Its been a long 3 years...

[alphasnail]

at the previous day 1pm i dropped 2 hits of LSD-25,


Its been a long 12 hours. What is. time....

as i slowly have gained control
I wonder and ask,
what is...... reality?

I strougle to coupe by experience in my yet but very frigile psychy

We are but fragments in time
in space
there is no gap between me and you
there is no distance....

but a wet canvis my mind is, that the artist has not finished painting
T.ouch, s.mell, T.aste, s.ound,

T he things once reconizable to my body(warming welcome, at insitnct)
s uch that i could push thu the fabric of the very air
T he things than come within
s ounds, feelings, emotions, sattered out infront of me

I once had you in my sights, so awesome so sweet, had me cashing your doors down the rabbit hole, left me to explore the doors chasing you, after looking and looking i finnaly opened the right door

Its been a long 3 years lucy

 

[Affirmatory]

Aww, what a nice reunion

 

[mysticwarrior]

Aww, what a nice reunion

I feel the profound emotions behind those words

I wish you good luck alphasnail! !

 

[Space-is-the-Place]

Nice one!
I'm feeling homesick again

 

[alphasnail]

yawnnn! yes what a beautiful reunion, just woke up to what looks like 4 hours of sleep, gunna use the morning to pur to gether my thoughts, my freshly reset mind.

lol looks like my grammer of my previus post needs a little work as wel. ahhh, all is well tho, alll is well =D

 

[Crimzen]

Nice one!
I'm feeling homesick again

same here
although its been far less than 3 years

im so ready for it at this point
and yet i cant find any elusive lucy

 

[alphasnail]

3 years ago i tried my first psychedelic, LSD. I was lucky enough to be able to receive this straight from the chemist, with there being to middle man. Unfortunate for the community as a whole his facility was decommissioned by the Law.

So only after a couple months of dating lucy the law took her away from me and never saw her again. I then would spend the next three years exploring my trying to explore my mind as LSD did. I have done many psychoactives, 2c-I, Salvia, DMT, Aminitas, mushrooms, Brugmansia(bad idea, lol), Peyote and others. I loved to open new doors and explore my inner being.

It was not untill the other day that i realized that all these years I had been chasing what acid had been able to offer me. It is so unfortunate that she is so elusive.

I took only two hits expecting to have a mild trip, lucky for me it was WAY more than i expected. Instead of panicing, my experience with psychoactives told me to embrace it.

Im not gunna explain my trip, in short it was a true trip. My sitter asked me if i was halucinating, and i said no. My mind was disconnected from the world around me, and what i was seening(the halucinations) was not seen as a false reality, but acuality. I was unaware to tell the difference. I didnt talk much, the only times i did was when i asked my sitter if i was dead yet, or if i had hurt myself and if i was safe, always getting a reassuring friendly response. The trip was all in all the greatest experience of all in comparison to the drugs i had been experimenting with. I am so glad and thankful to God for bringing forth this opportunity to me.

Also i want to note something, I have had Chronic Back pain for the past 2 and a half years. The following day I experience NO pain at all, ZERO. A couple days later it came back BUT IS AT A MINIMUM. Im not sure if this has anything to do with my trip or not, but i am going to look into it, and hope for future tests =]

I decided not to edit my first post, not yet lol just need to get around to it.

 

[Getafix]

That does sound like an experience I'd wanna have. Nice to hear that despite of your experience you still arranged to have a sitter.