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  1. Demahdi

    The final mystery!

    Trying to figure out. But got into it automaticly now. I understand now. I am one of many. Dont care about anything else anymore. I hate being moderated so you can shut it down.
  2. Demahdi

    Islam in the West

    You are right. And it should be relative. I dont want to express hate towards islam . I am only trying to grasp what it is about. DAESH is not the islam most Europeans experience and I should recognize that. I just want to maintain it that way, you see?
  3. Demahdi

    Islam in the West

    A religion preaching a genocide isn't racism? Why is it rascism to reject a fascistic religion?
  4. Demahdi

    Islam in the West

    Quote me how the religion should be spread and what they must do with disbelievers? And Jews? Your books asks a genocide We never asked religion for Islam to come. We want it out for we are atheists and seculair. With Daesh or not. Daesh = ISIS = Islam. We are reforming all of our laws and...
  5. Demahdi

    Islam in the West

    We need to categorize, with ISIS or not. I am dangerous? Charlie Hebdo wasn't enough? No let's kill another 130 more and let's still not see the situation for what it is. Of course it is a minority doing the killing. And is that minority that is causing a lot of damage and that are connected to...
  6. Demahdi

    Islam in the West

    MTwinkle, what has islam to say about spreading the religion? How should they do it according to the Qu'ran, literally please. And why was all the blood needed throughout our history to spread the peace? Do you recognize the entire Qu'ran is preaching AGAINST what we adopted for cultural...
  7. Demahdi

    Islam in the West

    My dear friend, I'm poking into other devices then the mainstream media. And don't be scared. They want you to be. But we hunt them down. A thrid of Belgian twitter accounts owned by muslims praised the terrorist attack. Not one mosque condemned the assault. Every attack they conspire, is an...
  8. Demahdi

    Islam in the West

    Your opinion?
  9. Demahdi

    Islam in the West

    Has one read my post and between the lines? The frogs trying to escape are pulled back . Our capital of Europa is mainly Muslim and they conspire terrorists attack because their religion tells them to and justifies it. No girls work in the hospitals who wanted to become a doctor. The religion...
  10. Demahdi

    Islam in the West

    My dear friend, it is my quest to overcome ideology that prisons me; So you are right we see the cage, and we are inside the cage. But you should now see it as a frog bathing comfortably in boiling water who is about to die.
  11. Demahdi

    Islam in the West

    People are taught things from birth on and then they take it for reality. It is scientificly proven that repeating something to a child til it is 7 years old it would be an "automatic" in adult lifehood. Some of us break open the head and try to look at things objective from their gut feeling...
  12. Demahdi

    Islam in the West

    It isn't impossible. It's what a psychonaut thrives for!
  13. Demahdi

    Islam in the West

    I've been thinking about this a lot in my inner world. And when I start comparing and do the math with my outside world, it's a symphony for disaster. As I was being shown the corner: Allow me to set the tone. I've been confronted with a lot of people in my Western society and on the internet...
  14. Demahdi

    The final mystery!

    U can have it. I am leaving. Bye bye.
  15. Demahdi

    Mass immigration, proxy wars, collision event!

    Are you being a construct trying to provoke my demons? You should know I have an entire legion inside of me and it is those who possessed Socrates. You will not win this war. Europeans were immigrants themselves running away from a tirant, but the fought it and returned to rebuild their...
  16. Demahdi

    Mass immigration, proxy wars, collision event!

    And we shall wite the names OF EACH INDIVIDUAL on a seperate bomb and throw the carpet over the entire caliphate. There won't be any left cheek turned at their way, but we shall serve them with an answer of mass destruction. And we shall clean our cities from radicalism and extreme ideologies...
  17. Demahdi

    Mass immigration, proxy wars, collision event!

    And what does Europe do with the extremists? We put flowers over their necks and fade out all disturbance to arise out of it. Those who speak are crowned a fascist and the jihadi killer extremist gets a welfare cheque. Europe is collaborating with jihad and we will not forgive, we will not...
  18. Demahdi

    The final mystery!

    Well, they've been poking into a field that isn't entangled by words. Our world is based on perception and words coming together into reality. They didn't have many words at the time. This "other world" pulls you away from this perception and words and starts communicating through our feelings...
  19. Demahdi

    Mass immigration, proxy wars, collision event!

    This doesn't apply to the intel I have been receiving and getting myself. The FSA didn't fight ISIS but fought a long sides with ISIS to destroy Assad. They did this outside the laws of Geneve, all of them, which makes all of them terrorists. Syriafighters = IS fighters Edit: They are fighting...
  20. Demahdi

    feelings.

    I sense a great distrubrance in the Force. Heed our souls and children we must, padawans. For dark times coming our way.
  21. Demahdi

    The final mystery!

    Aren't spirits, angels, demons and even God just words for a description we didn't figure out yet? Has anyone ever tried to figure out what is happening once becoming aware something is fishy?
  22. Demahdi

    The final mystery!

    Elephants and rooms.
  23. Demahdi

    The final mystery!

    Well, now you are pushing many buttons and it is hard to respond for me. I think we develop indeed a relationship with our inner self. It's a journey through our inner “I”. But as I was in a partnership and becoming a devotee to my instinct, impulses, thoughts we came sort of one and...
  24. Demahdi

    The final mystery!

    It was outside the box and it was really dumb of me to give in to “increasing the vibe”. When people like Terence advice high doses I just can't believe they do that without warnings. My mind was just not ready. It was ready in a way, but in the subconscious level I had absorbed way...
  25. Demahdi

    The final mystery!

    You see now why it's taken me so long to come out? And I already regret it. I'm not even mentioning things that happened to me sober on a level of “synchronicity”. It's writing a UFO landed in my backyard knowing I didn't made the shot. I know how unbelievable it sounds and how out...
  26. Demahdi

    The final mystery!

    I contacted Dennis Mckenna and the day after I am all like: OMFG I got an email from Mckenna!!!!!!! I shared my story, asked him if the experience in the book was real and he asured me it was real and it still puzzles him till this day. I got homework from him to look into "through the gates of...
  27. Demahdi

    The final mystery!

    I already regret given some specific details. I've let my girlfriend read what I wrote, and she said: you can't say it any different then that. It is like it was. But I realize reading this like another person from a "sober" perspective, it just sounds unbelievable. To be honest I would've...
  28. Demahdi

    feelings.

    First off, thank you for reminding me about so much. It felt great :). As y'all may observe yourselves, I was not caught in a happy vibration. As I should've learned from the past how vibration is everything, all that was needed was to be reminded again. Thank you. I would hug it out and leave a...
  29. Demahdi

    The final mystery!

    But I am so caught in duality. For instance, you want this for all mankind to be. But I would never allow my loved ones to take it, you see how paradoxal it is. We did not figure this out yet, we do not understand the full powers of this. Or people who do aren't coming out? Honestly, I am...
  30. Demahdi

    The final mystery!

    The final challenge/mission/mystery I remember coming to this board with a message to share. As I read my own posts I recall how much changed in such little notice. My message was about taking control over our own lives, but I went into extremes. It is no secret, the topic is still to be read...
  31. Demahdi

    feelings.

  32. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Will the world stop turning if you did or didn't care? Would the world be any different without Alex Grey? Not to insult the great man, just sort of speak. He expressed his experience and bond with life. Doesn't make life in general different. It is been going on for millennia FinarFin. There...
  33. Demahdi

    The Manson family and their use of psychedelics

    Cultural engineers. It isn't difficult to crack a western pothead's mind and to lead it to destruction.
  34. Demahdi

    Paranormal events

    I'm only beginning to understand. Has anyone ever experienced a room filled with static energy that caught you into submission and by giving in the most unbelievable things happened? The most powerful event in my life was on a trip, looking at a woman, giving into my instincts and charged her...
  35. Demahdi

    feelings.

    I already told you, I am the world's most terrible describer. I was not making up scenarios, I was trying to show you how fast a reality tunnel can change. We might feel something, but over a second it can change. A lot of times we hide a vision of reality with a blind spot. We do not recognize...
  36. Demahdi

    feelings.

    The researches of that book are also to be found online. It is not about estimating your death date. It shows how flawed our perception about ourselves and even reality is. I thought you might be interested in that psychological shizzle ;) When I asked you when will you die, you were confronted...
  37. Demahdi

    feelings.

    The optimism bias is a book by Tali Sharot based on psychologic/scientific research. I know how “science” can bend itself, but the results were quite staggering. Several people were asked to calculate their odds of getting cancer, other illness or what age they would die. Given their...
  38. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Self-ish. You see?It is the self deploying inner interactions. Fake and bias lies.
  39. Demahdi

    feelings.

    About fooling ourselves, have you ever heard of "the optimism bias"? How people tend to see things more positive then they really are? But it is like Terence saying: If we could FEEL what we are doing, we wouldn't be doing it. Are you Always aware what riples further in your actions? Do you...
  40. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Didn't mean to broadcast a doomsday scenario. I am just seeing things come to form with a terrible outcome. Nowhere have I said how it will end. I am seeing it begin. I realize this is not the place to talk about it. But they were honest feelings. Now how about selfish love? Do we always...
  41. Demahdi

    Mass immigration, proxy wars, collision event!

    Anyone? Seems like there won't be any proxy wars. Russia seems to be whiping ISIS out faster then the west helped creating it. Russia is cleaning out Syria from muslim extremism in matter of weeks. What does this tell about the west? :) If Russia is able to "liberate" Syria, Iraq in less then...
  42. Demahdi

    What is the Matrix? reborn thread

    Don't forget, the states have legalized marijuana in exchange for weapons. ;) Welcome back, I think your story is quite unique on the net. And I am sorry for being such an idiot towards you. Your vision comes out a bit strong, but I should've looked deeper before getting personal on you. I am...
  43. Demahdi

    feelings.

    It's an art :snakeman: I shared more then feelings here. And I know I am pushed into extremes, that's why I am not around to share that much anymore. I felt it was of importance to share. AlbertZun, what is blue to a blind a man? Aren't we all blinded by feelings in the end? What are...
  44. Demahdi

    feelings.

    It is black :) You know what is of importance to me. And changing the world is futile my dear friend. Where I want MY life to be at? Futile as well. What can I do with my life to change this world? Nothing. I have been protesting and pissing in winds and shit happens anyway. If they know you...
  45. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Yeah I know, it is all about feelings here… Excuse me for drifting. To be honest I couldn't tell you how I feel, not even the slightest idea. I've created a wonderful off button. Maybe it's for the better. I know what I keep buried deep inside, but I don't allow myself to feel it. Try...
  46. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Well, you have seen your inner expectations, human possibilities. But the truth is there is a whole outer world going on. That is affecting our inner world more then our inner is affecting the outer. Try to imagine being born on the other side of the world. We might fantasize about what it...
  47. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Well you can not run away from your inner self, but there is no place in this world where you can evolve it in full freedom without fearing the consequences. Well there are safe ways, but don't get too loud, ya know what I mean? I just think they reveal a truth about myself, the world and other...
  48. Demahdi

    what's happened to Michael Hoffman from egodeath?

    A label to describe an experience, no? :)
  49. Demahdi

    Mass immigration, proxy wars, collision event!

    Oh Europe, what have thou done???!!!! I believe we are heading for disaster. I will get back to this, but I'd like to read other opinions first. For I may come on a bit strong for starters. What do you think about this mass immigration and Russia stepping into Syria?
  50. Demahdi

    Canadian PM Says Weed is Worse Than Ciggies?

    Commercial Tobacco and commercial weed? Or in its Original form? They add chemicals to Tobacco these days to make them extra addictive. And god knows what commercial growers add to cannabis. I think our body is constructed in different ways and we should look in our genes what is damaging or...
  51. Demahdi

    What is the Matrix? reborn thread

    Zezt, how are you feeling curently? Do you see this as the forcoming of a clash of the civilizations? I noticed you haven't been on for over a month now.... Seriously, I'm worried.
  52. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Psychedelics were most definitly my thing. They've had an enormous impact in my life. In such a way I feel of as a prisoner in Plato's cave, who has been given the virtue to look into the light causing these shadows to emerge in our todays reality. I could not walk into it for I'm chained to a...
  53. Demahdi

    feelings.

    I don't know how to say this but I am creating it all in the here and now. I have come to the conclusion we have quite some substances and opportunities in life to create more then we could ever dream of in history. I had my mind fixated on this “love shit” trying to save the world...
  54. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Hey guys, How have you been feeling? I have been reading from a distance. I just like to share from a distance, I have been feeling a negative charge. I said before I need to create a positive charge in the here and now to jump in again. I reverted that. I'm using my bad energy now to express...
  55. Demahdi

    Concerned about death.

    Well to make a long story short, something moved. And in the progress it was making me do things. I was felt of as a chosen one and things only a religious nutcase would ramble out. I have been trying to live without my ego. But it is driving me fucking insane. People are talking about a...
  56. Demahdi

    Reptilians, Genesis and Nakash

    What about the draconic order? Where does this word "draconic" come from? And how much of a reptilian brain did we evolve? Fire away ..
  57. Demahdi

    feelings.

    I feel like I am gonna give up. Go solo in life and fuck all other opinions. Not worry about my ego too much and just let it burst into a firework of a mad progressive work of art. I love my demons and accept them as my own to confront life situations. There is no center. No goal. No purpose...
  58. Demahdi

    Concerned about death.

    Reading into his biography and his books, it is clear he is indeed carrying a lot of baggage. When he was unpacking it you are just submitted … About his timewave zero, it became clear to me in the invisible landscape that this man is about making money too lol. But I don't blame him one...
  59. Demahdi

    Concerned about death.

    Yeah while in it, it is so in the Obvious. But then you come down and the true venture begins... "What just happened, ..." I am still figuring the majority out, but lately I have puzzeled a great deal out. An image is appearing. I don't know any people using psychedelics. I knew some in the...
  60. Demahdi

    Concerned about death.

    Yeah, Tobacco was originally used to clear out "bad spirits" . The additives in Tobacco current days are indeed a chemical toxic hazard. It is those additives that make them a whole lot more addictive. I tried quiting smoking, even rolled my joints with alternative Tobacco. It wasn't the time...
  61. Demahdi

    Concerned about death.

    I heard Terence saying in an audio once: Take 5g dried mushrooms, sit in a dark room and see what happens! After eating only 4g dried I just could not believe one advicing such a thing to the mass. It's not that it is "bad", but people might need more guidance in this field. Like the woman you...
  62. Demahdi

    Concerned about death.

    I think that is very personal. If psychedelics aren't a magic bullet, then what is? :) I was always “looking” for something that would've suit me and I knew after one specific night I found it. I had always heard of magical experiences, but to me it was just a funny ride with nice...
  63. Demahdi

    Concerned about death.

    I am not standing before it, so I don't know if I'd fear death. I'm not scared of it at the moment. I do fear which way I'd go. Will I suffer; there are horrifying ways to go. When I was younger I experienced a transformation of my self. I took 2 huge thick mushrooms and that night a lot of...
  64. Demahdi

    feelings.

    New things on the map. I only have my cell phone for a week now. I am traveling here and there and soon everything will fall in its place so I can broadcast from HOME. I will get back to it all.... Soon :)
  65. Demahdi

    feelings.

    I will come back to this, but I did not read the book (yet). but who is experienced in this? This world we speak of is a great abyss to most people I spoke to.
  66. Demahdi

    Getting our evolution back in hands! But how?

    Psyched! Hard core! You didn't even needed to think that one through, did you? I'm putting that one on my wall unquote Brugmansia. The feather you write with tickles my universe into a vibration of utter profound immersion. An astonished gaze is leaving one to sleep it over, waking up...
  67. Demahdi

    Demonic joint report.

    Oh man I remember roughly 7 years ago smoking a strain with a flowering period of 120 Days. I did not smoke for a full week and lit up a joint I was being warned off. I can relate to a psychedelic experience and it made me aware how powerful weed can be. At the moment you sweat your balls off...
  68. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Yeah she got mad because I was beginning to take it too serious. It used to be our thing until I felt something was communicating with me. I really had an urge to coax it into life and it only gotten more serious as our venture evolved through time. She even said: Why can't you ever act normal...
  69. Demahdi

    Getting our evolution back in hands! But how?

    I didn't do anything. I just wonder if I triggered it. Now you know I moved away. With this movement a lot of old people come back to the surface. Now 2 of them ended up in the hospital, … The first came out of the blue, about the second I got “a warning”. In fact it felt...
  70. Demahdi

    Getting our evolution back in hands! But how?

    Those powers are yet too powerful for me; I have no control over life. Nor other lives, I realized just thinking negative about people can create a huge chainreaction. I had to let it all go or this energysource would've captivated all entangled to me. There is only so much I can share about...
  71. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Is that a good thing or a bad thing?
  72. Demahdi

    Getting our evolution back in hands! But how?

    Most immigrants arriving in Europe aren't fleeing from the Caliphate at all. Their families pay money to human traders that belong to the Caliphate to bring their son to Europe, so he can work there and send money back home. Look into the boots yourself. Where are the women? We fly them over by...
  73. Demahdi

    feelings.

    I felt that one coming ;) It was just a feeling I got. Maybe this current disaster “the blob” isn’t due to Fukushima at all. That being said, I will be closing the islam matter down and urge myself to my ecological beliefs. Decisions as I go, to anywhere I flow, .. … ;) But I don’t join a group...
  74. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Dear friend, first off, sorry for this grand off topic! I don't fear death at all! I fear our consequences as human species as a whole. And the field is been urging me to push this vibration of awareness a level higher. They are mentioning now “the blob”. Scientists have sampled...
  75. Demahdi

    feelings.

    There is a very disturbing feeling I like to share. And it is spinning my mid chakra to fear by becoming aware of It. I feel in my guts bones cells that we are now facing an extinction event and our ocean is poisoned to a no point of return. Ideologies will be swept away by an unanimous source...
  76. Demahdi

    feelings.

    About vibration. I have been getting the feeling during my experiment to increase the dose to achieve a higher vibration. After giving in and calling it out, not knowing where to place it, I have been talking with several people. I called out to Santo Daime for a real life chat and they did. I...
  77. Demahdi

    Getting our evolution back in hands! But how?

    Well I urge to focus on groups that are willing to live in peace. And not forget the small minority that is capable of mass destruction. These amateurs we've seen lately in the news will be cold beer compared to what it is planned to come. Remember Finarfin, peace never came without a fight! We...
  78. Demahdi

    Getting our evolution back in hands! But how?

    I feel what you are saying. But I stopped addressing muslims as one. Don’t think I point at them as individuals, I look at the ideology. And I think I have looked both ways fairly enough to address this matter from the middle. I didn’t do this before, and I blame guilty. I mention of them now as...
  79. Demahdi

    Getting our evolution back in hands! But how?

    I am not the one leading! The ones leading the West have done some terrible things. Now people are pissed off and I want Europeans to ask their leaders to set out an example and update our system. We mirror ourselves to what is shown, what are they showing you? Do you see yourself in the mirror...
  80. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Welcome to this board Ruisenior, you mention an important factor of fear. Fear is created not to explore! Demonic visions are created. And as most of the members know, I have Christian roots. I have been programmed by images from birth on that were not created originally from my mind. As my mind...
  81. Demahdi

    feelings.

    What is real? What is bad, what is good? Let's not go there lol To me it's real, I asked for confirmation and it couldn't point out any harder the conversation is in fact a serious one. That's where I ran off and did all I could to close the conversation down :) Everytime I tripped again it...
  82. Demahdi

    Getting our evolution back in hands! But how?

    Do you need a glass globe to calculate the numbers? You talk about things in the past, but you end with the hoppi indians. I want to look at the future. I have a draft ready, but I want to provoke out some reactions first. I think about a unified field where we can live together with muslims...
  83. Demahdi

    Je suis charlie (or not)

    Will we be saying: Ik ben Geert Wilders! in the near future?
  84. Demahdi

    feelings.

    FinarFin writes about realities like they are places to visit... :) But in fact it's there all the long, you just wake up to the fact there is way more going around then you ever imagined before. The bigger reality is the oneness where the all makes sense ;) I am not talking about an orange DMT...
  85. Demahdi

    Getting our evolution back in hands! But how?

    Ok boys and girls, I am going pick this right back up again. And admit my errors, flaws and mistakes. Doesn’t mean we should put this on hold. Do you remember when the war in Iraq started? How America pointed the finger at Europe for being old Europe? That old Europe knew peace for more then 70...
  86. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Man I feel that in its core!!!! Have you got any idea how powerful you are with words? From my point of view it is like opening my arms wide open, looking to the sky, taking a deep breath and realizing somewhere in this world I am being understood. You have made more then a day by simply lending...
  87. Demahdi

    Getting our evolution back in hands! But how?

    I am going to do it. I had dreams, inspirations, embedded memories... A new age is emerging and it will be tastefully fixed. Fear not for peace is the cause and no blood shall be spilled in this road ahead in my mind. Give me roughly a month
  88. Demahdi

    feelings.

    And lately I have been feeling Christian again. Not from a biblical perspective though. I feel it is a homecoming and a plus to my identity. Though I need to annunciate it later in a wider perspective.
  89. Demahdi

    feelings.

    I am aweatruck by it all. Profound things are being said and I lag to to contribute on a sufficient level. I had a conversation with a pro and all he rambled about was marijuana. When I asked him: From which point of view do you look at is as a problem? He was surprised and it took a minute...
  90. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Aren't I a little young for a mid life crisis? I think I struggle with identity because I abused certain things for more then 15 years. Waking up to the fact I have been not myself for 17 years and longer does make one think. I know now who I am not, but who am I than? The opposite ? In such...
  91. Demahdi

    Scariest dmt trip ever

    Seems things has gotten serious now. Are you going back there and find out what went wrong? Is there something they said you are doing wrong and should be done better? I realized not listening to signals, tips, hints and clues may turn out as a "disapointment" to them.
  92. Demahdi

    feelings.

    To be honest, I am not sure where I am heading to. There are no expectations, no planning. Just walking a bit slower then I was before. I have been working at specific areas and not so long ago I got contacted they are still in search… I like the job, but I know that road before&#8230...
  93. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Well I am a closed person when it comes to personal feelings. I can not hang on to my “demons” and get anywhere, you feel me. When I started thinking about what I was doing I got blocked. You may recognize this in my writings. My auto-pilot is off. I really need to think it through...
  94. Demahdi

    feelings.

    I feel I need time to confront my demons. But I will get back to it. Sorry for backholding
  95. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Sorry :oops: Well I experience you do need a certain basis, a fridge, a table to eat, warm water, ... it has become sacred sites to me lol. Imagine yourself being lost in the forest for weeks, suddenly you smell McDonalds.... I love society!!!!!!
  96. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Well let me explain something, I was a hard working guy, bought a home, garden, wife, kids, dog, …. You know, the average picture. It was a needle in my brain though, it sounds great, but it was awful when I look back at it. And me being a “bum” now may sound awful, but it's...
  97. Demahdi

    feelings.

    I am having trouble putting that in context. What do You mean? Lol
  98. Demahdi

    feelings.

    Well it's ok I guess, I have my daily shower, food, coffee, bud... It's not that I am bum man, I am still part of this society. I did not choose it, but I was too stubborn to do anyting about it. I am not sure I will answer this questions :) Once those gates open...
  99. Demahdi

    Is the universe intelligent?

    I am not a trans humanist at all. From what post of mine do you interpret that? To become "trans human" you need hardware and software. Or bionical suits. There are things I might discuss from "alienation", though evolution is not that. It got to me an interest of reaching a master in biology...
  100. Demahdi

    Getting our evolution back in hands! But how?

    I am on my way destroying the belief in prophets and encouraging people to become plain human again. Becoming a prophet isn't on the agenda here. There are 2 books I can write. What would come out in the middle is my quest. I am black and white figuring out grey.
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