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Alpiniste Kundalini
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Hmm, I just did Salvia .. effects still working out, but I can clearly focus on this world .. erm ..
Too bad I was alone over here, doing this, because I saw the future again, so I couldn't try and look for anything specific in this future. See that the point, I mean, you could say, like .. "oh really, you see future .. then tell me what happens!" .. but hey, the future it like very fucking huge. I mean, you tell me what's happening now! If you can oversee all that is _now_, I mean, that's a lot .. nevermind the future then.
Describing this future, or the way I perceive it is rather hard, because it's more like, there .. unformed yet, not like things like we perceive in the here and now. And I see this border, this fold as it were, the breaking point between future time and now .. I perceive time flowing out of the future into the now and slowly sliding into the passed. This is visually quite clear and appearant. It's just that in passed and future times the events/object (or just time itself) are unformed so quite hard to recognize, to see what it would be in the 'here-and-now'. However, more experience over there leads me to betterly recognize things and the 'dimensions' or there .. like, the direction I am looking at/in. Over the experiences I have had (quite some) I keep on expanding my understandance of this place and my orrientation.
So I'll try next time to search for for something in the future that has some relevance with the here (and now). However, since my mind seperates from my ego (or is just very thinly connected) I can't, like, think of something before I 'go' (read: smoke) and keep that in mind
lol, this sounds funny to me now (I'm still under influence I _must_ say, because I still conprehend that other dimension/thingy/reality/whatever) keep it in my head, but then I leav my head, so that's a bit futile, aye
But since I can see both realities (well, this actual reality and the collection of time on the other side) I may use contact from 'here' to tell me to find something over there, perhaps I can search for something concrete.
Anyway, I feel it leaving me now. I tend to conprehend it less and less, until the things I say sounds as strange to me as they do to you. Funny, because these things I say now are so vividly clear to me, also my conscience is very clear about this .. to bad it's not an accepted way of seeing things, I mean, the 'doctor' would say I'm dellusional I guess, when I'd proclaim this as true. So for the record I won't then .. I'll call it "an interesting mind-wobble"
Ok, still rambling a bit, but I really understand why this herb is called the Diviners Sage and I have allways had had the feeling/idea it had this property. This time, however, it was quite clear to me.
Hoh, there's so much to tell about this, but I'll keep it short
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Please let me know if this is way too absurd, then I should consider not smoking Salvia anymore, but hey I'm not affected in any other way mentally.
Too bad I was alone over here, doing this, because I saw the future again, so I couldn't try and look for anything specific in this future. See that the point, I mean, you could say, like .. "oh really, you see future .. then tell me what happens!" .. but hey, the future it like very fucking huge. I mean, you tell me what's happening now! If you can oversee all that is _now_, I mean, that's a lot .. nevermind the future then.
Describing this future, or the way I perceive it is rather hard, because it's more like, there .. unformed yet, not like things like we perceive in the here and now. And I see this border, this fold as it were, the breaking point between future time and now .. I perceive time flowing out of the future into the now and slowly sliding into the passed. This is visually quite clear and appearant. It's just that in passed and future times the events/object (or just time itself) are unformed so quite hard to recognize, to see what it would be in the 'here-and-now'. However, more experience over there leads me to betterly recognize things and the 'dimensions' or there .. like, the direction I am looking at/in. Over the experiences I have had (quite some) I keep on expanding my understandance of this place and my orrientation.
So I'll try next time to search for for something in the future that has some relevance with the here (and now). However, since my mind seperates from my ego (or is just very thinly connected) I can't, like, think of something before I 'go' (read: smoke) and keep that in mind


Anyway, I feel it leaving me now. I tend to conprehend it less and less, until the things I say sounds as strange to me as they do to you. Funny, because these things I say now are so vividly clear to me, also my conscience is very clear about this .. to bad it's not an accepted way of seeing things, I mean, the 'doctor' would say I'm dellusional I guess, when I'd proclaim this as true. So for the record I won't then .. I'll call it "an interesting mind-wobble"

Ok, still rambling a bit, but I really understand why this herb is called the Diviners Sage and I have allways had had the feeling/idea it had this property. This time, however, it was quite clear to me.
Hoh, there's so much to tell about this, but I'll keep it short

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Please let me know if this is way too absurd, then I should consider not smoking Salvia anymore, but hey I'm not affected in any other way mentally.