Hello my beloved human brothers and sisters.
I may not know much about many aspects that we share in our lifes, unavoidably. I may not know who I am, or what I am doing here. I may not know how my hair or nails grow, how my heart beats and my brain functions. I may not know what are those bright white points we see on the sky wich we call stars. I may not know what the moon really is. I may not know you. But I know we all made wrong decisions and moves in our lifes that we , if time travel would be possible (who knows), would go back and be more compassionate and act on behalf, not of ourselfs, but our surroundings, our beloved and human beings.
But I know I love many things. I know I love to beloved. I know I love to give love. I know I truly love to laugh and feel peace and harmony. I know I love to gather with people I love, and talk about life and misterys of the universe. I know I love to experience life, without having the feeling that we are beign mislead by humans such as ourselfs. I know I love to try to imagine a peacefull and altruistic world where everybody, though may not know where or what they are, Know and Feel that we Are One. I know I love many things that are only possible, for me, in my dreams or imagination (wich makes them not so real, since they aren't shared with this reality we live in). I may not know you, but I know you also feel like this, sometimes. I may not know you, but I know that in our deep minds and feelings we wish, cry and scream for a world with no misleaders, with no pain or guns, no lies or masks, no judgements and no hate.
How much time will it take, for the time to come?
How much lifes will have to be taken unfairfully through pain, emotional disrespect, physical abuse and spiritually rape? How much blood will need to be poured from the Life of this world? How much rights, values and ideals, (that are based on, essentialy, Love) of our own naive existance, will we have to give away?
How much time will it take till Love and altruism will be deepleted from our most inner light of existance and blissful creation, until we try to do something, not for our own 'individual' benefit (wich is not ethernal. And may I say, an Ilusion) but, for what we are and will always be, One Organism? One Planet 'lost' in the most fantastic , beautifull, peacefull, complex and harmonious Universe that we will could ever imagine one day, that actually is Our Creation(and i'm refering to all organic or non-organic existance).
I'm in a position that I really don't know what to do. Maybe my desire is to , with a blinc of an eye, turn this world to a world sustained not by money, and all the causes of it existance and "value", but a world sustained by Love. Love is free. You can give it every time, and there is no need to loan it, since the scource of it has no end.
When I think profoundly on this kind of things, my heart gets heavy and I feel lost and with lack of hope, because I don't know what to do that could help change the world for the better.
I know I can share love, smile, be altruistic, and etc... But I don't feel that that will stop the scource of Evil in this planet. I don't think that is suficient to stop the Cancer of our planet.
I lack of ideas on how could we stop once and for all the Maniac, Hateful, Evil, Unsense and Counter-Life agenda that is being done, For Sure, against/with/among/inside/outside/and-every-side-possible-of-existance Us, Life.
Many times I think, why don't they just kill those demons? If I had the chance, I think I would kill them for the benefit of Life and Creation. I could turn into a ghost and eradicate them all. But, then I think again.. death will bring more death (Will it? In this particular case?). And I feel that that was a naive idea, and that wouldn't solve the problem at all.
Then I think I could join some movement or group or something. But then I think, wasnt how it all started? A movement or a group that wants to eradicate other? So, the end of it would be, probably, in something like this, maybe with not as many kills and pain as there is today, but the picture is pretty predictable.
So what can I do?
I could say fuck all this shit, and go live to nowhere. Throw my Id's on the garbage (or for reciclying, or is that buisness as usual too? Maybe I would just burn them like that guy on "Into the Wild"). Go nowhere with no name at all, no age, no money, no, fixed, bathroom, and just go where I could go, and If I couldn't do shit and started to feel hungry and started to being sick and so on.. Well fuck it, the finish line is death and I will get there anyway, at least I don't have to drink and eat, pee and dregs, from the demons.
But after that, I feel that its a bit egoistical of my part and I sound that I would be contradicting myself and my ideals.
What could I do then? What could We do?
Is just a matter of going with the flow? Concentrating my awareness on positive vibes, and try to forget that we are being gently raped on our asses 24/7?
Isn't that, giving them what they want? Wich is , lack of atention? And lack of thinking and ideas on how to fight back the Nazi decisions and choices that are being made For us?
When do we start to make our own decisions?( And don't take this into your personal life, I'm always talking about We, Life, Planet, One. )
When do we start to have, actually, some influence on the decisions to where we are heading to?
I don't know what I want, but I know what I don't want. And I Hate those demons. But I love them in the other hand.
I'm not a conspiracy freak, a cientist, philosopher, psychologist, biologist, astronaut, artist, or any other rightful label that many people are or feel as such.
I'm just a human being, wich we all are, trying to comprehend what is happening here, trying to figure out what could we do, trying to share some ideas and feelings (wich sometimes are hard to extract from the black hole) and trying to be here and now without giving much atention to my imagination (wich is hard sometimes).
Please, before posting, if you will, think if it's something Fruitfull, enriching and true on its essence and is not that "bla, bla, bla" that We are used to see when such themes, like this one, are raised. I rather see no replys at all, then, and it 'hurts' me more, to have to read all over again the same hopeless and empty words wich I read (and write too) many times.
So.. Just think a little before writing, and re-read your post before posting it as if it was another person writing that.
If you gone this far, I hope I could boil something on your essence, if not I'm sorry.
I may not know much about many aspects that we share in our lifes, unavoidably. I may not know who I am, or what I am doing here. I may not know how my hair or nails grow, how my heart beats and my brain functions. I may not know what are those bright white points we see on the sky wich we call stars. I may not know what the moon really is. I may not know you. But I know we all made wrong decisions and moves in our lifes that we , if time travel would be possible (who knows), would go back and be more compassionate and act on behalf, not of ourselfs, but our surroundings, our beloved and human beings.
But I know I love many things. I know I love to beloved. I know I love to give love. I know I truly love to laugh and feel peace and harmony. I know I love to gather with people I love, and talk about life and misterys of the universe. I know I love to experience life, without having the feeling that we are beign mislead by humans such as ourselfs. I know I love to try to imagine a peacefull and altruistic world where everybody, though may not know where or what they are, Know and Feel that we Are One. I know I love many things that are only possible, for me, in my dreams or imagination (wich makes them not so real, since they aren't shared with this reality we live in). I may not know you, but I know you also feel like this, sometimes. I may not know you, but I know that in our deep minds and feelings we wish, cry and scream for a world with no misleaders, with no pain or guns, no lies or masks, no judgements and no hate.
How much time will it take, for the time to come?
How much lifes will have to be taken unfairfully through pain, emotional disrespect, physical abuse and spiritually rape? How much blood will need to be poured from the Life of this world? How much rights, values and ideals, (that are based on, essentialy, Love) of our own naive existance, will we have to give away?
How much time will it take till Love and altruism will be deepleted from our most inner light of existance and blissful creation, until we try to do something, not for our own 'individual' benefit (wich is not ethernal. And may I say, an Ilusion) but, for what we are and will always be, One Organism? One Planet 'lost' in the most fantastic , beautifull, peacefull, complex and harmonious Universe that we will could ever imagine one day, that actually is Our Creation(and i'm refering to all organic or non-organic existance).
I'm in a position that I really don't know what to do. Maybe my desire is to , with a blinc of an eye, turn this world to a world sustained not by money, and all the causes of it existance and "value", but a world sustained by Love. Love is free. You can give it every time, and there is no need to loan it, since the scource of it has no end.
When I think profoundly on this kind of things, my heart gets heavy and I feel lost and with lack of hope, because I don't know what to do that could help change the world for the better.
I know I can share love, smile, be altruistic, and etc... But I don't feel that that will stop the scource of Evil in this planet. I don't think that is suficient to stop the Cancer of our planet.
I lack of ideas on how could we stop once and for all the Maniac, Hateful, Evil, Unsense and Counter-Life agenda that is being done, For Sure, against/with/among/inside/outside/and-every-side-possible-of-existance Us, Life.
Many times I think, why don't they just kill those demons? If I had the chance, I think I would kill them for the benefit of Life and Creation. I could turn into a ghost and eradicate them all. But, then I think again.. death will bring more death (Will it? In this particular case?). And I feel that that was a naive idea, and that wouldn't solve the problem at all.
Then I think I could join some movement or group or something. But then I think, wasnt how it all started? A movement or a group that wants to eradicate other? So, the end of it would be, probably, in something like this, maybe with not as many kills and pain as there is today, but the picture is pretty predictable.
So what can I do?
I could say fuck all this shit, and go live to nowhere. Throw my Id's on the garbage (or for reciclying, or is that buisness as usual too? Maybe I would just burn them like that guy on "Into the Wild"). Go nowhere with no name at all, no age, no money, no, fixed, bathroom, and just go where I could go, and If I couldn't do shit and started to feel hungry and started to being sick and so on.. Well fuck it, the finish line is death and I will get there anyway, at least I don't have to drink and eat, pee and dregs, from the demons.
But after that, I feel that its a bit egoistical of my part and I sound that I would be contradicting myself and my ideals.
What could I do then? What could We do?
Is just a matter of going with the flow? Concentrating my awareness on positive vibes, and try to forget that we are being gently raped on our asses 24/7?
Isn't that, giving them what they want? Wich is , lack of atention? And lack of thinking and ideas on how to fight back the Nazi decisions and choices that are being made For us?
When do we start to make our own decisions?( And don't take this into your personal life, I'm always talking about We, Life, Planet, One. )
When do we start to have, actually, some influence on the decisions to where we are heading to?
I don't know what I want, but I know what I don't want. And I Hate those demons. But I love them in the other hand.
I'm not a conspiracy freak, a cientist, philosopher, psychologist, biologist, astronaut, artist, or any other rightful label that many people are or feel as such.
I'm just a human being, wich we all are, trying to comprehend what is happening here, trying to figure out what could we do, trying to share some ideas and feelings (wich sometimes are hard to extract from the black hole) and trying to be here and now without giving much atention to my imagination (wich is hard sometimes).
Please, before posting, if you will, think if it's something Fruitfull, enriching and true on its essence and is not that "bla, bla, bla" that We are used to see when such themes, like this one, are raised. I rather see no replys at all, then, and it 'hurts' me more, to have to read all over again the same hopeless and empty words wich I read (and write too) many times.
So.. Just think a little before writing, and re-read your post before posting it as if it was another person writing that.
If you gone this far, I hope I could boil something on your essence, if not I'm sorry.
