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elbunn7
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oct,3,2010
ive smoked a few different kind of jwh chemicals out of my vaporizer several of different times and ive had two hprrible horrible experiences and after this one i had this morning i will never smoke spice again...infact i feel lucky as hell im even still alive...let me tell you about the first terrible experience i had in june before i go on with the one i had this morning. Back in june my boyfriend started up in the spice business, he makes his own spice which is one of the best on the market...so i can have jwh anytime i want...the first time we vaped it was the 018, i took about four good puffs and held it all in as one hit for about 20 seconds.within 3 minutes i was feeling awesome...never felt so retarded lol..i was so high and so happy...i had some visuals...dont know how to explain it...i felt like i was on a little boat rocking back and forth fast....it got way way too intense....nothing would stay still everything was so distorted...i couldnt help but to panick....i was sure that my heart was going to just rip out of my chest it was beating so hard and so fast...i tried to make my way to the bathroom....i hyad naseau really bad...took some fallls and it was hard to do but i made it to the bathroom.....sitting on the floor i was thinking this is it...my life is over, i know im going to die...my son(who was at my friends) wont have a mother anymore, everything just kept getting more intense i didnt hit the peak untill 3 hours after i vaped the jwh and i didnt start comeing down for another hour or two....i felt like i did see the spiritual world...i seen things i cant explain totally jus people and heard voices...it was weierd...i kept dry heaving and throwing up stomach acid for about two hours....damn i cant explain how horrible it was....i dont believe in god but actually started praying to keep my life.....everything hurt...nothing would stay still...my whole body was throbbing...
after that i swore i would never vaporize jwh again but my man got me to try other kinds that wernt as strong and i took good hits but not too much and felt great and did it alot and didnt have a bad experience.
this morning we mixed 018 and 073...i dont kno wat i was thinking but i wont up cranky and took about 7 huge good puffs and held it all in as one hit for little over a minute...wat was i thinking... i felt great.was so happy laughing,playing with my son(my brother was here and sober watching him) we were having so much fun laughing and he was givin me kisses...out of no where i felt it...the beginning of how it felt the first time, which isnt that bad at the beginning but i knew i took way too much and knew exactly wat was coming next, i teared up and statred to cry...i couldnt help to yell and cry "no,no,no it happening agian" i was so scared didnt kno wat to do...i made my way to the bathroom slamming into the walls...crying and moaning in pain...alll the same stuff happened again but was way more intense...i didnt think i could feel worse then the first time but this time i pretty much figured i was dead and tried to lay there and let happen wat had to happen.this time a little was different...i heard a bug zapper the whole time...this time the whole terrible experience was about 3-4 hours but felt like a week. i thought the bug zapper noise was my brain being fried...i could breath and was having terrible panic attacks like before...everything eas swaying back and forth really fast...everything was distorted....i had a strong tingleing feeling inside like the one that mephadrone gives u but it was 100 times stronger...so strong it was painful....i cant explain how bad this whole experience was...i was dumb and tried to talk my self down by nameing things i looked at but didnt rememeber wat anyhing was called...i felt like killing myself but wouldnt ever becuz my son needs me...it was so so so terrible...my son heard me cry and scream from the other side of the house...and hearing him yell "mama mama" broke my fucking heart...i tried to explain my experience the best i can but i kno i left things out...i will never even smoke spice agian...i jus kno it is easier then u think to overdose on jwh....please please do not vaporize this stuff...something terrible can happen and it wont be worth it.
ive smoked a few different kind of jwh chemicals out of my vaporizer several of different times and ive had two hprrible horrible experiences and after this one i had this morning i will never smoke spice again...infact i feel lucky as hell im even still alive...let me tell you about the first terrible experience i had in june before i go on with the one i had this morning. Back in june my boyfriend started up in the spice business, he makes his own spice which is one of the best on the market...so i can have jwh anytime i want...the first time we vaped it was the 018, i took about four good puffs and held it all in as one hit for about 20 seconds.within 3 minutes i was feeling awesome...never felt so retarded lol..i was so high and so happy...i had some visuals...dont know how to explain it...i felt like i was on a little boat rocking back and forth fast....it got way way too intense....nothing would stay still everything was so distorted...i couldnt help but to panick....i was sure that my heart was going to just rip out of my chest it was beating so hard and so fast...i tried to make my way to the bathroom....i hyad naseau really bad...took some fallls and it was hard to do but i made it to the bathroom.....sitting on the floor i was thinking this is it...my life is over, i know im going to die...my son(who was at my friends) wont have a mother anymore, everything just kept getting more intense i didnt hit the peak untill 3 hours after i vaped the jwh and i didnt start comeing down for another hour or two....i felt like i did see the spiritual world...i seen things i cant explain totally jus people and heard voices...it was weierd...i kept dry heaving and throwing up stomach acid for about two hours....damn i cant explain how horrible it was....i dont believe in god but actually started praying to keep my life.....everything hurt...nothing would stay still...my whole body was throbbing...
after that i swore i would never vaporize jwh again but my man got me to try other kinds that wernt as strong and i took good hits but not too much and felt great and did it alot and didnt have a bad experience.
this morning we mixed 018 and 073...i dont kno wat i was thinking but i wont up cranky and took about 7 huge good puffs and held it all in as one hit for little over a minute...wat was i thinking... i felt great.was so happy laughing,playing with my son(my brother was here and sober watching him) we were having so much fun laughing and he was givin me kisses...out of no where i felt it...the beginning of how it felt the first time, which isnt that bad at the beginning but i knew i took way too much and knew exactly wat was coming next, i teared up and statred to cry...i couldnt help to yell and cry "no,no,no it happening agian" i was so scared didnt kno wat to do...i made my way to the bathroom slamming into the walls...crying and moaning in pain...alll the same stuff happened again but was way more intense...i didnt think i could feel worse then the first time but this time i pretty much figured i was dead and tried to lay there and let happen wat had to happen.this time a little was different...i heard a bug zapper the whole time...this time the whole terrible experience was about 3-4 hours but felt like a week. i thought the bug zapper noise was my brain being fried...i could breath and was having terrible panic attacks like before...everything eas swaying back and forth really fast...everything was distorted....i had a strong tingleing feeling inside like the one that mephadrone gives u but it was 100 times stronger...so strong it was painful....i cant explain how bad this whole experience was...i was dumb and tried to talk my self down by nameing things i looked at but didnt rememeber wat anyhing was called...i felt like killing myself but wouldnt ever becuz my son needs me...it was so so so terrible...my son heard me cry and scream from the other side of the house...and hearing him yell "mama mama" broke my fucking heart...i tried to explain my experience the best i can but i kno i left things out...i will never even smoke spice agian...i jus kno it is easier then u think to overdose on jwh....please please do not vaporize this stuff...something terrible can happen and it wont be worth it.
