kron420
Neurotransmetteur
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- 31/8/08
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are some people just not capable of having these out of the world mind-blowing experiences? i've been trying for a little over a year now, came real close on a high dose of mushrooms and a lot of pink floyd, but never close to the stories that i hear, read about, or see first hand.
shit, last night i smoked DMT for the first time that's been going around town now for a while. it's been getting crazy hipe so i knew it was the real thing. but it didn't really take me anywhere.. of course i'll be trying it again next weekend probably if i run into the right people... to me, all it felt like was like 20 or 30 or so of those hofmann blotters being dumped into my brain instantly. i was completely euphoric and my world was spinning with a kaleidoscope-like look to it, but that was all that really happened. i stayed there for about 10 minutes before coming back to reality. no bouncing back and forth from pluto, though, like these crazy trip reports i read.
as far as first hand experiences go: a buddy and i were smoking some 20x salvia one night out of his bong. we were taking turns so that the other could spot the other if anything went wrong. well... my friend went first, and after about 5 minutes of just sitting there, he jumps up and starts spinning with his arms stretched out like some little kid doing "the helicopter" or something. mind you, were in a dorm room so he's knocking over fucking everything while he's doing this, so i tackle his ass back into the bed until he comes out of it over the next few minutes.
he explained that he was in a completely different world, and that went it went away, the reason that he was spinning was because he was trying to look back at that world, but it was gone.
as far as my turns went.. well i never left earth or anything. the most intense: i was sitting on the bed with my back against the wall, but for some reason the salvia made me think that i was standing in the middle of a room. so i couldn't understand why there felt like something was laying up against my back (the wall lol) so i start turning my head really slowly to the right as im kind of starting to freak out a little bit... and then finally see the corner of the room and realize that im actually laying up against the wall and that's all that the feeling was.
immediately i started screaming, "IT ALL MAKES SENSE!!!" lol
but seriously, i've never really had any truly mind-blowing experiences, such as ego death or something.. mind you i've tried very heroic doses of pretty much every substance except for the 4 that i won't ever touch, those being: heroin, meth, pcp, and crack.
i've even blown some real good coke on a hofmann blotter peak and intense as that was... i didn't jump into another world, i didn't forget who i was, i didn't become the chair that i was sitting in.....
I WANT TO BREAK THROUGH
is it possible??
shit, last night i smoked DMT for the first time that's been going around town now for a while. it's been getting crazy hipe so i knew it was the real thing. but it didn't really take me anywhere.. of course i'll be trying it again next weekend probably if i run into the right people... to me, all it felt like was like 20 or 30 or so of those hofmann blotters being dumped into my brain instantly. i was completely euphoric and my world was spinning with a kaleidoscope-like look to it, but that was all that really happened. i stayed there for about 10 minutes before coming back to reality. no bouncing back and forth from pluto, though, like these crazy trip reports i read.
as far as first hand experiences go: a buddy and i were smoking some 20x salvia one night out of his bong. we were taking turns so that the other could spot the other if anything went wrong. well... my friend went first, and after about 5 minutes of just sitting there, he jumps up and starts spinning with his arms stretched out like some little kid doing "the helicopter" or something. mind you, were in a dorm room so he's knocking over fucking everything while he's doing this, so i tackle his ass back into the bed until he comes out of it over the next few minutes.
he explained that he was in a completely different world, and that went it went away, the reason that he was spinning was because he was trying to look back at that world, but it was gone.
as far as my turns went.. well i never left earth or anything. the most intense: i was sitting on the bed with my back against the wall, but for some reason the salvia made me think that i was standing in the middle of a room. so i couldn't understand why there felt like something was laying up against my back (the wall lol) so i start turning my head really slowly to the right as im kind of starting to freak out a little bit... and then finally see the corner of the room and realize that im actually laying up against the wall and that's all that the feeling was.
immediately i started screaming, "IT ALL MAKES SENSE!!!" lol
but seriously, i've never really had any truly mind-blowing experiences, such as ego death or something.. mind you i've tried very heroic doses of pretty much every substance except for the 4 that i won't ever touch, those being: heroin, meth, pcp, and crack.
i've even blown some real good coke on a hofmann blotter peak and intense as that was... i didn't jump into another world, i didn't forget who i was, i didn't become the chair that i was sitting in.....
I WANT TO BREAK THROUGH
is it possible??
