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my fear with DMT is that when i will smoke it, i will end forever somewhere else in another part of the cosmos as a different entity and just disappear in this universe or something like that. 
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What would be wrong with that?
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i have no idea ... really... but i guess it's sort of the fear that the previous "I" wouldn't be there anymore, but i suppose i wouldn't know that anyway...
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you don't want to be different, you want to be you (and this holds for everybody, myself included) and fear losing yourself, a basic untrust that you couldn't trust your life to yourself. The awareness is everywhere, there is no difference between you and someone (~thing!) else, that's egotalk.
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i "know" .... but i don't know ... you know??? 
the basic question i want to ask myself is whether the basic untrust that i couldn't trust my life to myself comes from myself or from brainwashing???
well i guess it comes from brainwashing with the addition of own dogmas... but then it's all awareness... so if it comes from others brainwashing my beliefs, it comes from ME also ... that's why i could stop that untrust... because i know that the process was being created for me as a human entity to learn that.
peace! :weedman:
the basic question i want to ask myself is whether the basic untrust that i couldn't trust my life to myself comes from myself or from brainwashing???
well i guess it comes from brainwashing with the addition of own dogmas... but then it's all awareness... so if it comes from others brainwashing my beliefs, it comes from ME also ... that's why i could stop that untrust... because i know that the process was being created for me as a human entity to learn that.
peace! :weedman:
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Life's interesting, isn't it?
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I HAVE USED DMT, 30mg , NEAR OR MORE THEN "NORMAL DOSE" AND MY FRIEND WITH PARANOID SCHIZOPHRENIA, BUT LIGHT ONE OR CONSTANT PSYCHOSIS FROM HIS 15 YEARS. NOT SO HARD FUCK BUT ENOUGH FOR IQ-LOWER TEST! HE USED IT AND ALL VOICES ARE GONE!! HE IS NORMAL NOW!!
BEFORE THIS NOBODY HAD NO WAY TO FORCE HIM TO SMOKE MJ., TAKE ACID, GLUE, OPIATED/OPIOIDS, PEYOTE AND D.C. designer drugs
HOURS DMT IS THE BEST ENTHEOGEN IN THE WORLD!!!!!!SO BOOM KIND, FINE, WONDERFUL, EASY BUT SKY HIGH TENSE, NOTHING LIKE SHROOMS-PEYOTE OR ALICA!
EXPLOSION OF SMALL SNAKE WORLD WHICH ARE INTERPRETED BETWEEN THEM! DNA SPIRAL!!!! WORLD IS LIVE, TREES SPEAK WITH U!!
GENTLY
EXPLOSION OF CLARITY SNAKES ARE EVERYWHERE, EVERYTHING BECOMES SNAKE LIKE, SERPENT TRIP WITH SPIRAL SNAKE KNOWLEDGE!!!!!!!, BINDING WITH TREES, PEOPLE, STRINGS ON GUITAR AND SO ON
MY FRIEND WITH STRONG PSYCHOSIS FREE HIS MIND FROM SHITS, VOICES, DELUSIONS, TENSIONS WHICH ARE IN CONTROL, BUT WITH LOADS OF MEDS. HE TOLD ME THIS AFTER 20 MINS: THIS IS CURE FOR PSYCHOSIS, THIS IS CURE!! I WILL PAY U FOR MORE! PLEASE HELP ME TO RIDE OF DEMONS OF PSYCHOSIS!!1
AND I WILL DO IT. NEXT TIME WITH MAOi, LONGER AND MORE HEALING POTENT.
IF U HAVE QUESTIONS JUST ASK, EVERY QUESTION WILL RECEIVE ANSWER.
PEACE
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BEFORE THIS NOBODY HAD NO WAY TO FORCE HIM TO SMOKE MJ., TAKE ACID, GLUE, OPIATED/OPIOIDS, PEYOTE AND D.C. designer drugs
HOURS DMT IS THE BEST ENTHEOGEN IN THE WORLD!!!!!!SO BOOM KIND, FINE, WONDERFUL, EASY BUT SKY HIGH TENSE, NOTHING LIKE SHROOMS-PEYOTE OR ALICA!
EXPLOSION OF SMALL SNAKE WORLD WHICH ARE INTERPRETED BETWEEN THEM! DNA SPIRAL!!!! WORLD IS LIVE, TREES SPEAK WITH U!!
GENTLY
EXPLOSION OF CLARITY SNAKES ARE EVERYWHERE, EVERYTHING BECOMES SNAKE LIKE, SERPENT TRIP WITH SPIRAL SNAKE KNOWLEDGE!!!!!!!, BINDING WITH TREES, PEOPLE, STRINGS ON GUITAR AND SO ON
MY FRIEND WITH STRONG PSYCHOSIS FREE HIS MIND FROM SHITS, VOICES, DELUSIONS, TENSIONS WHICH ARE IN CONTROL, BUT WITH LOADS OF MEDS. HE TOLD ME THIS AFTER 20 MINS: THIS IS CURE FOR PSYCHOSIS, THIS IS CURE!! I WILL PAY U FOR MORE! PLEASE HELP ME TO RIDE OF DEMONS OF PSYCHOSIS!!1
AND I WILL DO IT. NEXT TIME WITH MAOi, LONGER AND MORE HEALING POTENT.
IF U HAVE QUESTIONS JUST ASK, EVERY QUESTION WILL RECEIVE ANSWER.
PEACE
LOVE
LIGHT
BLESS
I'm happy to read this Goran 
sounds like a beautifull experience for you...
and i`m especially happy for your friend, its always good to hear, when a drug (dmt in this case) has helped someone with psychic problems
if used properly these drugs can really help a lot of people with mental problems.
Instead of pumping them full of meds, just give them the single hit and see what happens, it sure as hell can't be worse then it allready is, so it could only get better
I'd love to hear from you goran, when ur gonna try again, how it went for you and your friend.
sounds like a beautifull experience for you...and i`m especially happy for your friend, its always good to hear, when a drug (dmt in this case) has helped someone with psychic problems
if used properly these drugs can really help a lot of people with mental problems.
Instead of pumping them full of meds, just give them the single hit and see what happens, it sure as hell can't be worse then it allready is, so it could only get better
I'd love to hear from you goran, when ur gonna try again, how it went for you and your friend.
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Congrats, Goran!
Sounds wonderful.
Hope your friend stays well.
Sounds wonderful.
Hope your friend stays well.
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When I wrote my post it was late, my mind closed, eyes in cross.
I have took-smoked slightly yellow powder (crystalline powder) of DMT, gift from my friend. No names, sorry. Member!
Me and my friend Fran were in large group of people in the middle of them. Two guys playing guitars. Wonderful by it self alone. 8)
I was nervous, how will Dimitri effects on me? Like Salvia punch?, hard, uncontrollable, even scary-hellish? 2 weeks I delayed this! I am not ready! Cause I am no hedonistic druggie with tendencies to eat, sniff and fiks everything now and always! Dropped pearls on pigs. No I am different, I am no shaman, yet, I try to induce spirit in me towards that knowledge.
Took out of "pocket" Peruvian pipe, long but with small pipe head. Maybe this is for such thing? Put some tobacco first, then two knife (small screwdriver in fact :wink: ) picks of powder and then more tobacco. All round 1/3 of cigarette. Very slowly approach lighter flame, watching only to light first layer of tobacco.
One inhalation, then second. POWER, HUGE SNAKES BURSTS OUT OF MY EYES, HANDS, GUITAR STRINGS, TREES AND TREES LEAFS, HEAR (like Medusa!! 8) ), I AM CLOSING MY EYES AND SNAKES ARE ENTERING MY MIND IN SPIRITUAL MEANING OF WORDS. BRAIN AS FLESH IS GONE! ETHER IS FLOWING ROUND ME, I AM NOT SO HARD DISTORTED TO SWIM ON IT. LAUGH CAME OUT OF MY MOUTHS, BUT I AM NOT LAUGHING!! :wink: :? WHO IS DOING THAT?? HALF OF BODY MELTS INTO GROUND WHERE I SIT. LOOKING AT STRINGS. SEEING BEAUTIFUL TECHNIQUE! I AM IN THE SONG, COMPLETE TIME IS MINE, IN MINE CONTROL! THAT GUY PLAYED GUITAR LIKE HENDRIX!! BUT I AM IN HIS MIND AND GIVING HIM DIRECTIONS WHAT TO DO. FALLING OUT OF MUSICIAN AND ENJOYING IN MUSIC. TIME IS SLOWING DOWN, SNAKES ARE ROUND ME, I AM SITTING ON BIG ONE, EVERYONE ARE SITTING ON THAT ONE AND MOVING UP AND DOWN. FLOW IS ROLLING DOWN THE HILL, TROUGH THE STREET. EUPHORIC AND MIND OVER FLOWING STATE IS LOWERING DOWN. THIS TAKE FROM START TO THIS PART SOMETHING LIKE 20mins. IN NEXT 15-25 I AM COMING TO MYSELF AND EXPLAIN MY FRIEND WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME. HE WAS MY SOBER KEEPER. JUST LIKE WHEN I TOOK SALVIA. SAVING ME FROM HARD HEAD INJURY. THANX TO HIM I AM ALL RIGHT. THEN HE SOW MY THRILL AND SAD, OK I WILL TRIED, I BELIEVE YOU, BUT GIVE ME HALF WHAT U TAKE. AFTER U KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!
HE IS USEING 300mg of Leponex, 4mg of Rispolept and 20mg of Normabel-diazepam. At evening voices lightly start, but this night? He was relived from hell gate "only looking". What to do it again, next week.
Wonder, am I right, am I truly healer and stories bout "psydelics" are true?
Time will tell, but he has smashed ignorance and fear from true psydelics.
Mind healing and body healing properties DMT have it, this what he sad.
PEACE
LOVE
LIGHT
BLESS
I have took-smoked slightly yellow powder (crystalline powder) of DMT, gift from my friend. No names, sorry. Member!
Me and my friend Fran were in large group of people in the middle of them. Two guys playing guitars. Wonderful by it self alone. 8)
I was nervous, how will Dimitri effects on me? Like Salvia punch?, hard, uncontrollable, even scary-hellish? 2 weeks I delayed this! I am not ready! Cause I am no hedonistic druggie with tendencies to eat, sniff and fiks everything now and always! Dropped pearls on pigs. No I am different, I am no shaman, yet, I try to induce spirit in me towards that knowledge.
Took out of "pocket" Peruvian pipe, long but with small pipe head. Maybe this is for such thing? Put some tobacco first, then two knife (small screwdriver in fact :wink:
) picks of powder and then more tobacco. All round 1/3 of cigarette. Very slowly approach lighter flame, watching only to light first layer of tobacco.One inhalation, then second. POWER, HUGE SNAKES BURSTS OUT OF MY EYES, HANDS, GUITAR STRINGS, TREES AND TREES LEAFS, HEAR (like Medusa!! 8) ), I AM CLOSING MY EYES AND SNAKES ARE ENTERING MY MIND IN SPIRITUAL MEANING OF WORDS. BRAIN AS FLESH IS GONE! ETHER IS FLOWING ROUND ME, I AM NOT SO HARD DISTORTED TO SWIM ON IT. LAUGH CAME OUT OF MY MOUTHS, BUT I AM NOT LAUGHING!! :wink: :? WHO IS DOING THAT?? HALF OF BODY MELTS INTO GROUND WHERE I SIT. LOOKING AT STRINGS. SEEING BEAUTIFUL TECHNIQUE! I AM IN THE SONG, COMPLETE TIME IS MINE, IN MINE CONTROL! THAT GUY PLAYED GUITAR LIKE HENDRIX!! BUT I AM IN HIS MIND AND GIVING HIM DIRECTIONS WHAT TO DO. FALLING OUT OF MUSICIAN AND ENJOYING IN MUSIC. TIME IS SLOWING DOWN, SNAKES ARE ROUND ME, I AM SITTING ON BIG ONE, EVERYONE ARE SITTING ON THAT ONE AND MOVING UP AND DOWN. FLOW IS ROLLING DOWN THE HILL, TROUGH THE STREET. EUPHORIC AND MIND OVER FLOWING STATE IS LOWERING DOWN. THIS TAKE FROM START TO THIS PART SOMETHING LIKE 20mins. IN NEXT 15-25 I AM COMING TO MYSELF AND EXPLAIN MY FRIEND WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME. HE WAS MY SOBER KEEPER. JUST LIKE WHEN I TOOK SALVIA. SAVING ME FROM HARD HEAD INJURY. THANX TO HIM I AM ALL RIGHT. THEN HE SOW MY THRILL AND SAD, OK I WILL TRIED, I BELIEVE YOU, BUT GIVE ME HALF WHAT U TAKE. AFTER U KNOW WHAT HAPPENED!
HE IS USEING 300mg of Leponex, 4mg of Rispolept and 20mg of Normabel-diazepam. At evening voices lightly start, but this night? He was relived from hell gate "only looking". What to do it again, next week.
Wonder, am I right, am I truly healer and stories bout "psydelics" are true?
Time will tell, but he has smashed ignorance and fear from true psydelics.
Mind healing and body healing properties DMT have it, this what he sad.
PEACE
LOVE
LIGHT
BLESS
