So I'm a new user.

[IJesusChrist]

I have come to terms with mushrooms, salvia, and DMT.

But all in all I'm inexperienced.

However these last few weekends I have been taking a hit of DMT, while partially intoxicated and getting ready for bed.

I have noticed a re-occuring trend... it's the exact same place, and its the exact same message. I don't have any open-eyed visuals, nothing moves, well infact I don't ever have my eyes open.

About 2-3 minutes go by where I am no longer in reality, I am gone, dreaming, and "things" (me) are telling me the most important and fundamental ideas of reality.
I don't like what they are telling me, and every time I come down I have to make the choice: Do I completely ignore everything they have said to me (remember - these 'people' are me, I realize them as higher extensions of myself in the trip) and come back down to earth and live my life like I did yesterday, or do I write down what they tell me, and explain it to everyone I know, and completely obliterate all of reality as we see it...

Every time I have chosen to completely forget what they tell me, and what I realized. Although I know, that within that trip, I knew everything...

The very last time I did it, I made a very bold move, and it was very, very intense. I went against everything that was being told to me, and I said, I am creating all of this, in my head. Instantly I realized it was true, but I couldn't grasp it long enough to 'prove' it. It felt more intense than the DMT trip itself, it was like my brain was set to the ultimate goal of understanding itself. I just couldn't do it.

Quote I told my friend that night: DMT is the most dramatic and intense presentation of reality I will never remember.

 

[warmiboa]

How come are you so sure "those people" are actually you?
I believe there are different intelligences, and that they are the ones who are pusshing us to evolve... by showing us the truth
Even the universe itself is pushing us...

 

[spice]

BEWARE of electronic jews :?

 

[IJesusChrist]

I know right?

Shit seems so real when you're in it...
Amazing really.

I think what happened to .. whats-his-face with the electronic jews is exact opposite of mine - he decided to take everything said in his trip as absolute fact.

And I believe they are me because that's how it feels, it's not really that they are me - it's that I'm them.

Anyways - fun stuff when you're exploring the neurons. Shit gets wacked when you bring it back to reality.

 

[st.bot.32]

funny, when it comes to believing what you see during a trip... it was pretty clear to me even after my 'ego death' experience that what I was seeing was my psyche projected up in big block letters (so to speak) right in front of me. and this is what made them so fun+useful for me. psychedelics have been the anti-belief, better yet the meta-belief drug, powerful self-programming tools

not knowing dmt (yet to meet the machine elves!) but being somewhat comfortable with acid and shrooms i would say, don't be afraid at all of trip, embrace it. find out how deep the rabbit hole goes. it's not like you have to believe it when you are sober. that's an exercise in meta-belief to me, entertaining a belief temporarily (almost like a fantasy), to explore it and see where it takes you, have fun with it, see if you can perhaps even get a little personal insight or two or glimpse into your psyche in the process (if only drugless douglass was still here i'm sure he'd have a thing or two to say on this)

i really hope to try smoked dmt someday. the nice thing about a good acid/shroom trip is when bizarre ideas pop into my head, i have plenty of time to just go with them, explore them and maybe even write them down. if the ideas are bunk, the writing/thinking process might still bring out nifty personal insights. this can take a few hours during a trip easily.. if the trip was only 15-30 minutes, not sure how that would work. still, i look forward to trying it someday and finding out how it works for me