NoremaQ
Matrice Périnatale
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- 3/12/09
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- 6
I have only had one experience with salvia in the past, but it didn't exactly go as planned... I was chillin with my two friends A and B. A had done it before but B had not. A had provided the salvia, and he claimed it was 40x, although looking back on it, I believe he lied to me, and it was something considerably weaker. A said his priority was to trip B and I out for the first time. I hit the pipe first. After maybe 45 seconds, it started to hit me, like REALLY hit me. All of a sudden I wasn't in control of anything, and it felt so good, but then everything went black, and everything felt so cold that I felt like I was going to die. After that, all of a sudden I was warm, but there was a strangely devilish monkey across from me. I'm not sure exactly what he was standing on, or where I was, but everything was colorful. VERY colorful. Then, the monkey started running at me like he was going to attack me, and I freaked out. It felt like forever running from the monkey, and over time he started changing and eventually he looked just like me. After that, I felt like I fell and hit the ground, and everything was calm again. After that, the effects were beginning to taper off and I was just floating in space for the duration of the trip, thinking about my mind, looking at consciousness, society, and reality, and it sort of scared me.
This was about 6 months ago. It really freaked me out, and since then I have only smoked weed, and avoided hallucenogens. I've been looking more into hallucenogenic substances now though, and I'm thinking I'm going to give Sally another try. I believe that my first experience was rather affected by my state at the time. I was very depressed and I didn't know A well enough to really be comfortable. I plan to smoke an extract again, but this time with people I trust and in a safe area. Also now I am very comfotrable thinking about all of the things that I said freaked me out, like reality and the origins of the universe and such. In fact, it is now one of my favorite topics to discuss, and my curiosity leads me to think about my depression and find out more about it and how my brain works on the subconscious level, so I am interested in hallucenations. Any suggestions or anything? I would really appreciate feedback.
Thanks for reading.
This was about 6 months ago. It really freaked me out, and since then I have only smoked weed, and avoided hallucenogens. I've been looking more into hallucenogenic substances now though, and I'm thinking I'm going to give Sally another try. I believe that my first experience was rather affected by my state at the time. I was very depressed and I didn't know A well enough to really be comfortable. I plan to smoke an extract again, but this time with people I trust and in a safe area. Also now I am very comfotrable thinking about all of the things that I said freaked me out, like reality and the origins of the universe and such. In fact, it is now one of my favorite topics to discuss, and my curiosity leads me to think about my depression and find out more about it and how my brain works on the subconscious level, so I am interested in hallucenations. Any suggestions or anything? I would really appreciate feedback.
Thanks for reading.