tryptonaut
Holofractale de l'hypervérité
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- 20/11/04
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After one ayahuasca experiment that didn't work at all (I had too small a dose to feel anything) I did it again, this time ingesting the full recommended beginner's dose of 5g peganum harmala and 30g psychotria viridis.
I cooked both ingredients for over 2 hours in water seperately, acidified with vitamin c and a little concentrated vinegar.
I took the peganum harmala (fluid and the remaining crushed seeds) and waited until I felt some effects (some inebriating, soothing effect like from a small dose of opiates, in my opinion). Then I began to drink the psychotria viridis tea.
I began to feel a change of effects from purely calming (from the 5g p. harmala) to uplifting. I felt wonderful, it was still like opiates or a high dose of kratom. I suddenly realized a little visual distortion (moving objects left "trails" before my eyes) so I stopped drinking the psychotria v. tea. It was wonderful until I suddenly felt like I was going to puke. Well, I did (I didn't fight it, knowing I couldn't fight it for long...). After that I felt perfectly well again and drank the rest of the psychotria viridis tea.
The dose was too low to get any meaningful insights or journeys into my mind - it was more like a good dose of opiates combined with closed eye visuals. The visuals however were so close and real that I didn't always realize them as visuals in the first place. It was like being on opiates with lucid dreaming at once.
I have to say that I didn't expect a low dose of ayahuasca to deliver such a lovely and joyful inebriated feeling. I could have taken much more on this basis and I think ayahuasca has shown itself to me as my new favorite. I just have to get into it much deeper, the visuals seemed so close and real yet the feeling was so calm and joyful, I don't believe it.
By the way, I woke up pretty early this morning with really much energy and an afterglow of happiness :sunflower:
I cooked both ingredients for over 2 hours in water seperately, acidified with vitamin c and a little concentrated vinegar.
I took the peganum harmala (fluid and the remaining crushed seeds) and waited until I felt some effects (some inebriating, soothing effect like from a small dose of opiates, in my opinion). Then I began to drink the psychotria viridis tea.
I began to feel a change of effects from purely calming (from the 5g p. harmala) to uplifting. I felt wonderful, it was still like opiates or a high dose of kratom. I suddenly realized a little visual distortion (moving objects left "trails" before my eyes) so I stopped drinking the psychotria v. tea. It was wonderful until I suddenly felt like I was going to puke. Well, I did (I didn't fight it, knowing I couldn't fight it for long...). After that I felt perfectly well again and drank the rest of the psychotria viridis tea.
The dose was too low to get any meaningful insights or journeys into my mind - it was more like a good dose of opiates combined with closed eye visuals. The visuals however were so close and real that I didn't always realize them as visuals in the first place. It was like being on opiates with lucid dreaming at once.
I have to say that I didn't expect a low dose of ayahuasca to deliver such a lovely and joyful inebriated feeling. I could have taken much more on this basis and I think ayahuasca has shown itself to me as my new favorite. I just have to get into it much deeper, the visuals seemed so close and real yet the feeling was so calm and joyful, I don't believe it.
By the way, I woke up pretty early this morning with really much energy and an afterglow of happiness :sunflower: