H.O.L.Y. Shit. . . 60x

[IJesusChrist]

Guys, I realized alot of you were able to see your environment when on salvia, I couldn't.

The first minute I was completely submersed in a spiral fractal, I could see into it forever and none of it was identifiable as th place I was in. Then I was kind of running through rooms of people, like a childs playhouse tv show type thing, bright colored everything, yet I was outside in a dark park. After about the 8th minute I started to see my friends. They were in the show, or whatever it was, but they were actors, portraying friends.

It took me about 10 minutes before I realized where I was...

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[Synith]

Guys, I realized alot of you were able to see your environment when on salvia, I couldn't.

The first minute I was completely submersed in a spiral fractal, I could see into it forever and none of it was identifiable as th place I was in. Then I was kind of running through rooms of people, like a childs playhouse tv show type thing, bright colored everything, yet I was outside in a dark park. After about the 8th minute I started to see my friends. They were in the show, or whatever it was, but they were actors, portraying friends.

It took me about 10 minutes before I realized where I was...

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It's beautiful, isn't it. I love listening to 'Von' by Sigur Ros during my meditations. Such a beautiful song.

I think some people stay connected to their environment because they don't let themselves go. It's not like you're dying, really, but you have to tell yourself that you may. Just let yourself go to be reborn after the trip. Too many people are concerned about being grounded to this reality, so they fear things that may rip that away from them. Personally for me, I had to do such. I had to not be afraid to let my ego die. It was the most astonishing and life-changing trips on Salvia I'd ever had.
If that makes sense, thank God.

Only down side, and I'm not sure if it's really a downside is I get very emotional about 1 to two days after taking Salvia. I'll start crying over songs, or memories that reminded me of past girlfriends and such. I look at it like I'm still healing from those bad memories. Kinda like a scab, I'd forgotten about them and moved on, but I really wasn't healed all the way, you know. This herb allowed me to fully heal and forgive if I let it.