aliceinwonderland a dit:
start with a low dose of 1-2 seeds mixed with lime (1:4 in favor of the roasted seeds). Let the light turned on when snorting. Effects will start after 3-5 minutes... Keep cool and don´t get panic... In the first phase you will get a bit nervous then you will calm down... turn off the light then, close your eyes and enjoy the colors. If you start low i think it´s quite safe...
Thanks for the advise. I did however start with a dose of 4 seeds, because my scale pointed out this wat about 350 mg. Combined with the lime, it should have been about 500 mg, which I split into four thick lines.
Although I liked the smell, I still was a bit nervous because I knew snorting was going to hurt. I snorted two lines, realised the pain wasn't all that bad, waited a bit and then snorted the other two - it went with relative ease. I was shaking quite heavily and didn't feel too good, so I lay down in my bedt where the effects immediately kicked in quite brutally - a bit like a mushroom trip 'on speed', with similar images alternating at a high rate. These were interrupted by attemps of my stomach to get rid of whatever was in it - in this case, just a tiny bit of orange juice I'd drank right before the trip. The nausea, a nosebleed

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and my heartbeat stopped me from properly enjoying the first few minutes, because I wanted to be sure my body was 'safe' and the speed of the trip was quite overwhelming. The next twinty minutes, I managed to enjoy the trip, but I was haunted by the thought my body wasn't handling it too well. At one point, the trip went in a bad direction when I tried to 'understand' mankind - something I really have to stop doing, because it just frustrates me. After this, I thought it'd be better to open my eyes (I'd left on a bit of light) and had some great open-eye visuals - bright patterns, 2D vision, being in a different place, a different understanding of objects and the like. The last 30 minutes of my trip (it lasted for a bit less than an hour) were actually the best: I could better enjoy both open- and close-eye visuals in the end. I wouldn't have minded if the trip lasted longer, but after the trip, I felt really and refreshed, even though I had a minor headache.
Does anyone perhaps have some suggestions to enhance the first half of my next yopo-trip a bit? Should I immediately turn off all lights, should I do it without music next time around (I'm running out of tripmusic I haven't heard before already)? It seems to me this isn't the kind of trip you'd do with a bunch of people, but I could be wrong.