chimp_masta_flex
Glandeuse Pinéale
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- 30/11/08
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I recently aquired approx 25 HBWR seeds, which i proceeded to grind into a powder and load into 8 gelatin capsules.
I had read that 12/13 seeds would be a fairly strong dose so, after fasting for at least 12 hours, i swallowed 4 of the capsules.
Quite shortly i felt the need to lie down, my head was spinning and i was finding it difficult to keep hold of a chain of thought for very long.
I lowered the lights to a comfortable level and sat down to read Orwell's '1984' which definately affected my trip. There was very little visual interest to the experience, except at one point i noticed the pattern of the spaces on the page was quite interesting, other than that just a bit of blurry vision.
It felt like my natural alert system had gone into over drive, i felt every form of paranoia possible, fear of poisoning, fear of arrest, of discovery, even of being under surviellance (definately the book). I recognised this though as paranoia and coped quite well with it, in fact i feel i have a deeper understanding of fears. However it was definately not 'fun' it was interesting and insightful, but the lack of euphoria, CEV's and OEV's made it merely tolerable. All in all im glad i tried it, but definately will not repeat it in a rush as like i said it feels like the insight of LSD, but with none of its humour. For someone who likes to take their psychedelic journeys with a pinch of silliness, this is definately not a very good choice.
I had read that 12/13 seeds would be a fairly strong dose so, after fasting for at least 12 hours, i swallowed 4 of the capsules.
Quite shortly i felt the need to lie down, my head was spinning and i was finding it difficult to keep hold of a chain of thought for very long.
I lowered the lights to a comfortable level and sat down to read Orwell's '1984' which definately affected my trip. There was very little visual interest to the experience, except at one point i noticed the pattern of the spaces on the page was quite interesting, other than that just a bit of blurry vision.
It felt like my natural alert system had gone into over drive, i felt every form of paranoia possible, fear of poisoning, fear of arrest, of discovery, even of being under surviellance (definately the book). I recognised this though as paranoia and coped quite well with it, in fact i feel i have a deeper understanding of fears. However it was definately not 'fun' it was interesting and insightful, but the lack of euphoria, CEV's and OEV's made it merely tolerable. All in all im glad i tried it, but definately will not repeat it in a rush as like i said it feels like the insight of LSD, but with none of its humour. For someone who likes to take their psychedelic journeys with a pinch of silliness, this is definately not a very good choice.
