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(I don't know if I'm supposed to use SWIM on this forum, but if I am then I will edit this post... aaaand I'm not exactly sure if what I just said defeated the purpose of using SWIM...)
Anyway, on Halloween I went to a party at my friends' house with my other friend and boyfriend. There was a guy walking around with a vile of liquid Lucy who happened to bump into me and ask me if I wanted some, and I happily put out my tongue. He put three drops on it, and I had no idea what to expect of the intensity of the trip because I had never taken liquid before, but I assumed it would be a lot more intense than blotters (that's what I had read when I researched it.)
It didn't take long at all for it to kick in -- I started getting massive amounts of tracers and everything had that blue-and-red color shift (if anybody knows what I'm talking about.) I can't first-handedly remember anything that happened after that except for a few things. I woke up the next morning wearing a shirt that I had never seen before and no recollection that I had fallen asleep at all, and I couldn't even remember waking up a few minutes after I DID wake up (I know that makes no sense, but it's the truth.) The people who lived in the house the party was at were there, and so was the friend I came there with, and my boyfriend. I was sitting on their couch staring at everything like a newborn baby and I when I looked at my friends/boyfriend, I knew it was them, but at the same time I didn't. I can't really explain it.
There was an extremely negative energy coming at me so I told my boyfriend I wanted to go home. So I did, and he came over. He started talking about what happened that night, saying that I had done all of this crazy shit. I didn't believe him. There was no way I could have done anything like that. I refused to believe what he was telling me, so he told me to text my friend that we went to the party with and ask her if it was true. It was.
Apparently I had taken off all of my clothes and was running around begging people to have sex with me and trying to make out with everybody. As I was remembering myself doing that, I remembered that I was not sexually aroused at all and had no actual desire to have sex. I was just saying I wanted to for some reason. I was also knocking a bunch of things over and looped for a whole hour, saying the same words over and over again.
As I was hearing about everything that happened, it all started coming back to me. I remember people trying to calm me down, but I would pull away from them to run over to something else. My friend had to put a shirt on me because my costume (it was strapless) kept slipping down and I kept trying to take it off. Hence, the shirt I woke up in.
I remember seeing words everywhere, spelling things out, and me reading them over and over again. I apparently tried to run into the street (this part I don't remember), but people held me back. And that's basically it. A lot of people heard about the incident and there are a lot of rumors now (bummer), but hey, shit happens, especially when you take too much acid.
Anyway, before all of this happened, I had seen a video on youtube of somebody explaining their acid trip they had at a party, and he had taken his clothes off and was running around naked as well. He was also seeing letters in his visuals. I googled some things up and found a bunch of stories about people on acid taking their clothes off and running around naked. In one of those stories, a guy actually sexually assaulted a girl. I find this intriguing. Is there any answer as to what it is about acid that makes people want to take their clothes off and run around/act sexual?
Thanks, if you read all of this.
Anyway, on Halloween I went to a party at my friends' house with my other friend and boyfriend. There was a guy walking around with a vile of liquid Lucy who happened to bump into me and ask me if I wanted some, and I happily put out my tongue. He put three drops on it, and I had no idea what to expect of the intensity of the trip because I had never taken liquid before, but I assumed it would be a lot more intense than blotters (that's what I had read when I researched it.)
It didn't take long at all for it to kick in -- I started getting massive amounts of tracers and everything had that blue-and-red color shift (if anybody knows what I'm talking about.) I can't first-handedly remember anything that happened after that except for a few things. I woke up the next morning wearing a shirt that I had never seen before and no recollection that I had fallen asleep at all, and I couldn't even remember waking up a few minutes after I DID wake up (I know that makes no sense, but it's the truth.) The people who lived in the house the party was at were there, and so was the friend I came there with, and my boyfriend. I was sitting on their couch staring at everything like a newborn baby and I when I looked at my friends/boyfriend, I knew it was them, but at the same time I didn't. I can't really explain it.
There was an extremely negative energy coming at me so I told my boyfriend I wanted to go home. So I did, and he came over. He started talking about what happened that night, saying that I had done all of this crazy shit. I didn't believe him. There was no way I could have done anything like that. I refused to believe what he was telling me, so he told me to text my friend that we went to the party with and ask her if it was true. It was.
Apparently I had taken off all of my clothes and was running around begging people to have sex with me and trying to make out with everybody. As I was remembering myself doing that, I remembered that I was not sexually aroused at all and had no actual desire to have sex. I was just saying I wanted to for some reason. I was also knocking a bunch of things over and looped for a whole hour, saying the same words over and over again.
As I was hearing about everything that happened, it all started coming back to me. I remember people trying to calm me down, but I would pull away from them to run over to something else. My friend had to put a shirt on me because my costume (it was strapless) kept slipping down and I kept trying to take it off. Hence, the shirt I woke up in.
I remember seeing words everywhere, spelling things out, and me reading them over and over again. I apparently tried to run into the street (this part I don't remember), but people held me back. And that's basically it. A lot of people heard about the incident and there are a lot of rumors now (bummer), but hey, shit happens, especially when you take too much acid.
Anyway, before all of this happened, I had seen a video on youtube of somebody explaining their acid trip they had at a party, and he had taken his clothes off and was running around naked as well. He was also seeing letters in his visuals. I googled some things up and found a bunch of stories about people on acid taking their clothes off and running around naked. In one of those stories, a guy actually sexually assaulted a girl. I find this intriguing. Is there any answer as to what it is about acid that makes people want to take their clothes off and run around/act sexual?
Thanks, if you read all of this.