The reunion with her after the extreme haze

[Brugmansia]

It has been over a year since I have brought her in me. And want to re-gain a relation, or something that resemblances with it.

The last times I got wraped up in effects that sometimes couldn't be readily distinguished from reality. Even at lower dosages (hence the negative tolerance) I nearly pissed my pants before I sucked the pipe.

Nevertheless I also had moments on Sal that cannot be found in other psychedelics. She has cut me into everything and could saw my content like never before. She limed me to the entire universe.

These are juist a few reasons why I wanna try it again. I suppose/hope it'll be a less drastic journey.

Someone else on her who got a pleasant welcome after a time off?

 

[BrainEater]

i had such an experience ...
after not having smoked this plant for more than a year i smoked the 10x extract mixed with some normal leaves... at first the only thing i felt was terror ...
the feeling changed a bit, but it wasn't really a feeling; it felt like knowing ...

so well but then i had sort of an insight... sort of the perspective shifted in my consciousness from terror to deep understanding and after that to pleasure.

i can't remember it really well, but i think i became unconscious that's why i can't remember so well ... it felt though as if the "place" from where the feeling or knowing of terror came had to do with the music playing, because it felt like the music gave me a message... also after becoming unconscious for a short time after smoking the bowl i felt like my spine or my head would go on behind me forever... or well i can't really distinguish it... it can be that it felt like it was just expanded awareness in that direction ... maybe it was
i heard strange voices and felt like i was dragged through strange and obscene scenes while that was going on...

after this when i experienced feelings of terror and fear of (self)-annihilation,
it changed to a feeling of deep understanding of the universe and then to a deep understanding of myself.... i felt kind of refreshed bodily and mentally, but i still wasn't so sure about this new deep understanding about myself...

i must say though, that the welcome of Lady Salvia was pleasant. she told me about my inner struggles and intercosmic connectedness or something like that...

i suppose to expect clearer "answers", one must be clear about his questions and his inner being.

Funnily the expression that she limed you to the entire universe feels kind of really true to me, as if i had experienced that also ....

treat this plant with respect or it will treat you the way you deserve.

8)

peace!