hi Smiles
I did not smoke salvia since july...too long !
Just wonder why I delay the trip, it was so marvelous last time. Some fears to fight ? Afraid of losing the ego, probably, even for a few minutes.
I think I will do it again tomorrow and will be glad to report.
I live near Paris, France (spin to the right ? I will tell you !), what about you ?
One thing I did not mention : when "spinning", I also felt as if universe around me was cut into lashes, as one can see in some Salvador Dali's pictures.
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michel
I know exactly what ya mean when you say you're hesitent to dive in. There for awhile I did it quite often but started feeling like I was drifting into an alternate reality I didn't belong in. Even felt if I wasn't careful I might get stuck there and not be able to return. It's an uneasy feeling to say the least. Sometimes I would have the television on and it would be as if the movie or sports caster would directly involve me in the conversation somehow. Really weird but at the time it would seem so realistic. I have this theory that involves gravitational pull and am curious to see if it's viable or just my imagination. I to live in the Northern hemispere(USA) and I always spin to the right as I enter. I've only been able to control this at sun rise or sun set. Seems if I look into the Sun at either of these points I have this fluttering effect instead of a full blown spin. I can also achieve this fluttering effect after a few drinks or by reducing my dose of course. Like you though it's been awhile since I morphed into that realm. I think that may be the lashes effect you're describing but not sure. It's a somewhat tough experience to explain or comprehend...anyway best of luck to ya...
