..not by intention, but purely because of being temporarily without any contacts. for the first time in years, when i really wanted a toke i couldn't get one. also for the last month before stopping i had been toking everyday (which i normally NEVER do)
this forced little break has turned into mostly a good thing i think. i think i had kind of almost forgotten what amazing feats the sober mind is capable of somehow. its also made me realize that, with a limited budget, if i had to choose between alcohol and weed i would choose weed in a heartbeat (i had assumed that before. but now i know).
going without certainly had no physical side effects. not like trying to quit tobacco and feeling generally shitty and angsty, increasing over a few days. i did notice there was a couple weeks where i generally really missed getting high. after all i actually really like it
then i started dreaming about it a lot. had a dream yesteday where i started walking into stores and outright just asking, and some dude in a weird middle eastern shop pulled out a cheap cardboard container from under a secret counter full of "marijuana cigarettes".. smoked them immediately and they fell apart sort of like the victory cigarettes in 1984.. tasted like chalk and didnt do squat all hah
i do know that probably next week i'll be on vacation and inevitably be passed a jay.. damn am i ever going to smoke a fatty!!!
this forced little break has turned into mostly a good thing i think. i think i had kind of almost forgotten what amazing feats the sober mind is capable of somehow. its also made me realize that, with a limited budget, if i had to choose between alcohol and weed i would choose weed in a heartbeat (i had assumed that before. but now i know).
going without certainly had no physical side effects. not like trying to quit tobacco and feeling generally shitty and angsty, increasing over a few days. i did notice there was a couple weeks where i generally really missed getting high. after all i actually really like it

then i started dreaming about it a lot. had a dream yesteday where i started walking into stores and outright just asking, and some dude in a weird middle eastern shop pulled out a cheap cardboard container from under a secret counter full of "marijuana cigarettes".. smoked them immediately and they fell apart sort of like the victory cigarettes in 1984.. tasted like chalk and didnt do squat all hah
i do know that probably next week i'll be on vacation and inevitably be passed a jay.. damn am i ever going to smoke a fatty!!!