiti crew's, t shirts, and inventing our own ways of life. not for any other reason except for our own spiritual mental and psychical health. that might sound selfish but when u understand that the way to change as a whole is to change the individual self first, u can see we are not only waking ourselves up faster, but everyone around us too. call this pseudo or fake or whatever but that's your point of view and this is mine.
im not saying u have to do graffiti, im saying u have to do you, listen to urself, and find out what u truly want and need to grow and be the best "you" u can imagine. no one else can tell u what to do, but if u listen, ull find the same answers that we all find, no matter what path we take.
i will read whatever u type more on the topic. my dad talked alot about the power of the myth and that was one of my first clues when i was younger that we are all saying the same thing