Schwanke668
Alpiniste Kundalini
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- 25/12/10
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I design graphics on my car, mostly sayings and slogans that speak about my spirituality and my dad got me a powerful one made into a car magnet for xmas. I put that and about 5 or 6 other bumper stickers added to the collection of custom design work I had done before and when I stepped back and looked at everything something came over me like "holy shit, I just upgraded my car."
I'll post pictures at one point but for now...
The trip was rather simple at first, typical rolling black outs, disorientation that was combined with peacefulness so I felt like I was floating through decisions yet not worried about the mistakes.
Thought I lost an important to me coin purse that I keep my electronic cigarettes in and so I had to search through the house. As I was searching through the house I felt like I was solving all the worlds problems by solving my own. Yet at the same time I was aware of the fact that I wasnt actually solving them literally but only allowing myself to be a part of the bigger picture and understanding things about other peoples problems like understanding by loosing and trying to find this mundane but sentimental object I was in a sense following a similar path of someone who looses someone dear to them then searches for them in the after life.
I finally found the coin purse and eCigs in my room and trekked back out to the car. I got into the car and tried to decide where I was going to have lunch which was the original intent of the experience even prior to putting the stickers on (so when did the trip really begin? Or does it ever even end or even have a begining?)
As I searched in my head for ideas of where to eat I finally after about 10 minutes of constantly being distracted by some other 'important' thought decided on my favorite pizza place. After a few more minutes I was able to get myself situated enough to drive and started to head out onto the highway.
About a block if you will before I got to the turn to go to the pizza place I 'knew' without 'knowing' that I needed to go somewhere else for lunch. I knew that I needed to keep going straight and follow the flow of the traffic and see where it took me. I had a sense that I should go to the quick check gas station but didnt feel like I had made that decision yet and that I was only going to make that decision in the last minute even though I knew I was going to make it.
I did finally end up at the quick check and that was when things really started to unfold.
As I walked into the store I saw this guy that seemed drunk to me and I started to have my intuitive navigational skills kick in where I know someone for example turns around too fast and doesnt see me so I twice I stopped short and let the person make their mistake and recover from it when they could have collided with me but because I could read their body language I could avoid it.
I made it into the bathroom and then I turned to lock the door and realized I was only locking the door because I thought I was at home locking my bathroom door even though I knew that this door didnt even have a lock and in fact I had used it naturally 10 or 20 times and knew full well before going in that it didnt have a lock. It was then I realized that I was 'at home' in this trip and that everything was flowing naturally according to Plan.
I took care of business and headed out to the main part of the store and went to get some milk from the milk case when I realized that I had forgotten to get a hand held basket and so I pivoted on one foot nearly instantly to grab it and felt the world change around me for a split second. It was like I lost control for only a moment and then immediately regained it.
I slid back to the milk case and got a few things, and headed over to the ordering counter to order some cold cuts and a wrap sandwich and that was when things REALLY got funky.
This part I cant put in linear time but I remember bits and pieces of it. For a moment I thought like everyone could hear my thoughts or I was hearing theirs, like we were all sharing the same thought space and communicating through 'synergy' as opposed through 'energy'. I actualy had my moment of omg I'll be stuck like this forever but it passed quick enough and I recognized it for what it was so it didnt even really bother me, just kind of like I was having it out of habbit in that situation.
When I ordered the food on the touch pad computer I found myself ordering the same things over and over again only to realize I was really ordering 5 different things and in fact it was the 5 things I wanted to order I just thought they were all the same thing.
At this point to keep from going on and on forever on every detail I found that my sandwich wrap came up first before the meat and cheese and when the woman, about 18 and very 'raver esc' looked at me and handed me the sandwich we made eye contact for about 2 to 3 seconds in a way that suggested that she was asking me a question, that she was asking me for help. I didnt know anything more then this except that my internal response was to say with my eyes 'ill do what I can'. I just knew it was nothing about a simple sandwich.
As i was waiting for the meat to be finished two interesting things happened.
1) The guy that was helping the girl knocked something over down by his feet and he looked dead at me and smiled and held my hand up like a waitress holding a tray and said "atleast it wasnt a tray full of dishes" and he said "thats for sure".
2) The guy to my right that was placing his own order for stuff on the touch pad computer was having a heck of a time working out how to use the thing. (Can be extremely overwhelming the first time) and all of a sudden he pushed a button and this thought popped into my head "Damn I did it again" and he turned around almost 180degrees and looked at me and got a wierd funny look on his face and then turned back to it. I know for sure I was not in his field of vision so I have no idea how he knew how to look at me dead in the eyes without having to search the room for me. It was like he could see me without looking and his eyes just needed to follow the path to make it real.
I went to the process of checking out (leaving out random stuff in between) and we have these 3 checkout lanes that are all computer controlled and they were all three screwed up as usual and the people who worked there were trying to fix them and we were all standing in line at the old fashioned person does it counter and the guy behind me was talking to his girlfriend and kinda me at the same time saying how they need to just get rid of this damn things, they are a waste, they never work, and you cant even scan basic things with them. To which point I thought to myself, how queer thats almost exact same thing I said to someone else the last time I was here.
It wasnt Deja Vu really it was more of like how wierd it was to hear someone else say something you already said to someone else entirely without ever having talked to each other before.
After a few people I got to the checkout woman and put my basket down and it turned out I *THINK* to be the same woman from behind the counter that did my food but I was in such an altered state and I remembered there being two similar women I wasnt 100% sure.
Anyway to not go psycho on the details of checking out each individual item the most noticed part was the situation where I had for whatever reason stuck the checkout slip that had a sticker to hold it to the sandwich onto my drink instead and she was having a hard time pulling it off. But it was this queer like she was taking it and lifting it slowly like she didnt wanna touch the drink but didnt know what to do. I put my finger on the top of the drink and said 'pull' and she pulled it up and off and scanned it and i went on out to my car and had my food and went home.
Got home and things were a bit trippy but nothing beyond normal and not worth repeating after all this.
That was fun.
I'll post pictures at one point but for now...
The trip was rather simple at first, typical rolling black outs, disorientation that was combined with peacefulness so I felt like I was floating through decisions yet not worried about the mistakes.
Thought I lost an important to me coin purse that I keep my electronic cigarettes in and so I had to search through the house. As I was searching through the house I felt like I was solving all the worlds problems by solving my own. Yet at the same time I was aware of the fact that I wasnt actually solving them literally but only allowing myself to be a part of the bigger picture and understanding things about other peoples problems like understanding by loosing and trying to find this mundane but sentimental object I was in a sense following a similar path of someone who looses someone dear to them then searches for them in the after life.
I finally found the coin purse and eCigs in my room and trekked back out to the car. I got into the car and tried to decide where I was going to have lunch which was the original intent of the experience even prior to putting the stickers on (so when did the trip really begin? Or does it ever even end or even have a begining?)
As I searched in my head for ideas of where to eat I finally after about 10 minutes of constantly being distracted by some other 'important' thought decided on my favorite pizza place. After a few more minutes I was able to get myself situated enough to drive and started to head out onto the highway.
About a block if you will before I got to the turn to go to the pizza place I 'knew' without 'knowing' that I needed to go somewhere else for lunch. I knew that I needed to keep going straight and follow the flow of the traffic and see where it took me. I had a sense that I should go to the quick check gas station but didnt feel like I had made that decision yet and that I was only going to make that decision in the last minute even though I knew I was going to make it.
I did finally end up at the quick check and that was when things really started to unfold.
As I walked into the store I saw this guy that seemed drunk to me and I started to have my intuitive navigational skills kick in where I know someone for example turns around too fast and doesnt see me so I twice I stopped short and let the person make their mistake and recover from it when they could have collided with me but because I could read their body language I could avoid it.
I made it into the bathroom and then I turned to lock the door and realized I was only locking the door because I thought I was at home locking my bathroom door even though I knew that this door didnt even have a lock and in fact I had used it naturally 10 or 20 times and knew full well before going in that it didnt have a lock. It was then I realized that I was 'at home' in this trip and that everything was flowing naturally according to Plan.
I took care of business and headed out to the main part of the store and went to get some milk from the milk case when I realized that I had forgotten to get a hand held basket and so I pivoted on one foot nearly instantly to grab it and felt the world change around me for a split second. It was like I lost control for only a moment and then immediately regained it.
I slid back to the milk case and got a few things, and headed over to the ordering counter to order some cold cuts and a wrap sandwich and that was when things REALLY got funky.
This part I cant put in linear time but I remember bits and pieces of it. For a moment I thought like everyone could hear my thoughts or I was hearing theirs, like we were all sharing the same thought space and communicating through 'synergy' as opposed through 'energy'. I actualy had my moment of omg I'll be stuck like this forever but it passed quick enough and I recognized it for what it was so it didnt even really bother me, just kind of like I was having it out of habbit in that situation.
When I ordered the food on the touch pad computer I found myself ordering the same things over and over again only to realize I was really ordering 5 different things and in fact it was the 5 things I wanted to order I just thought they were all the same thing.
At this point to keep from going on and on forever on every detail I found that my sandwich wrap came up first before the meat and cheese and when the woman, about 18 and very 'raver esc' looked at me and handed me the sandwich we made eye contact for about 2 to 3 seconds in a way that suggested that she was asking me a question, that she was asking me for help. I didnt know anything more then this except that my internal response was to say with my eyes 'ill do what I can'. I just knew it was nothing about a simple sandwich.
As i was waiting for the meat to be finished two interesting things happened.
1) The guy that was helping the girl knocked something over down by his feet and he looked dead at me and smiled and held my hand up like a waitress holding a tray and said "atleast it wasnt a tray full of dishes" and he said "thats for sure".
2) The guy to my right that was placing his own order for stuff on the touch pad computer was having a heck of a time working out how to use the thing. (Can be extremely overwhelming the first time) and all of a sudden he pushed a button and this thought popped into my head "Damn I did it again" and he turned around almost 180degrees and looked at me and got a wierd funny look on his face and then turned back to it. I know for sure I was not in his field of vision so I have no idea how he knew how to look at me dead in the eyes without having to search the room for me. It was like he could see me without looking and his eyes just needed to follow the path to make it real.
I went to the process of checking out (leaving out random stuff in between) and we have these 3 checkout lanes that are all computer controlled and they were all three screwed up as usual and the people who worked there were trying to fix them and we were all standing in line at the old fashioned person does it counter and the guy behind me was talking to his girlfriend and kinda me at the same time saying how they need to just get rid of this damn things, they are a waste, they never work, and you cant even scan basic things with them. To which point I thought to myself, how queer thats almost exact same thing I said to someone else the last time I was here.
It wasnt Deja Vu really it was more of like how wierd it was to hear someone else say something you already said to someone else entirely without ever having talked to each other before.
After a few people I got to the checkout woman and put my basket down and it turned out I *THINK* to be the same woman from behind the counter that did my food but I was in such an altered state and I remembered there being two similar women I wasnt 100% sure.
Anyway to not go psycho on the details of checking out each individual item the most noticed part was the situation where I had for whatever reason stuck the checkout slip that had a sticker to hold it to the sandwich onto my drink instead and she was having a hard time pulling it off. But it was this queer like she was taking it and lifting it slowly like she didnt wanna touch the drink but didnt know what to do. I put my finger on the top of the drink and said 'pull' and she pulled it up and off and scanned it and i went on out to my car and had my food and went home.
Got home and things were a bit trippy but nothing beyond normal and not worth repeating after all this.
That was fun.
