It's not disturbing, as long as its something natural and that you get direct experience from in a very progressive manner, with ample knowledge of alchemy and endocrinology and more to support it. This soma is known and in effect is essential to any quintessential experience, even if you do not consume it.
For me it's a kind of in depth experience where you stop and you realise again that knowledge is not power, because if you do the experience you can not only know what you are doing, but also that its scientifically sound and safe to proceed, the body having seen much more foreign influence in any case.
*sneezes*
Here is a drink that is always pleasant like alcohol in the lower dosage, inebriating the body while fluidificating saliva and enhancing mineral ion movement in the body as it cleanses inbalance in the relaxation of the body. And it becomes euphoric at higher dosages, then psychedelic, then maybe its just too much and you should stop ; because you are not a god, you are more like an ant compared to a god. And whats a god but a figment of our imagination that makes a whole lot of sense in one mental dimention.
I'm sure you see what I mean. Thats why its often called the son of man, because it gives itself to humanity who is free to choose. People of ill will feel disgusted when taking this substance (mushroom juice ewww), its not for sale because without interaction with it in millions of levels, you have no chance of progressing. The way is too small that leads to great bliss, we cannot afford to reject this possibility in the explanation of why we are here, so following logic is that we are explorers that deserve remuneration.
Crazy huh. But not the kind that makes people feel diminished or even personally aimed at.
I am feeling distress, but we have been doing this for so long, it's about time we really leave space into our written worldviews, because there will be people to read it in decades to come, right ?
Don't applaud all at once !