Mescaline
Elfe Mécanique
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- 4/1/07
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Up front, thanks IJC for writing “we’re all fucking entities” in the other thread, haha. Actually all that you describe there is very similar to how I felt a couple of months ago, but sadly it went away again after a couple of weeks. But it feels like it's coming back because of what you wrote. I can't really thank you enough. Anyway when I first read "we're all fucking entities" I didn’t really think twice about it, but Crimzen quoted it and mentioned it resonates strongly with him, and this made me think more about it, creating all of the following (so thanks to you too Crimzen!). I do not know if anything I write here is ‘new’ to anybody, but I never thought of it in this way, and feel like sharing, and hearing your thoughts on it, and maybe realizing it's all nonsense. 
Whenever I used to think about an entity, what I really thought of was some “thing”. Something that exists on itself. Something you can point at and say, ‘well, that’s the entity’. But I looked up what entity really means. The word originates from ‘entitas’, which is the latin ‘esse’ as a noun (enti- being the stem). Esse meaning ‘to be’ or ‘to exist’. Entitas then means ‘(the) existence’ or ‘(the) being’. I can hardly imagine what this really means, and not think of entitas/entity as something that exists, but, really, it is not something. For something that exists, to me seems to be an identity – Id entitas. Id in latin means ‘it’, so identity could be translated into ‘(the) it-being’ or ‘(the) being it’. (NB: not what the latin dictionary seems to make of it, saying that identity comes from idem, ‘the same’, but for me ‘(the) being it’ makes a lot more sense in understanding the difference and what follows)
So, identity is comparable to ‘(the) something being’ and entity is just ‘(the) being’. I never looked at it in this way, and maybe this is just complete nonsense.
Anyway, to get into something else first before going on with entity and identity. To me it seems obvious that all that life is made of are essentially experiences. Matter is an experience just as much as hearing a sound is an experience and having thoughts are experiences. In case of matter, matter is no more than a certain kind of sensation, a certain kind of touch sensation, which has been used to indicate that something is material instead of immaterial. The same goes for sounds. They are a certain kind of sensation which we have called sound, and having a sensation of a sound is called hearing. Thoughts are a certain kind of sensation, and having these sensations is now called thinking. And ‘a sensation’ is of course nothing but a different way of saying ‘an experience’. This kind of reduction of everything to experience can be done with pretty much everything in life as far as I can tell.
Even what is called “I” or “ego” seems to be just an experience. Actually it seems to me that ego is nothing but the collection of all these experiences, given a name. For when you are asked “who are you” you answer with experiences. I might say “I live in the Netherlands”, but actually meaning “I am the experience of living in the Netherlands”, I might add, “I am Dominique”, meaning “I am the experience of having the name Dominique”, - “I am X” = “I am the experience of X”.
So all that will ever be in life seems to me to be an experience, including the ego, you yourself, or rather what is thought of as you/I.
But, what is an experience when it is not a conscious experience..? So consciousness seems a necessary prerequisite for experience. It is pretty much all that an experience seems to be. Experience is essentially only consciousness; there is no essential difference in their “substance”, in what it is made of, what it really “is”. Going to shamelessly steal an analogy from a book I read. It makes it very obvious in my opinion. Imagine a gold chain, made of pure gold and nothing else. The gold chain is comparable to experience, whereas the gold itself is comparable to consciousness. The gold chain is in reality nothing but gold. It is only that specific shape of gold that is called a gold chain, but really it is simply pure gold. Take away the gold, and you necessarily take away the gold chain, for they are one and the same. Just like this, experience can be thought of as the form of consciousness; experience is consciousness shaped into “something”.
And here entity and identity come in again. On the one hand we have experience (including the I), and on the other consciousness. Both are the same, but different ways of looking at them. The difference to me seems to be that when talking about experience, you’re talking about ‘something being’, and when talking about consciousness one is simply talking about ‘being’. To use the gold chain analogy again, when thought of as a chain, it is something, but when thought of as gold it isn’t something, it is still formless gold, and not a thing. Of course this analogy only works when you think of pure gold as not a thing, but only as the essence of a potential thing, e.g. the chain (‘essence’ strictly understood as ‘the being’ of a thing and not a thing itself). So, what I’m getting at is that consciousness is entity, and experience is identity. Consciousness is "(the) being", whereas experience is "(the) being" given a form or shape, thus it is "(the) something being"; "(the) it being". And like said before, all experience is what the ego is – and also, identity is what experience is. So, identity is ego is experience. And when we look at everyday language, that’s exactly what we say. The ego, what is thought of as who you are, is an identity, and when talking of or describing the ego or an identity, we talk of nothing but experiences. But as explained before in other words, (an) identity has no existence, and strictly speaking is nothing but (an) entity, in the same way that the gold chain (identity) is nothing but gold (entity).
So yea, "we is entity", or just "we are all fucking entities". :idea:
All in all, just another spill of thoughts. I do not know whether I lost track of what really is here, but at the time (and still does for now) it felt like something very profound, although I can’t even put my finger on what exactly is so profound about it when reading the words. Because although it might sound a bit confusing, what I really want to say is incredibly simple, yet hard to put in words. I do not know if I even got to convey what I’m really trying to say. I feel there is something missing in this text, but this is as close as I can get to it with words. Very interested in what you all think about this, and whether it means anything to you.

Whenever I used to think about an entity, what I really thought of was some “thing”. Something that exists on itself. Something you can point at and say, ‘well, that’s the entity’. But I looked up what entity really means. The word originates from ‘entitas’, which is the latin ‘esse’ as a noun (enti- being the stem). Esse meaning ‘to be’ or ‘to exist’. Entitas then means ‘(the) existence’ or ‘(the) being’. I can hardly imagine what this really means, and not think of entitas/entity as something that exists, but, really, it is not something. For something that exists, to me seems to be an identity – Id entitas. Id in latin means ‘it’, so identity could be translated into ‘(the) it-being’ or ‘(the) being it’. (NB: not what the latin dictionary seems to make of it, saying that identity comes from idem, ‘the same’, but for me ‘(the) being it’ makes a lot more sense in understanding the difference and what follows)
So, identity is comparable to ‘(the) something being’ and entity is just ‘(the) being’. I never looked at it in this way, and maybe this is just complete nonsense.
Anyway, to get into something else first before going on with entity and identity. To me it seems obvious that all that life is made of are essentially experiences. Matter is an experience just as much as hearing a sound is an experience and having thoughts are experiences. In case of matter, matter is no more than a certain kind of sensation, a certain kind of touch sensation, which has been used to indicate that something is material instead of immaterial. The same goes for sounds. They are a certain kind of sensation which we have called sound, and having a sensation of a sound is called hearing. Thoughts are a certain kind of sensation, and having these sensations is now called thinking. And ‘a sensation’ is of course nothing but a different way of saying ‘an experience’. This kind of reduction of everything to experience can be done with pretty much everything in life as far as I can tell.
Even what is called “I” or “ego” seems to be just an experience. Actually it seems to me that ego is nothing but the collection of all these experiences, given a name. For when you are asked “who are you” you answer with experiences. I might say “I live in the Netherlands”, but actually meaning “I am the experience of living in the Netherlands”, I might add, “I am Dominique”, meaning “I am the experience of having the name Dominique”, - “I am X” = “I am the experience of X”.
So all that will ever be in life seems to me to be an experience, including the ego, you yourself, or rather what is thought of as you/I.
But, what is an experience when it is not a conscious experience..? So consciousness seems a necessary prerequisite for experience. It is pretty much all that an experience seems to be. Experience is essentially only consciousness; there is no essential difference in their “substance”, in what it is made of, what it really “is”. Going to shamelessly steal an analogy from a book I read. It makes it very obvious in my opinion. Imagine a gold chain, made of pure gold and nothing else. The gold chain is comparable to experience, whereas the gold itself is comparable to consciousness. The gold chain is in reality nothing but gold. It is only that specific shape of gold that is called a gold chain, but really it is simply pure gold. Take away the gold, and you necessarily take away the gold chain, for they are one and the same. Just like this, experience can be thought of as the form of consciousness; experience is consciousness shaped into “something”.
And here entity and identity come in again. On the one hand we have experience (including the I), and on the other consciousness. Both are the same, but different ways of looking at them. The difference to me seems to be that when talking about experience, you’re talking about ‘something being’, and when talking about consciousness one is simply talking about ‘being’. To use the gold chain analogy again, when thought of as a chain, it is something, but when thought of as gold it isn’t something, it is still formless gold, and not a thing. Of course this analogy only works when you think of pure gold as not a thing, but only as the essence of a potential thing, e.g. the chain (‘essence’ strictly understood as ‘the being’ of a thing and not a thing itself). So, what I’m getting at is that consciousness is entity, and experience is identity. Consciousness is "(the) being", whereas experience is "(the) being" given a form or shape, thus it is "(the) something being"; "(the) it being". And like said before, all experience is what the ego is – and also, identity is what experience is. So, identity is ego is experience. And when we look at everyday language, that’s exactly what we say. The ego, what is thought of as who you are, is an identity, and when talking of or describing the ego or an identity, we talk of nothing but experiences. But as explained before in other words, (an) identity has no existence, and strictly speaking is nothing but (an) entity, in the same way that the gold chain (identity) is nothing but gold (entity).
So yea, "we is entity", or just "we are all fucking entities". :idea:
All in all, just another spill of thoughts. I do not know whether I lost track of what really is here, but at the time (and still does for now) it felt like something very profound, although I can’t even put my finger on what exactly is so profound about it when reading the words. Because although it might sound a bit confusing, what I really want to say is incredibly simple, yet hard to put in words. I do not know if I even got to convey what I’m really trying to say. I feel there is something missing in this text, but this is as close as I can get to it with words. Very interested in what you all think about this, and whether it means anything to you.