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Banni
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Hello mates!!
so i want to share my experience i had with shrooms this night. i am actually writing this right now, because i can't sleep,i don't know why... it's for me often on shrooms when i want to sleep i can only lay there for hours and space out but sleepiong is kind of hard.
well i took the shrooms and grinded (?) it with my weed-grinder and then made a nice tea out of it with lots of honey. the only thing i had eaten the day was a bun with marmelade. so i guess that was good or not too bad either.
anyways after a short time the effects began to kick in and well i don't know... the first hour or more or so was just confusion and pain.... y know realizing what shit i had done to my body and what negative thoughts i was always thinking.... so i was there stretching a lot and also breathing the good air and nut really puking my guts out but trying to do so, as i felt i had been a bit polluted or so by smoking a looooot of bongs in the last months.
so well you get the point ... after all that my perception began on focussing on more comfortable things somehow. at the beginning of this i was laying in my bed and just thinking about how things can get so fucked up but well dont wanna go into detail here...
actually i was just lying there, although bodily quite chilled already and feeling good, but well as i said still some of these masses of negative thoughts swiriling around in my head and at the same time me just trying to think as positive as possible about all that shit.
i am still there a bit, but anyways... what was happening was that i began to realize suddenly many unconscious feelings or maybe thoughts, which my mind must had suppressed or so and which i had thought to have forgotten.... and then i just had to cry so much because i felt so much sadness, but at least i felt it and my mind didnt supress it and although it was just sadness it was better than emptiness that was there before. at the same time it was like the sadness was switching into pure joy and back again very fast, so it was kind of intense, but it felt really liberating and insightful.
really i want to thanks this shrooms for how they can heal my mind and my body.... i really need this from time to time or i need to stop smoking so much bong and stuff
well probably both, but anyways its just amazing and it is magic or well... sacred... :weedman:
thats what i think at least.
well i realized i need to go deeper, but still i have so much respect for the shroomies and feel a bit afraid of going deeper or so... maybe i need a bit time and get more healthy who knows
ok so thats it for now, maybe i remember something interesting later then i can of course tell you! and well.... maybe we can discuss something here or whatver.... just hope my report wasn't too boring.
by the way i didn't combine the shrooms with weed this time, what i had done most times in the past. i had smoked in the day, but then had nothing left and well also decided to stop for at least a month so when that stash got finished..... i guess that was just alright, as i like the synergy of weed and shrooms, but considering that my lungs were speaking a different language, it was probably better to just let them breathe pure air instead of bad bad smoke.
peace bros :weedman:
so i want to share my experience i had with shrooms this night. i am actually writing this right now, because i can't sleep,i don't know why... it's for me often on shrooms when i want to sleep i can only lay there for hours and space out but sleepiong is kind of hard.
well i took the shrooms and grinded (?) it with my weed-grinder and then made a nice tea out of it with lots of honey. the only thing i had eaten the day was a bun with marmelade. so i guess that was good or not too bad either.
anyways after a short time the effects began to kick in and well i don't know... the first hour or more or so was just confusion and pain.... y know realizing what shit i had done to my body and what negative thoughts i was always thinking.... so i was there stretching a lot and also breathing the good air and nut really puking my guts out but trying to do so, as i felt i had been a bit polluted or so by smoking a looooot of bongs in the last months.
so well you get the point ... after all that my perception began on focussing on more comfortable things somehow. at the beginning of this i was laying in my bed and just thinking about how things can get so fucked up but well dont wanna go into detail here...
actually i was just lying there, although bodily quite chilled already and feeling good, but well as i said still some of these masses of negative thoughts swiriling around in my head and at the same time me just trying to think as positive as possible about all that shit.
i am still there a bit, but anyways... what was happening was that i began to realize suddenly many unconscious feelings or maybe thoughts, which my mind must had suppressed or so and which i had thought to have forgotten.... and then i just had to cry so much because i felt so much sadness, but at least i felt it and my mind didnt supress it and although it was just sadness it was better than emptiness that was there before. at the same time it was like the sadness was switching into pure joy and back again very fast, so it was kind of intense, but it felt really liberating and insightful.
really i want to thanks this shrooms for how they can heal my mind and my body.... i really need this from time to time or i need to stop smoking so much bong and stuff
well probably both, but anyways its just amazing and it is magic or well... sacred... :weedman:thats what i think at least.
well i realized i need to go deeper, but still i have so much respect for the shroomies and feel a bit afraid of going deeper or so... maybe i need a bit time and get more healthy who knows
ok so thats it for now, maybe i remember something interesting later then i can of course tell you! and well.... maybe we can discuss something here or whatver.... just hope my report wasn't too boring.
by the way i didn't combine the shrooms with weed this time, what i had done most times in the past. i had smoked in the day, but then had nothing left and well also decided to stop for at least a month so when that stash got finished..... i guess that was just alright, as i like the synergy of weed and shrooms, but considering that my lungs were speaking a different language, it was probably better to just let them breathe pure air instead of bad bad smoke.
peace bros :weedman:
