Brugmansia
Holofractale de l'hypervérité
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- 2 Nov 2006
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Last sunday I ingested two big San Pedro's of both 53 centimeters fresh within about 30 minutes (I dried them though) and fasted for this night. I didn't weight it off but what happend was beyond imagination. I thought I'd get liver failure at some point. And if I didn't let go, the spirits would eat my heart. I kept having orgasms from my finger tops to every outer nerve in my physique and head when the cactus was flowing through my veins, boiling blood you could say. The visuals, the most intense phase similar as with smoked DMT in the 60-80 miligram range. This experience gave a massive body load (but pleasant!) and occasionally the back of my neck felt tight as well as some respiration suppression. But it all subsided as long as I kept being inferior with deep respect. I'm sure in this amounts it could kill an immature man through the elevation of stress levels. Tachycardia and mental occupation. I was ''forced'' to dance naked as a tiger by a Shaman, I had to promise loyalty otherwise the experience would have turned into a traumatic path. The time dilaton was extreme, greater than with 5 gram psilocybine and energy amphetamine like outbursts came with ups and downs and the sedation and lethargy inbetween was like I swallowed a few bags of good weed. I never thought I could die so many times during 1 experience, but the smashed ego over and over again didn't bothered at all as I realised this mental construction is just an outer part of the earth we carry in our bodies, it's our heart and in all our tissue there are potentionally millions of new homo sapiens. I have felt them, I even believed they'd over power me at some point as I could feel their urge to break through into this life. I met an entire orchestra of shamans, some had a flute, some with drums and even baby's rattles.
I'll show you guys my preperation instructions with photo's soon, as well as tips for physical preperation. Allowing you to ingest monster amounts to peak at the divine. All I can say I feel like I do not want to use LSD anymore as this is now seen as an artificial spiritless simulation of the Cactus soul. Even mushrooms lack the physical aspects which forced me to take it for granted rather than thinking it's just due to the mushrooms I ate, and 4 hours is too less for starting to perceive a trip as an untainted saga. I hardly analyzed on this experience, but I did saw myself wandering with people I clearly knew in a desert, like we were in another life with no boundries. I could invite characters, but only with a mandate from the cactus. It checks health, suspicious energy and smell.
It wasn't too much, but definitely on the borderline. But strange enough I never felt for a second it could drive me insane like psilo can do with me. The duration of the experience, 12 hours (mind you the time dilation the first 6 hours was immense) and the insomnia after made this a tradional initiation.
I can say that with LSD, Psilocybine and DMT in any dose, it bends my consciousness with the buzzings and vibrations. With mescaline, these vibrations go from tone to head through the whole corpus and even appear strongly with open eyes.
I'll show you guys my preperation instructions with photo's soon, as well as tips for physical preperation. Allowing you to ingest monster amounts to peak at the divine. All I can say I feel like I do not want to use LSD anymore as this is now seen as an artificial spiritless simulation of the Cactus soul. Even mushrooms lack the physical aspects which forced me to take it for granted rather than thinking it's just due to the mushrooms I ate, and 4 hours is too less for starting to perceive a trip as an untainted saga. I hardly analyzed on this experience, but I did saw myself wandering with people I clearly knew in a desert, like we were in another life with no boundries. I could invite characters, but only with a mandate from the cactus. It checks health, suspicious energy and smell.
It wasn't too much, but definitely on the borderline. But strange enough I never felt for a second it could drive me insane like psilo can do with me. The duration of the experience, 12 hours (mind you the time dilation the first 6 hours was immense) and the insomnia after made this a tradional initiation.
I can say that with LSD, Psilocybine and DMT in any dose, it bends my consciousness with the buzzings and vibrations. With mescaline, these vibrations go from tone to head through the whole corpus and even appear strongly with open eyes.
