Lsd and syrian rue

[light-serpent]

Leaving home, away to a place where beautiful people come to meet with the similarity of the beats of psy-trance music. As our hearts beat we come to dance the night away. Away from society where the Earth gives us all we need to play together. The beauty is breathtaking and the fresh air is empowering.

I make a tea with hot water and chai flav with no milk. I add in a tea stainer syrian rue about 4 grams crushed. I also add 1 lemon squessed into the tea. I let them sit for about 10 mins.
Start drinking it , The taste was so bitter , but slowly getting it down. Half way down the cup I start to feel like I'm drunk. I take my syrian rue out and drink the rest. Now I wait 30 mins.
Now I decided to take 1 trip of lsd. That I been told was 100 mic's. As I wanted to be careful taking lsd with the rue for the 1st time. I had herd reports of it enhancing the lsd experance by 3 times.
I start to move on my way in about 30mins I could feel the effects thats 1 hour after taking the rue.
The trip is begining.
I wrote my experance down. I lost track of time. but I know I was in a real good state of mind for 6 hours.
It felt like i was on 500 mics.
The visuals were not that great, but i was not after that any way. I got more of a mind experance.

The night comes and my realisation is about to happen. I put my money, my mobile phone, my ID in my car and lock it up.I make my way to the stage.
As funny as it sounds, I start to wonder about my belongings that I'm so used to having on me.
Yes, I feel attached to them. I am used to having these things in my pocket. My pocket starts to feel heavy. I have my keys in my pocket. I realise that my life is in my car. Who I AM is in my car. I would start feel a sense of loss without them.

If someone took that from me, who would I be? Nobody... But I AM SOMEBODY!!!
I have feelings. I think, I see, I touch, I taste, I hear and I experience life as what everybody else would. But once I don't have these things to say 'I am a somebody', I would suddenly not even exist. Somehow my life in the society is weighing me down. How is that? To question my life is there something wrong? WHY? Then this is just what I didn't want.

I want to sit somewhere and ponder on this for a moment. So I do.
I think about the human race and how we are different to the animals. We humans have always tried to prove ourselves to one another, to the world and to ourselfs. Why is it so important to be noticed?
Is it identity?

I ponder about space and how life came to be, from nothing. When two (2) atoms came together and made something, as the sperm and the egg do the same. When this took place I was born out of emptiness and into something, out of nothing! And after I die I will be nothing.
My ripples of what I have done will go on a little, but will end up being nothing.

I wanted to throw my keys away, I'M ATTACHED TO MYSELF... And I don't cherish myself.
Throwing my keys will liberate me, I will be free... Free from MYSELF.
Is this what emptiness is? The opposite of self. I didn't throw them, but I knew it. I felt it right at that moment. I felt that freedom I've never felt in my life time. A great weight was lifted off my soul (self ).
I felt the calmness of the universe. I felt one with all. I freed my soul.

The saying "I think therefore I am".
"I think I am Nothing, therefore I am nothing. Not even the wind that blows past your window".

The suggestion of reading this, is to suggest yourself to free your mind. Lose your ego.
Dance naked in the front yard. You may feel naked. But you will be free.
After all, we're wearing clothes, as well as flesh and bone.
There is an inner being inside us all.
MAY YOU ALL FIND YOUR PEACE

 

[Supervixen]

Dance naked in the front yard. You may feel naked. But you will be free.
After all, we're wearing clothes, as well as flesh and bone.
There is an inner being inside us all.
MAY YOU ALL FIND YOUR PEACE

Woodstock powa.

But I kinda understand what you mean. On my last trip on LSD, I ended dancing with the few people still alive (it was about 2pm) and, as the heat was becoming a bit overwhelming, I put off my t-shirt. Only my fucking t-shirt. And I wasn't like "look at me I'm so hot", I was facing a wall, back turned to people... but a girl got nearly mad and started trying to undress me, with a freaky mean look in her eyes. I ignored her, just smiling and enjoying myself, but hell, talk about freedom !!! It wasn't the least obscene... so I think if I had got totally naked, she would have kill me !

 

[atypical]

thats a beautiful moment, makes me miss my dear old pal lsd wish i was in the right headspace to trip, wont be til next summer tho. That instant where you realize the balance between ego and reality is delightful, do you think its worth swim who has a fairly weak stomach using it to potentiate or does it increase the negative bodyload as swim is prone to several ill effects.

 

[light-serpent]

Well I find that the syrin rue makes you feel a litlle funny in the gut about 30 mins after taking it. At that time I took the lsd.
It is ok to have. I find the hardest thing is drinking the lemon tea with the syrin rue in it.

Last week end up the dose of lsd with the syrin rue. I had the same amount od syrin and i had 4 tabs of lsd that was about 80 micros to 100 miros each tab.
It was the most enlightning experance of my life. But at times I was in over my head.
I did it at home in my quite space. The feeling of happy emotions were better then mdma.
The inner knowledge was finding its way to me, I even had past life memories. I traveled to other realms where there was not light or darkness. I senced the time had no meaning and the purpose of life is to experance life.
The biggest thing I worked out is everything that I want in life is inside me, my brain was the power. I sort of already knew that.
I droped about 930pm at night was on my way by 1030pm and by 11pm The full blowen experance started. The peak ended at 530am and i went to sleep for 1 hour then woke up and was sort of tripping until 6 pm that night, and i was able to retain information very easy.

The bad parts of the experance was almost letting my body fluids go like how you do when you die.And thinking is this gonna end. I almost did a stubit thing and took sleeping tablets but stopped myself because of the syrin rue and that may have killed me. The thought crossed my head of slashing my wrist to end it. I'm not into that. But i new a sleep would help.
I went so far into the rabbit hole i became crazy almost insane, I heard the part of me that was crazy.

I managed to blind fold myself and ut earplugs in too. Thats when i traveled. And i could here like a vibration, maybe my brain.
Hope you guys can learn from my experance anyway.
Just if you do the syrin rue with lsd i would suggest 100 micros too 250 micros.
I dont know if i will do this again, but you never know. give me a few months and i just might.
Please be safe

 

[BrainEater]

yeah it's like discovering a curtain which you had set up, with possibly a feeling of confusion to the idea of why you had set up the curtain at all. yet that seems to become unimportant after a short time already when you notice that YOU are the part that you had been observing all the time, but that shouldn't be a reason for feeling bad or insane or shit like that... it's more like a reason to think deeper which can be a lot of fun...


peace :weedman:

 

[light-serpent]

thinking deep is all i do lol.

I'm already planing my next session lol

 

[EndlessEntity]

so if yall are using syrian rue often with little to no ill effects could you please elaborate on your diet?

what do you eat 1-2 days before using syrian rue?
i've heard several things that are not safe to eat but what IS safe to eat?
i know your avoiding tyramine from protein breakdown but i havnt been able to find a good list of
MAOI safe foods