Salvia? Is she oracle with death movie "show" befo

[Goran.Hrsak]

Yesterday I used 2 grams of Salvia 10X extract first time! I were hypocritical bout IT'S effect and also very arrogate! Man, praise to Gods for my friend who hold me after smoke! He has at first look at me like someone who is making false scene or playing jokes. After that he really got and see what is happening, he started to really believe that I am dead or dieing! :?:
In fact I become 3 years old child riding mental snake of "everything", but I were individual that exists in flow of universal mind which doesn't except individuality. Jesus Christ!!!!! Mental snake riding by three year old child, frighted to the bones of his cells, but also excepting it, excepting that reality! Death in whole "feeling" which is transferring pictures and shows what I am, what I will be(after death), what we all are! What this explanation of "being" and "multi-universe" is??!!,
I am frighted even now cause that reality and doors to after death "life" were over sounded with word "communism"! I can't stand communism! I am individual being! I can not merge with universal thought with one goal as GOAL!! :!: Now!, after Salvia smoke, I am truly afraid of dieing! Flow of communism snake shaped thoughts? No i AM NOT PART OF THAT! :!:

I need some other, YOURS, experience to calm my soul! Have you ever felt something like that? Picture movie of sure and inevitably show of acting death on your mind like some supreme monstrous force which is sucking your ind entity?! SHORT- YOU ARE FALLING INTO ABYSMAL PLANE AND OBLIVION!! :!:

 

[BrainEater]

hey that sounds insane!! hmm it might be because you said you dont like communism .. so it gives u the chance to realize why you have an aversion against it ... maybe you need to open your mind more ... i mean communism is good in the main thing maybe but well i dont like it also ... but maybe its connected to the idea of sharing and living together and ascending to the level of love or something i dont know ... it seemed a lot to me that salvia can show you in a VERY INTENSE way your own fears or something like that .. well that was really my impression because i had a really shocking experience like you also ... maybe it wasnt as intense as your experience but it was really experience ... i didnt have so much visuals but well it was strange in a way... because i cant recall the experience ... just the feeling of terror and dread and then the turning of it into good feelings ... it felt like i was being glued into an image and would have stay there forever and it was like that this was happening because someone imagined it .... i felt really trapped ... it was really awful feeling ... i was about to think or i was thinking it repeatedly "ok its over now" "they got me now" and i had the feeling that this was true somehow ... but then ... it faded and i got back and got a really pleasant feeling ...

what i mean is like corrupt communism or somthin that i dont like ... maybe it would be better if ppl would share more ... i mean if all the riches would give some of their wealth to the poor they still would be able to live like kings and would save so many other people on the way ....

peace

 

[Dantediv86]

wow that sounds like a tough one you had right there mate...but again 2 g????? i've barely done 0.4g and i was almost freaking out....

 

[Goran.Hrsak]

OK you have defined communism in one way, but I never have any opinion for it in way that I hate it or like it.
Communism were only figurative explanation of experience. I can also say that communism were "Borg-Star Trek scheme" state of mind. Just as you sad! Feeling of them, someone who are one but also all in same time, feeling of purpose when Salvia burns through your, mine mind. Something like.... I can find right words!, GOD!! but BORG God is picturing scenes (Salvia trip) where you exist in space and particularly plane of existence without meaning and common sense. Everything is like some crazy movie or hellish agony received from dead soul condemned to eternal mental pain of nonsense!

This is "frightening" part of trip! You find yourself as one, one being, individual, original identity or one of the human kind. Then you fall into void, abyssal plane where BIG snake of thoughts travel. Snake howls, cry with way of weird calling to join! You find yourself incredible connected with that snake but also terrified from hers power of one consciousness which is so stone blood terrifying that you will lose your self respect or identity! Snake moves in front of your eyes and it's made from perception or from picture (what you last seen before trip) which is frozen like true picture. If you are looking skies, snake will be constructed from your perceptive embracing what sky is for you or how you "feel" it through your eyes.

Also sound evanescent or vanish! Your mind is not here on Earth or on prime plane of existence! Bombs could explode but you would not hear that! Only alive snake cry sounds! When you are in this state you can become baby, tree, other persons memory, mushroom, penis, sperms or just even one sperm. You can become clone or which is one of my biggest fear- CLONE CAN TAKE YOUR PLACE IN PRIME MATERIAL WORLD AND ARE GOING TO STAY OVER THERE UNTIL THAT CLONE TRIGGER PLANE DOORS AND YOU CAN REPLACE HIM JUST AS HE REPLACE YOU!

Salvia opens ASTRAL WINDOW!! EVEN DOORS!!! But not only Salvia! Amanita muscaria&pantherina do that, even harder(maybe cause session is longer). Or once I have fall in such trance meditating which I can equaled with this! THIS IS ASTRAL PLANE LOOKING, AND IF YOU ARE EXPERIENCED THIS CAN EVEN BECOME ASTRAL TRAVELING!!! ASTRAL!?????? Plane without matter! Only energy and complex gravitation void of thoughts! If you want to become traveler!? Lot's of exercise, lot's of exercise would show you the way! Castaneda fourth book at the end describes world described above! 8)

I would like to hear yours XP and thoughts if you have them.
AND I used 1.5-2grams of Salvia X10 all at once. If this is important to someone?