Interesting MDMA experience

[Brugmansia]

So last night I consumed an amount of more than 500 mg's of crystals in about 4 hours, which is considered to be an excessive dose for my tolerance and idea behind E.

I hadn't done E for about 2,5 years and never actually used it much in my lifetime. I always experienced a noticeable heart rate which rose strong which used to hold me back to go further, but last night after 150 mg I hardly noticed this, and consumed 200 mg twice after.

At the peak of my experience, I had no euphoric energy which made me not act like an amphetamine guy. Somehow I had no excessive jaw tension either. But what went true me is to classify as quite psychedelic.

I just wanted to sit down, a have an introverted conversation with myself as well as my mates. Somehow there was hardly any ego in me, but no love feelings either. I just felt warm, and my body had no strength for any muslce contraction.

At this point 150 mg's was much more intense than 500 mg untill I came home and lied down on the couch. I had stunning CEV's which I could fully compose by myself to some degree. I just had a limitation in colours and forms. Yellow, black en purple seemed to be the only useable colours, along with cubicals and retangular forms, though I could choose how many forms and which of the 3 colours could fill them .

I tried to compose more complex fractals but somehow this gave a down feeling. Like the E was wearing off, when I let it go, I got a rush which brought my back to my previous fine state again.

I also thought about my LSD experiences I could remember every detail of my behaviour of nearly any trip. And realised how great shrooms and acid are since I also noticed how chemical M actually is, which I completely didn't realised back in days.

It felt like a very light experience and literally said "Damn, I don't have to steer myself" which I hadn't experienced for such a long time with all the psychedelics I took over the last 2,5 years.

It seemed that I must have had some converted MDA as well, and it'd be interesting to do MDA in it's pure form. Right now I'm physically not decreased, but mentally quite slow in picking up information. As for now, I don't think I'll get any Tuesday down or anything.

But it was interesting to see how a grand dose of M can be used in a home-session with good pals. At a lower euphoric dose, the speedy addition is either way very suitable at a party. I never got to know the other side untill last night.

 

[twicon]

never noticed changed perception of colors with md (maybe a bit more vivid)
so as you say to, it maybe had some mda(something ive never found and is on my *most wanted list*)even md(pure) is extremely hard to find around here
im jealous..

 

[DevXavier]

Aprox. 8% of the MDMA ingested is converted into MDA, which means about 40mg MDA in your body, this normally isn't enough to create visuals with MDA, but the MDMA potentiates it greatly.

MDA is a lot harder on the body and slightly more toxic, but the effects are A LOT more psychedelic as well, but less of the love as well.

500mg is the perfect dose, I have found out over the years, to create some awesome visuals at will. Though mdma' visuals are completely meaningless, they're plain fun. In a few weeks I will be launching as well, after a break of 5 months. I can't wait.

 

[Brugmansia]

^ I'll have to re-phrase my statement which I made earlier against your theory. 8) It is indeed the perfect dose for the full effect.

Next time I'll stick much lower at a party, and save 500 mg intakes for home sessions.

Have fun yourself later then, Dev.