I remember death used to be one of the scariest topics for me but I have grown more comfortable with it. I just enjoy the life I have while I have it, day by day. And as much as I'd like for their to be a postmortem consciousness of sorts I just can't see it. I predict pure nothingness, just like before you were born. Not that that's bad at all, nor is it good. It's god damn nothingness.
The one unsettling thing for me is the vulnerability of each and everyone of us to it, death being around any corner. I read about the unfortunate people who get randomly stabbed by some scum bag over a wallet and have suffered fatal consequences and think to myself how easily that could happen to every single person I know, including myself. Just a damn shame how a life can have so much potential and ambition and then in the blink of an eye have it all wiped away by a car accident or food poisoning or slip of the soap in the shower.