whats the most insane youve ever been?

[Lion]

i've had nasty times and still have bad periods. from the moment i can let, this life i lead now, go.. then i think i will become one with perfect happiness.

 

[druglessdouglas]

i still flirt with death from time to time. i wonder if its only humans, and mainly males that do that. you dont see animals intentionally doing dangerous shit unless theres a meal or a mate at the end. it undoubtably makes us feel more alive. but we couldnt be more alive. its like swimming in a beautiful mountain streem and getting out for a bottle of water. were not even properly domesticated. at least im not

 

[Mundi]

i was in a car accident going on almost 4 months ago now. i fractured the third lumbar of my spine. but it's the legal troubles of what they found in my totaled pile of metal that's more painful to get rid of.

 

[druglessdouglas]

mundi- youd think theyd give you a break(no pun intended). youve obviously learned your lesson. ive learned so much from my mistakes im planning to make a heap more

 

[Jakobien]

Having to deal with Jensen 8) (to save the shrooms)

 

[HappyMind]

Is it possible to see that show on the internet? Can't find a link to it.

 

[Jakobien]

Is it possible to see that show on the internet? Can't find a link to it.

No it never came online - neither haev I seen it

 

[magickmumu]

Jensen was a real asshole on that show.

 

[Guest]

Jensen was a real asshole on that show.

Make that: is a real asshole period

But I can and will not blame him though.
He's not out of the closet yet (I think) and while a lot of people know he is gay, on the show he does make a lot of standard hetero-sexual dumb-ass testosterone comments.

 

[Ultima]

Oh man, the craziest i ever got was about 2 years ago.. all i can say is 11 of some extremely potent HBWR seeds and a few hits of sal 20X... i thought i went completely insain where i thought my life was a dream and that i was living in an insain assilum and if i woke up id be a vegetable.. so i was freaking out saying i didnt want to wake up.. ya... no more seeds for me.

 

[user_1919]

Oh man, the craziest i ever got was about 2 years ago.. all i can say is 11 of some extremely potent HBWR seeds and a few hits of sal 20X... i thought i went completely insain where i thought my life was a dream and that i was living in an insain assilum and if i woke up id be a vegetable.. so i was freaking out saying i didnt want to wake up.. ya... no more seeds for me.

I knew Salvia was involved in your insanity

 

[buffachino]

Well life IS a dream, you ARE living in an asylum, and we may as well all be fucking VEGETABLES.
What difference does it make!? Were still having fun!

As for the most insane time in my life; I’ve always been insane.
I can’t give you one more insane moment than any other I’ve had.

Still, this topic could yield some interesting stories.
And that’s what it’s about.

 

[tryptonaut]

Well, the most insane I've ever been I think I was when I actually considered killing myself some years ago. It didn't feel insane at the time, there just seemed no other way out.

Then I felt insane on shroom trips quite some times but then I also realized that everyone else was acting pretty insane, at least sometimes. I saw that we were all just struggeling along with what life gave us, but that I could be a lot happier with it if I just enjoyed what I had. And that was quite a lot as I discovered...

 

[robhR]

I don't know, pretty much my whole life from age 12 to age 20, I was very paranoid, anxious and depressed, and at times it got rather pathological. I would say I had a few psychotic episodes, including a suicide attempt and a few addiction issues.

 

[druglessdouglas]

a true psychonaut must experience insanity at some point. its not all plain sailing. stability implies stasis

 

[silv]

a true psychonaut must experience insanity at some point. its not all plain sailing. stability implies stasis

Funny you should say that.
I think that it's part of being human that you go through your highs and lows through life. Isn't the way you deal with them that makes you a psychonaut?

 

[Psychoid]

The most insane I've ever been was probably on a shroom trip, I was walking in the street listening to music, and I felt so happy and full of energy that I started dancing in the middle of the street. As I'm not a very good dancer, anyone who has seen me must have thought I was insane and laughed a lot

 

[Forkbender]

+1 for public displays of insanity.

 

[mountain-girl]

started dancing in the middle of the street

haha i do that anyways

umm, prolly most insane i can remember what when i tried to kill myself and almost succedded-blacked out and woke up in a big hospital room witha buncha beds and other depressed confused teenagers-amazing poeple watching right there, but i had an out of body experience, looking down on life everything seemed so light and meaningless and i felt free ("freedoms just another word for nothing left to loose"-killing yourself youve got nothing to loose) but like trying to kill myself was a rebirth-i came back down and felt i could do anything and that life was beautiful and tried to walk out and they wouldnt let me while i was there-so yeah, that was the first thing that came to mind there

 

[Psychoid]

started dancing in the middle of the street

haha i do that anyways

Probably not like I was

And I forgot to mention that my face was covered of tears and I had a HUGE smile it was uncontrollable my muscle kept trying to make it bigger.