(First of all, sorry for my poor writing skills. English is my third language )
I'm a 20 years old guy and 77 kg of bodyweight.
I have only smoked marijuana about 6 times and some legal herbs like "Argelian blend". I have also done shrooms once (used in a psychonautic context), but I have never had problems or bad trips…
So I smoked this thing tonight without expecting much effects. I smoked fast and I soon had to put some more herb in the bowl of my bong.
I began feeling the effects while smoking. I think the time was about 23:00. I was feeling really good and happy, laughing, and feeling the music. I moved around the house and did some things I can't remember now.
Then I began having like small "time-cuts" in my vision that moved and fractionated. I thought it was cool and I didn't felt bad. So I sat down in my bedroom again and it hit me. My vision went crazy and I began seeing color blurs in static blue and red. I had constant overwhelming thoughts and my brain felt like it was processing too much information.
I decided to move to the living room and I suddenly got very disoriented. My heart beat was going fast and I didn't really know what I was doing there, I think my short-time memory collapsed…
I lied on the sofa. Now I was seeing fractal stuff when I closed my eyes. I was thinking "what is this I have taken and when is going to end?". I got a bit worried at times, I wasn't prepare for it and I didn't had the set & setting taken care of...I tried to remind myself "It's just a drug, don't panic", but I was a bit worried because it was something "new" and I didn't knew much about it and it's effects. I tried to relax and sing something…
The music player of the bedroom (the last.fm player) was putting the most annoying shit ever and I couldn't get up and change it. I felt the sound moving on both sides of my head, with really weird and changing sound effects…(I heard footsteps at one time too and I got the feeling of someone walking in the room, but It was probably the music.)
This "Neder Gold" wanted to take me to another place, I felt like a "third eye" thing in my head and in some occasions I tried to let it take me, but the place and feeling wasn't pleasant. In those moments I was like going down a dimensional spiral. Very spacy-like. I felt worse when I got out of there…I did almost throw up! :vom:
I was sweating now. The fractal visions were changing to some kamasutra stuff. People silhouettes were just moving around in space and fitting in different ways.
In all the chaos I found moments with more relaxed and pleasant places. I think I thought of being in a fridge with a "blue" feeling. It feel good and it refreshed my body.
My breathing was weird and I felt something surrounding me when I took deep breaths, It was like a bubble of some sort that cannot be explained with words…
Then I fell asleep (I don't know when). And I woke up at 00:30 feeling okay.
I felt really bad during the trip and I wanted it to end, but I don't regret it now neither. It was just another experience that could have been better with a proper set & setting…
I'm a 20 years old guy and 77 kg of bodyweight.
I have only smoked marijuana about 6 times and some legal herbs like "Argelian blend". I have also done shrooms once (used in a psychonautic context), but I have never had problems or bad trips…
So I smoked this thing tonight without expecting much effects. I smoked fast and I soon had to put some more herb in the bowl of my bong.
I began feeling the effects while smoking. I think the time was about 23:00. I was feeling really good and happy, laughing, and feeling the music. I moved around the house and did some things I can't remember now.
Then I began having like small "time-cuts" in my vision that moved and fractionated. I thought it was cool and I didn't felt bad. So I sat down in my bedroom again and it hit me. My vision went crazy and I began seeing color blurs in static blue and red. I had constant overwhelming thoughts and my brain felt like it was processing too much information.
I decided to move to the living room and I suddenly got very disoriented. My heart beat was going fast and I didn't really know what I was doing there, I think my short-time memory collapsed…
I lied on the sofa. Now I was seeing fractal stuff when I closed my eyes. I was thinking "what is this I have taken and when is going to end?". I got a bit worried at times, I wasn't prepare for it and I didn't had the set & setting taken care of...I tried to remind myself "It's just a drug, don't panic", but I was a bit worried because it was something "new" and I didn't knew much about it and it's effects. I tried to relax and sing something…
The music player of the bedroom (the last.fm player) was putting the most annoying shit ever and I couldn't get up and change it. I felt the sound moving on both sides of my head, with really weird and changing sound effects…(I heard footsteps at one time too and I got the feeling of someone walking in the room, but It was probably the music.)
This "Neder Gold" wanted to take me to another place, I felt like a "third eye" thing in my head and in some occasions I tried to let it take me, but the place and feeling wasn't pleasant. In those moments I was like going down a dimensional spiral. Very spacy-like. I felt worse when I got out of there…I did almost throw up! :vom:
I was sweating now. The fractal visions were changing to some kamasutra stuff. People silhouettes were just moving around in space and fitting in different ways.
In all the chaos I found moments with more relaxed and pleasant places. I think I thought of being in a fridge with a "blue" feeling. It feel good and it refreshed my body.
My breathing was weird and I felt something surrounding me when I took deep breaths, It was like a bubble of some sort that cannot be explained with words…
Then I fell asleep (I don't know when). And I woke up at 00:30 feeling okay.
I felt really bad during the trip and I wanted it to end, but I don't regret it now neither. It was just another experience that could have been better with a proper set & setting…
