mindfukked
Neurotransmetteur
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- 12/2/08
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So I recently did ecstasy for the first time. I bought two pills, took one myself and two friends split the second one. One of my friends, V, has done many many drugs in his life time though most of them questionable (he lived on home made LSA for months straight and ended up in an institution for a little bit) but he was like my shaman, my spirit guide, through this first voyage. He talked it up a whole lot.
But um, I was really really expecting a lot more. It took a while to hit, and pretty soon I had forgotten I had taken it at all, and I usually try to distract myself when I take drugs like these cause I feel it hits me more when I'm not waiting for it. Anyway. So we ate some pizza and then I stood up and the whole room rocked from side to side and I thought "Awesome, here it is." but I don't know, it was nothing crazy. The whole time I was wishing I had bought some marijuana instead, I get more impacted from a blunt than that pill I took. I didn't see anything, though I was not expecting to hallucinate. There were not tracers or anything that I recall and I did not feel any feelings of empathy or love or anything else they say you feel. Maybe i should have done it at a club or something more exciting than a friends bedroom. I mean, I felt different than I do sober, but I can't really describe it because I might as well have been sober. I was functioning normally and really, nothing at all out of the normal happened. The only reason why I knew there had to be at least one active substance in that pill is because about 2 hours later I felt back to normal, even though I would have said the whole time I felt "normal." So Idon't know, I guess I'm asking.. has anyone else done ecstasy? What was I supposed to feel?
The pill was called Lady Luck.. had a woman on one side.. and a G on the other wit a (.) next to the G though i can't remember which side. I tried to use the internet to identify the pill and though I came up with nothing that was exactly the pill I took, I was lead to believe it was probably more MDA than mdma if anything at all.
But um, I was really really expecting a lot more. It took a while to hit, and pretty soon I had forgotten I had taken it at all, and I usually try to distract myself when I take drugs like these cause I feel it hits me more when I'm not waiting for it. Anyway. So we ate some pizza and then I stood up and the whole room rocked from side to side and I thought "Awesome, here it is." but I don't know, it was nothing crazy. The whole time I was wishing I had bought some marijuana instead, I get more impacted from a blunt than that pill I took. I didn't see anything, though I was not expecting to hallucinate. There were not tracers or anything that I recall and I did not feel any feelings of empathy or love or anything else they say you feel. Maybe i should have done it at a club or something more exciting than a friends bedroom. I mean, I felt different than I do sober, but I can't really describe it because I might as well have been sober. I was functioning normally and really, nothing at all out of the normal happened. The only reason why I knew there had to be at least one active substance in that pill is because about 2 hours later I felt back to normal, even though I would have said the whole time I felt "normal." So Idon't know, I guess I'm asking.. has anyone else done ecstasy? What was I supposed to feel?
The pill was called Lady Luck.. had a woman on one side.. and a G on the other wit a (.) next to the G though i can't remember which side. I tried to use the internet to identify the pill and though I came up with nothing that was exactly the pill I took, I was lead to believe it was probably more MDA than mdma if anything at all.