I have nonstrd 20x I got from bouncing bear botanicals. This is my third encounter with it. First time I took about a third of a one hit bowl. It's been about 30 years since I did any kind of anything besides ocasional pot. It wasn't enough for acomplete lung hit but not knowing anything about how potant and everything I wanted to be careful. The feeling started coming on and oh yeah I remember this but not quite ready yet so I grabed my drum so I could stay grounded. there were no visuals but I got a definate feeling of warmth, friendlyness and welcome.The second time same amount everything got bright colorful a swirling to the left a slight sensation of melting and to my left I could just see their arms but a bunch of people waving saying hi come with us, then it all faded. The first two times were a few days apart. This last night was a little over a week since the last. This time last night I a one good full lung hit about 21:30, it's now 5:45. Please forginve my rambling, there is no way to truly describe what happened. It's kinda like when some ask's me what war or combat is like, you can't tell them. They have no referance point. Anyway I took my hit and there was no twenty seconds more like 3 and oh manDo you remember when Carlos Castenada lost his human form? When it was over I flashed on that but that wasn't um didn't quite fit. It was more like, are you familiar with the Hindu description of the night of Brahma and day of Brahma? Where the whole is in existence because he is dreaming and when he wakes up all existance ends, every grain of sand, bird flower, everything and then a new universe begins when he sleeps and dreams again. This is unlike anything I ever experienced before. It was not from the point of an observer like my other trips It was a real experience as real as getting up and making breakfast. I went thru the end of all existance not just the end of me or ego but all, everything total. Well here goes, before I took my hit I took off all my clothes found a comfortable lying down where could be totaly relaxed with no need of any muscle support then sat up just enough to tak emy hit. This it was one good full lung hit. Isat the pipe and lighter down pushed everything away from me lay dowh and bam!! No intro no gradual come on imediatley (I know spelling bad LOL) everything was flowing to this one point like when something goes down a funnel. and it wasn't a my world is disapearing it was and I fully understood it was everything EVERYTHING all existance and I was fully aware of it all as it was happening. I understood what was happening, Can you imagine what it fells like to understand that not just the world as you know it is ending everything is ending. So everything is flowing into nothingness and finally I'm the the last thing left and I'm like no and I was down to just my head left and I saw these two beings looking at me with a hell of a lot of compassion on their faces and the we're sorry but you have to go it's over. And right I flashed on is this what it's like for other creatures when we take a breath and there univers ends and nothing. By nothing I don't mean a blackness I mean nothing. I don't know how to describe it, Man I'm sweating again. Then I was aware of a me but I was on my hands and knees climbing out of dark greay kinda sticky something and all around me was this dark grey and although all I could see was this dark grey I could sense two beings just on the other side of the grey and then I remembered that I had just experienced the end of all, everything and I'm coming back into existance, it's being created and I just started laughing my ass off and I heard on of the beaings say "Well this one's coming into the world laughing." Then my room slowly faded into view and I was on my hands knees just like i was as I was coming out of the grey matter soaked in sweat. First thing I did was dump my salvia because I ddn't ever want to feel that again then i dried off and went to sleep cause I was feeling a little nauseous. I'm gong to go salvage my salvia though now hat I've had somethng sleep I just hope next time is a little different. I've always had a very high tolerance since this has reverse tolerance and wonder if the opposite is true for me and instead of loosing sensitivty more than normal I'm gaining mor than normal. Whatever time will tell I'm definately cutting my dose next time. I don't have a sitter or anyone who could be one. I was told the shamanic path lonley one but it is my path. Hope I meet the friendly people on the other side next time so have someone to talk to. Well I guess I'll stop here and go salvage my salvia. Thank you for this forem.