BedOnStall
Neurotransmetteur
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- 9/6/08
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- 36
Im still tripping and recovering from the experience, but ill try and give an understandable report.
The truffles were a healing kind of trip, and enjoyable, very euphoric, i went deep into thought and at the beginning i had sort of insecurities i felt but i dealt with, like i needed to purify myself, i got the urge to only drink water, and i felt a bit lighter everytime i did.
I was doing all sorts of things in the meanwhile, listening to music, reading stuff but at the same time experiencing all purities and the things that needed to be tossed aside. I had good closed eye visuals, it was like i was watching a musicvideo full of cartoony like paintings of road signs covered with fractal like shapes and monks waving me a good trip.
After a while a had this bling feeling and i knew this was the time to smoke some of lady salvia.
And i know now this is an experience i won't ever forget, not because i don't want to forget but because the feeling just surpasses all of reality as i could grasp normally.
I inhaled the smoke and held it in and then i took some more because i thought it wouldnt be enough.
What happened afterwards was so weird it's hard to describe.
It felt like i reborn from a nothingness into the image i was seeing before me, i felt as i was in a place i have been before, like the experience had already happened, this went on and on into the smallest details onto the big picture, like i started to relive everything that existed again and again.
But when i realized i freaked out, i wanted out of it so badly, i stood up and said no a few times and i started talking about how DAMN WEIRD that was although there wasn't anybody here (it gave me a bit comfort)
And weird it was, although it happened so fast, it is a place soo real with such a force it really scared me (im not scared easily)
It's something you'd rather not touch, it feels like the complete opposite of sanity.
It's complete chaos, goes against everything that used to be the roots of reality. It wants you desperately, you've been there and escaped it, you'll do everything you can to escape it again and again, that was kinda what it felt like on the moment i realized what just happened.
I felt as if i tasted the forbidden fruit, and there was no turning back.
I looked back a few hours later, i didn't expect salvia to have such a big effect at once, but i felt stronger in a way, it was amazing, terrifying but really interesting. The salvia wasn't really an enjoyable experience, but i feel i've learned a great deal and saw a glimpse of the deeper subconscious.
The truffles were a healing kind of trip, and enjoyable, very euphoric, i went deep into thought and at the beginning i had sort of insecurities i felt but i dealt with, like i needed to purify myself, i got the urge to only drink water, and i felt a bit lighter everytime i did.
I was doing all sorts of things in the meanwhile, listening to music, reading stuff but at the same time experiencing all purities and the things that needed to be tossed aside. I had good closed eye visuals, it was like i was watching a musicvideo full of cartoony like paintings of road signs covered with fractal like shapes and monks waving me a good trip.
After a while a had this bling feeling and i knew this was the time to smoke some of lady salvia.
And i know now this is an experience i won't ever forget, not because i don't want to forget but because the feeling just surpasses all of reality as i could grasp normally.
I inhaled the smoke and held it in and then i took some more because i thought it wouldnt be enough.
What happened afterwards was so weird it's hard to describe.
It felt like i reborn from a nothingness into the image i was seeing before me, i felt as i was in a place i have been before, like the experience had already happened, this went on and on into the smallest details onto the big picture, like i started to relive everything that existed again and again.
But when i realized i freaked out, i wanted out of it so badly, i stood up and said no a few times and i started talking about how DAMN WEIRD that was although there wasn't anybody here (it gave me a bit comfort)
And weird it was, although it happened so fast, it is a place soo real with such a force it really scared me (im not scared easily)
It's something you'd rather not touch, it feels like the complete opposite of sanity.
It's complete chaos, goes against everything that used to be the roots of reality. It wants you desperately, you've been there and escaped it, you'll do everything you can to escape it again and again, that was kinda what it felt like on the moment i realized what just happened.
I felt as if i tasted the forbidden fruit, and there was no turning back.
I looked back a few hours later, i didn't expect salvia to have such a big effect at once, but i felt stronger in a way, it was amazing, terrifying but really interesting. The salvia wasn't really an enjoyable experience, but i feel i've learned a great deal and saw a glimpse of the deeper subconscious.
