The Teacher.

[ZoSoMaC]

Over the past 6 months, a great deal of things have been considered, and dismissed. for instance, using the sacred teacher-mushroom, for a long (12+ hours) trip.

a few bouts of LSA set that straight. 60+ hits of LSD over the course of 3 months as well. experimentation with DOx was nice, but felt too different from something like shrooms or acid. and of course the ever glowing tradition of fairly frequent pot usage (mainly for meditation, hypnosis, and artistic inspiration).

ive come to understand a few things about substances. Acid, is the learning process, it throws you into a reality and its up to you to guide yourself (going with the flow obviously)... and once successfully completed, many jewels in the forms of realizations occur. DOx, is the reality process, hardly anything changes, except for the psychedelic boost in perception... and its up to you (similar to acid) to guide yourself through the trip and meditate on past realizations, in order to gain new understandings (aside from that the stuff is pretty bullshit IMO).

Shrooms however. that, is the Teaching process. reality becomes quickly warped into a theme, in which the mushroom guides the user, using very vivid visions only the user can understand. during the comedown, if the user has properly set their minds... these visions all interconnect, and become this one glowing concept (or lesson) that the shroom has taught.

there has been a desire to find the mushroom... to quit just about all other substances, and continue the psychonautic adventure using the Teacher - mushroom only. however... when i seek the mushroom. its never there. the person i usually bought from, last sold me 4 grams of fresh shrooms, for the price of 4 dried proper grams. then never answered the phone again. no one else has them.. that i know of.

its been quite some time since the last time ive done shrooms, or any psychedelic for that matter.. in contrast to the 3 months of weekly acid doses. ive realized that i must stop seeking (the question was; WHO IS SEEKING?)...

but, i would like to know... and this is where i would like your opinions.. How will the Teacher-mushroom become part of my life again? has anyone else experienced a deficiency in psychedelics specifically when desiring them? if so, how did they become part of your lives again?

 

[trick]

Im in the same situation your in.

when i first found this site afew years ago, i realized there was more to these substances than fun. i couldnt get any mushrooms or any psychedelics for that matter ANYWHERE. so i grew a small ammount of mushrooms, and made them last quite awhile. the biggest dose i did was 5grams, and although i was too distracted by my surroundings to get as much as i could out of it, i realized alot about myself. and also realized that theres MUCH more to the mind than is percevied. i did a pretty fair ammount of lsd also, about half as much as you in twice the time, but its no contest. i felt i was so close to finding whatever it was that i was looking for. i had improved so many little aspects of my life, and people began to see me changing for a better person(i lived in the ghetto and it deffinatly stood out).

but then out of no where.. NOTHING. there was a dry spell for everything but weed. i exploited that to death, and it started me on a path of abusing drugs rather than try using them as tools for the betterment of myself. i strayed away from psychedelics, started living the life of a class A street dealer and eventually landed myself in the judical system, for some unrelated charges. 10 months of incarceration was a swift kick to the face(as far as reminders go), and i realized how i strayed away from the person i was becoming. i was becoming greedy, self centered, and manipulative.

but no matter how hard i tried i just couldnt seem to bring myself back to living a content life in harmony with my surroundings. after probation and some faimly troubles, i ended up moving over 5,000 miles away from the only life i ever new, and now im starting fresh.

at first i veiwed my new life as: "i need to trip", but then i quickly realized that i need nothing, but when the time comes it will be right. i had a single trip in afew years now. but im even more mentally prepaired than i was when i first started using psychedelics. thats all you can really do. if you have to go out on a quest to find them, then its obviously not the right time. im a firm believer in fate, and that everything happens for areason. especally as i get older, i realize how much everything is really intertwined.

so my suggestion to you. dont worry about it too much. assess the positives and negitives of your life. thats where it all started for me. i realized that constantly complaining about how life keeps fucking me in the ass isnt going to change anything, and it only makes my mindset worse. im not saying this is the case for you, but it does seem like theres some uncontentment in your life that you looking for the answer to.


sorry if that was abit of a ramble, but i could relate to this thread alotalot.

 

[ZoSoMaC]

i can see how the situation is similar, and yeah, growing them yourself (or hunting ) seems a lot,, better?

those pesky dry spells are quite bothersome, but a good lesson in patience in my opinion. dealing on the other hand, most of the time leads nowhere pleasant slowly, but you dont need me to tell you that.

and when it comes down to it, being prepared is always key,

your suggestion is a good one , patience is the way to go. life is what you choose to make of it, the negativity is almost inevitable, however its our goals as humans to respond accordingly to it.. so very true my friend . also, there have been several moments in the past few months which have been heavy, but no dissatisfaction. good lessons learnt, and smile about it positivity is the way to go


dont worry about the rambling, its all good

peace and love

 

[HeartCore]

but, i would like to know... and this is where i would like your opinions.. How will the Teacher-mushroom become part of my life again? has anyone else experienced a deficiency in psychedelics specifically when desiring them? if so, how did they become part of your lives again?

If you are really set on this path, you should start growing yourself. It's easier than growing (good!) grass in my experience, especially if you use the idiotproof pf tek (not implying ).

Sporeprints and sporesyringes are easily found online and all the equipment is cheap and easily bought (maybe with the exception of vemiculite in some countries).

peace
HC

 

[ZoSoMaC]

growing, and hunting is a wonderful option, the mushroom is good like that. takes up little space, perhaps a single jar for personal use? there are a few stores about an hour away from where i am at the moment, they sell spore syringes. there is also a nice big park near a friends place, where hunting sounds like a fun time (for mushrooms of course).

thanks for the suggestions



p.s. got a call from a friend earlier on, detailing a similar proposal.. out of the blue, ahaha

 

[HeartCore]

growing, and hunting is a wonderful option, the mushroom is good like that. takes up little space, perhaps a single jar for personal use? there are a few stores about an hour away from where i am at the moment, they sell spore syringes. there is also a nice big park near a friends place, where hunting sounds like a fun time (for mushrooms of course).

thanks for the suggestions



p.s. got a call from a friend earlier on, detailing a similar proposal.. out of the blue, ahaha

Well it depends. If your single jar goes wrong, your out of luck. And depending on your preference of dose, you may have to gather three flushes from that jar to get enough material to get you where you want. When I started PFtek, I did 30 jars which all succeeded less one. That made me tripping hard and often for months to come. Still, I guess 5-10 jars is plenty to satisfy ones needs and provide a friend or two,

Peace
HC

 

[ZoSoMaC]

Well it depends. If your single jar goes wrong, your out of luck. And depending on your preference of dose, you may have to gather three flushes from that jar to get enough material to get you where you want. When I started PFtek, I did 30 jars which all succeeded less one. That made me tripping hard and often for months to come. Still, I guess 5-10 jars is plenty to satisfy ones needs and provide a friend or two,

Peace
HC

then maybe get the friend or two in on the growing process?

the doses aren't anything heroic or anything, 1-2 grams, maybe another gram later on in the trip.. which happens once a week at most

theres been a NICE shower in my area, so tomorrow is hunting time!!!!!!! ill take the camera with me and grab some pictures

 

[Jiellen29]

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God bless!!!

 

[HeartCore]

Well it depends. If your single jar goes wrong, your out of luck. And depending on your preference of dose, you may have to gather three flushes from that jar to get enough material to get you where you want. When I started PFtek, I did 30 jars which all succeeded less one. That made me tripping hard and often for months to come. Still, I guess 5-10 jars is plenty to satisfy ones needs and provide a friend or two,

Peace
HC

then maybe get the friend or two in on the growing process?

the doses aren't anything heroic or anything, 1-2 grams, maybe another gram later on in the trip.. which happens once a week at most

theres been a NICE shower in my area, so tomorrow is hunting time!!!!!!! ill take the camera with me and grab some pictures

'Loose lips sink ships' is something you should consider when/if you start to produce something that among many, many beautiful things, also is a schedule 1 drug.

Be safe!