Majak
Neurotransmetteur
- Inscrit
- 31/5/05
- Messages
- 20
This was my second time ever doing salvia and I had purchased a gram of 20x for $20 (US). I went up to the railroad tracks (this was before I read the users guide.....so now i know this was a very stupid idea) with a few friends. They nominated me to do it first considerinig that i had done it before. I packed up a glass bowl and took the biggest hit my lungs could hold and held it in until i though i was going to pass out. (suprisingly without coughing) I then blew the hit out and felt a rush of what felt like really bad goosebumps or electricity. I could then saw myself and my friends through a different pespective and we were all green. I then was able to see through my own eyes again and looked at my friend.........I was extremely frightened to see that he looked like he was made out of green clay! I began to see dots that looked like little sun spots swirling around and felt very small. All of a sudden everything went dark and I saw giant wall of large blue blocks. The wall extended as far as I could see and i was standing on one of the blocks. The block that I was standing on had my name on it and it began to slide forward. When it came to a stop I heard a man's voice say "walk forward to discover the truth" and at this point I was overwhelmed with fright and had lost complete touch with reality.(I even forgot i took the salvia) It all seemed so real to me......suddenly I was overtaken by curiosity and began to walk forward. I looked down and saw that I was walking on what looked like large white dominos (I later assumed that they were the railroad ties) and everything else was dark. It was then that I couldnt breathe....I was breathing really hard and fast but i felt as if i was asphixiating. I was overwhelmed with a terrible level of fear that i did not know even existed. I was getting extreme bursts of adrenaline and felt mass confusion....amnesia if you will. My friend had grabbed me extemely hard(i did not know why at the time, but he acually saved my life) and i felt that everyone was trying to kill me. I began to assault everything i saw including my friend(i could not see him though so luckily i was the only one who got hurt) After that I do not remember much of the trip but i do remember feeling that thousands of hands were grabbing me and riping at my flesh. After a little while the trip began to wear off and next thing i knew i was in the street....this was my first touch of reality, but i still could not breathe. I remember getting a large burst of adrenaline and screaming at the top of my lungs "I CANT BREATHE!!!" in a psychotic manor. My friends took me to the near by quality markets (which was only a few hundred feet away) and set me on the bench in front (BAD IDEA) and they went into the store. I was sitting on the bench and at the time i could see everything that was there but i still felt extremely scared. I was looking at all of the people and realized that they were all staring at me......i went into an outburst which was kind of like a siezure and i started violently grabbing my body and twitching and mumbling things that i cant remember. This was the end of my trip but about an hour after that people were asking me what happened and i told them to get the fuck away from me and kept running from people, frightened. I vowed never to do it again, but about an hour later i was ready for another trip. I jogged my memory after the trip was wearing down and it took weeks and a few small salvia trips to rebuild my memory. I know there is more that i cannot remember but i dont think i will ever remember it. My friend told me what I was doing (because he was my sitter) and he told me that i was smacking my head off of the tracks telling them to get it the fuck out of my head, i was pulling my hair, and i was trying to rip my tongue out of my mouth. My body was also halfway off of a bridge that was about 80 feet high at one point, but that was when my friend grabbed me and saved me. This level is NOT DESIRABLE but i feel that everyone who does salvia should try this at least once.......once you do you will have a better understanding of salvia. Do not do this until you are ready though.....you will need at least 20x.
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-Majak :guitar:
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-Majak :guitar: