OjoRojo420
Matrice Périnatale
- Inscrit
- 30/7/07
- Messages
- 10
This is a concise tale of my experience with the Lady of the Forest and how it has changed my awareness of all.
I had some control problems with SD before which kept me from letting go during the experience.
I finally realized that; (first lesson gained), and decided to try again and this time let go and trust in Her Ancient Wisdom.
I took a couple of hits of 10x while two sitters were present.
Here is a sequence of events.
1) The familiar "cracking of the mirror". Reality has entered a new realm.
I can feel her coming, getting closer, like a plant that grows and covers all consciousness, dissolves realities at will. My feet and hands began to merge with the sofa and ALL.
2) A HUGE force is here... I close my eyes in vain only to FEEL a vine like touch on my skin and a voice inside tells me... "I am here, I can see you, you are in my REALM".
3) I calm myself and kept repeating like a mantra the following words: "do with me according to your will, I am yours"... This to fight my desire to control the experience.
Here is were all became illuminated and please read carefully.
4) After saying those words several times a "SERPENT" like form coiled around me. This was an ANCIENT and WISE being of huge proportions... It was formed by infinite geometric shapes/aspects of reality that kept dividing into more shapes while constricting me in two different directions. It was a serpent/river force. It was consuming me, dissolving all remains of ego.
5) This HUGE force began to tear me apart; literally, and I lost awareness of myself and was lost in a infinite sea of emptiness.
6) I felt Sadness beyond imagination because I was no more, I was beyond dead, I was NO MORE.
7) At the SAME time I was flooded with a sea of joy and felt like the whole universe was my skin. Like mist in the air... Words will never explain that. I was all in everything. I felt the sea, the RAIN, the wind... I was the sea, the rain etc.
8) Nevertheless, a third emotion appeared. An emotion that curiously eclipsed joy and sadness alike. It was a sense of PROFOUND and BOUNDLESS inner peace that I'd never experienced in my whole life.
9) Blissful awareness and peace beyond passions... I would never dare to call this Nirvana, but the idea behind it fits my experience.
10) Eventually I came back to me... But I had to get used to my body and senses again. The light was too strong for my eyes at first, noises of any kind were disruptive, shapes, forms became more and more familiar. And the sweat that covered my whole body was perceived as a nasty, sticky film.
Another thing is that I felt clearly distinct from my body. Like I was driving my body instead of being it.
Much of this was very hard to understand for me, I never asked for such a radical experience and was left with a sense of beauty and peace.
The results of that Vision have been dramatic in my life.
I've been blessed and wish the same upon all of you!
Namaste!
I had some control problems with SD before which kept me from letting go during the experience.
I finally realized that; (first lesson gained), and decided to try again and this time let go and trust in Her Ancient Wisdom.
I took a couple of hits of 10x while two sitters were present.
Here is a sequence of events.
1) The familiar "cracking of the mirror". Reality has entered a new realm.
I can feel her coming, getting closer, like a plant that grows and covers all consciousness, dissolves realities at will. My feet and hands began to merge with the sofa and ALL.
2) A HUGE force is here... I close my eyes in vain only to FEEL a vine like touch on my skin and a voice inside tells me... "I am here, I can see you, you are in my REALM".
3) I calm myself and kept repeating like a mantra the following words: "do with me according to your will, I am yours"... This to fight my desire to control the experience.
Here is were all became illuminated and please read carefully.
4) After saying those words several times a "SERPENT" like form coiled around me. This was an ANCIENT and WISE being of huge proportions... It was formed by infinite geometric shapes/aspects of reality that kept dividing into more shapes while constricting me in two different directions. It was a serpent/river force. It was consuming me, dissolving all remains of ego.
5) This HUGE force began to tear me apart; literally, and I lost awareness of myself and was lost in a infinite sea of emptiness.
6) I felt Sadness beyond imagination because I was no more, I was beyond dead, I was NO MORE.
7) At the SAME time I was flooded with a sea of joy and felt like the whole universe was my skin. Like mist in the air... Words will never explain that. I was all in everything. I felt the sea, the RAIN, the wind... I was the sea, the rain etc.
8) Nevertheless, a third emotion appeared. An emotion that curiously eclipsed joy and sadness alike. It was a sense of PROFOUND and BOUNDLESS inner peace that I'd never experienced in my whole life.
9) Blissful awareness and peace beyond passions... I would never dare to call this Nirvana, but the idea behind it fits my experience.
10) Eventually I came back to me... But I had to get used to my body and senses again. The light was too strong for my eyes at first, noises of any kind were disruptive, shapes, forms became more and more familiar. And the sweat that covered my whole body was perceived as a nasty, sticky film.
Another thing is that I felt clearly distinct from my body. Like I was driving my body instead of being it.
Much of this was very hard to understand for me, I never asked for such a radical experience and was left with a sense of beauty and peace.
The results of that Vision have been dramatic in my life.
I've been blessed and wish the same upon all of you!
Namaste!
