TehSpice
Matrice Périnatale
- Inscrit
- 4/11/09
- Messages
- 16
Age: 18
Weight: 76 kg
Dose: 12 drops of distilled LSD (type and quality unknown) + 2 grams of hash
to be honest i don't really know where to start. ever since i took it i can't stop thinking about it. even though i try. because to be honest it left me kind of "fractured" if that is the right word to use.
i'll just begin with my first dose; i not sure the exact time i ingested it. it was a small vial that i thought contained 3 drops distilled in water. i ingested most of it (80%) at what i believe to be around 12:00/14:00 in what was to be a really, really long day. i had originally planned to do it with a friend of mine, but he backed out. i was in good company none the less and me and two other friends headed back to my parents house (moved out, but still allowed to visit) at some point another friend of mine showed up, and now i had three friends waiting for me to trip. they had all come along because they thought it would be amusing and in retrospect it turned out to be retarded to bring these people along, as i now know that they prevented the acid from washing over me if that makes any sense.
as time went by we mostly talked about stuff and i noticed one thing. nothing "happened" and i managed to call up the guy who had sold it to me and complained about it. in a stunning move the guy excused himself and offered to replace it at no cost at all. so me and my friends headed out to meet him. as we were outside i started to notice that my eyes where sort of shaking, almost minuscule but definably shaking. and when i was sitting still things kind of lost perspective. becoming kind of 2D in a way.
anyway i got only half of my dose replaced since the guy told me that my original vial actually contained eight drops out of good will, and he didn't want to give any more away for free.
so i consumed it at around 19:00 and to cut the story short me and my friends found ourself at the local graveyard up on a large mound rolling up a joint. as we smoked i noticed this peculiar light coming from just on the edge of my eyes. one of my friends had invited this flock of girls to come along and as they became distracted with them i finally got some time to to really lay back and i noticed the trees above me. as i looked at them the tree branches became like this intricate 2D pattern or grid morphing from looking like flowers blossoming to these intricate tunnels. every time my eyes flinched i lost focus and each time i tried to re-focus the branches morphed into different things.
as time went by only me and one other friend was left when i noticed that my goddamn backpack was missing and was nowhere to be found so i tried to forget about it. he offered me some music from his IPhone, and i don't remember what song it was exactly (some sort of classical music i guess) but i remember being moved to tears, so much in fact that i had to wipe it of my face with my shirt. we decided to roll up another joint, but we were missing a lighter and then my friend decided to call it a day and headed home.
all alone and definably tripping balls i headed on home and when i arrived at around 21.00 i noticed that i had lost my hash too. goddamn. in what seemed like a miracle at the time my mom had left a small gram of hash for me when i got home (long story) and i turned on the tv while i rolled myself another joint.
as i settled down the tv started to honestly disgust me seeing as how all the shows were terrible sitcoms or game shows so i turned it off. as i tried to turn on my laptop i went into what i can only describe as this massive trance as the lights at the edge of my eyes morphed into what can be crudely described as glowing peacock feathers that sort of flapped every time closed and opened my eyes. these streams of images started to form in my head only they weren't my own.
it felt both like i was imagining these pictures and not, kind of hard to explain, and when i opened my eyes it was like these thoughts were right in front of my eyes, then they faded away.
i was in this state for several hours listening to this low whining sound that seemed to be coming from my own head (sort of like an emergency broadcast signal) with these intense streams of thought that always seemed to be negative. when i finally bothered to turn on the laptop the internet wouldn't work and seeing as how i just re installed the laptop i had no music either. so the only music available was from the only game i had installed, civilization 4. (if you've ever played that game you know that the music is descent, but not the best to trip to, but then again i was desperate for any music at all)
i soon got bored and turned of my computer as well and pretty soon this wave of negative emotions returned. i remember this feeling of hopelessness and i thought about all the stuff that i had either ignored or hadn't fully finished.
later during the night i found myself aimlessly walking around town looking for a fast food place to get some snacks, but they were all closed so i went home where i found myself totally unable to sleep.
to wrap it all up i was still seeing these shapes the very next day and remember feeling like total shit. it felt like i had been shattered into all these pieces. definably what you psychonauts call a bad trip, and to be honest it wasn't all that bad really. made me really think a lot of things through, but not the best of first impressions for a drug to be sure. :?
soory if wall of text.
Weight: 76 kg
Dose: 12 drops of distilled LSD (type and quality unknown) + 2 grams of hash
to be honest i don't really know where to start. ever since i took it i can't stop thinking about it. even though i try. because to be honest it left me kind of "fractured" if that is the right word to use.
i'll just begin with my first dose; i not sure the exact time i ingested it. it was a small vial that i thought contained 3 drops distilled in water. i ingested most of it (80%) at what i believe to be around 12:00/14:00 in what was to be a really, really long day. i had originally planned to do it with a friend of mine, but he backed out. i was in good company none the less and me and two other friends headed back to my parents house (moved out, but still allowed to visit) at some point another friend of mine showed up, and now i had three friends waiting for me to trip. they had all come along because they thought it would be amusing and in retrospect it turned out to be retarded to bring these people along, as i now know that they prevented the acid from washing over me if that makes any sense.
as time went by we mostly talked about stuff and i noticed one thing. nothing "happened" and i managed to call up the guy who had sold it to me and complained about it. in a stunning move the guy excused himself and offered to replace it at no cost at all. so me and my friends headed out to meet him. as we were outside i started to notice that my eyes where sort of shaking, almost minuscule but definably shaking. and when i was sitting still things kind of lost perspective. becoming kind of 2D in a way.
anyway i got only half of my dose replaced since the guy told me that my original vial actually contained eight drops out of good will, and he didn't want to give any more away for free.
so i consumed it at around 19:00 and to cut the story short me and my friends found ourself at the local graveyard up on a large mound rolling up a joint. as we smoked i noticed this peculiar light coming from just on the edge of my eyes. one of my friends had invited this flock of girls to come along and as they became distracted with them i finally got some time to to really lay back and i noticed the trees above me. as i looked at them the tree branches became like this intricate 2D pattern or grid morphing from looking like flowers blossoming to these intricate tunnels. every time my eyes flinched i lost focus and each time i tried to re-focus the branches morphed into different things.
as time went by only me and one other friend was left when i noticed that my goddamn backpack was missing and was nowhere to be found so i tried to forget about it. he offered me some music from his IPhone, and i don't remember what song it was exactly (some sort of classical music i guess) but i remember being moved to tears, so much in fact that i had to wipe it of my face with my shirt. we decided to roll up another joint, but we were missing a lighter and then my friend decided to call it a day and headed home.
all alone and definably tripping balls i headed on home and when i arrived at around 21.00 i noticed that i had lost my hash too. goddamn. in what seemed like a miracle at the time my mom had left a small gram of hash for me when i got home (long story) and i turned on the tv while i rolled myself another joint.
as i settled down the tv started to honestly disgust me seeing as how all the shows were terrible sitcoms or game shows so i turned it off. as i tried to turn on my laptop i went into what i can only describe as this massive trance as the lights at the edge of my eyes morphed into what can be crudely described as glowing peacock feathers that sort of flapped every time closed and opened my eyes. these streams of images started to form in my head only they weren't my own.
it felt both like i was imagining these pictures and not, kind of hard to explain, and when i opened my eyes it was like these thoughts were right in front of my eyes, then they faded away.
i was in this state for several hours listening to this low whining sound that seemed to be coming from my own head (sort of like an emergency broadcast signal) with these intense streams of thought that always seemed to be negative. when i finally bothered to turn on the laptop the internet wouldn't work and seeing as how i just re installed the laptop i had no music either. so the only music available was from the only game i had installed, civilization 4. (if you've ever played that game you know that the music is descent, but not the best to trip to, but then again i was desperate for any music at all)
i soon got bored and turned of my computer as well and pretty soon this wave of negative emotions returned. i remember this feeling of hopelessness and i thought about all the stuff that i had either ignored or hadn't fully finished.
later during the night i found myself aimlessly walking around town looking for a fast food place to get some snacks, but they were all closed so i went home where i found myself totally unable to sleep.
to wrap it all up i was still seeing these shapes the very next day and remember feeling like total shit. it felt like i had been shattered into all these pieces. definably what you psychonauts call a bad trip, and to be honest it wasn't all that bad really. made me really think a lot of things through, but not the best of first impressions for a drug to be sure. :?
soory if wall of text.
