Ayahuasca fail- help me know why

[Jr0563]

Ill try to keep this post brief. I recently brewed my first batch of aya using 50g shredded yellow caapi and 40g chacruna. I very lightly boiled the caapi for 3hrs, strained and boiled again for 1.5hrs before adding the chacruna for another 1.5hrs, strained and boiled everything together again for 2hrs. Total boil time was 8hrs for the caapi and 4.5hrs for the chacruna. Ive heard the chacruna doesnt need as much time as the caapi.

I used distilled water and only put a little squirt of lemon juice in the first two boils, none in the third. I strained each with cheesecloth and stored all 3 brews in one container overnight in the fridge. The next morning I poured all the liquid except a little on the bottom which contained a lot of muddy sediment and reduced for about 3hrs until I had about 3/4cup of liquid. I used a total of about 2.5 gallons of water for all the boils.

I followed the diet, didnt eat anything all day and drank 85-90% of the aya pretty quickly. I almost immediately felt a little "drunk" and nauseous. I became very sensitive to any light as the mild drunk feeling kept increasing until I felt like I drank an entire bottle of vodka. I could barely keep my eyes open I felt so dizzy. Then I felt as though I could feel my blood moving through my body, especially in my hands in fingers. I told myself that it must be working because Ive read some other peoples experiences describe the same feeling.

About 5min after I had that blood moving feeling I threw up the aya. This was about 20min after I started drinking, and about 15min after I had finished drinking. As soon as I vomited, I felt a lot better and all the effects quickly subsided except for the sensitivity to light.

So, what went wrong? Did I not hold down the aya long enough? Should I have drank it slower? Did I not boil it strong enough? It was simmering about the entire time. Was it not strong enough? Maybe I discarded some good stuff in the muddy sludge the following morning as I already strained and filtered it well?

Another thing I would really like to know is what was causing the effects I felt? Does it sound like effects from caapi, chacruna, or from a possibly successful brew that just had no time to take effect?

Should aya look like completely clean dark liquid, or is it normal to have a lot of very, very small particles in it?

Any advice would be very helpful as I would like to try again soon! Thanks.

 

[Blacksnaik]

Not enough Caapi. At minimum 250 Grams. 100 Viridis. No Lemon needed. Just boil bot together for the entire time. No Just below boil but Boil.

Just did 7th Ayahuasca trip tonight. Be careful what you ask for. I messed around and took AYA 1hr after eating 14 grams Amanita. Don't do it ever!!! I really thought I would die. When in deeper than I ever have. Make sure you have Icaros music. I got caught in several time loops where I thought I would be insane once AYA wore off. Seen my wife come down the stairs and dissapear right in front of me. She was really gone. Aya teaches in repetition so I was caught in a loop forwhat seemed like days but was only 2 hrs. I thought it would never end. My wife would come down the steps and disappear time after time after time. Over 1000 times. I was being taught the importance of family and how I was not loving strong enough. It was so real!!!!

 

[Jr0563]

@Blacksnaik:

Thanks for your reply. I just finished boiling 100g caapi for 3 washes total time of 9hrs. Today Im going to filter the sediment that settled and reduce, as well as make 90g chacruna. Im doing them seperate this time and hope this will be enough for 2 doses.

First drinking half the caapi then 30min later drinking half the chacruna. I have a nice thick chunk of 120+g of black caapi waiting for me as soon as I can get the brew right.

 

[Blacksnaik]

@Blacksnaik:

Thanks for your reply. I just finished boiling 100g caapi for 3 washes total time of 9hrs. Today Im going to filter the sediment that settled and reduce, as well as make 90g chacruna. Im doing them seperate this time and hope this will be enough for 2 doses.

First drinking half the caapi then 30min later drinking half the chacruna. I have a nice thick chunk of 120+g of black caapi waiting for me as soon as I can get the brew right.

That's a DMT heavy brew. Hope you got your space suit ready!
I have never separated them and it's always worked for me. Let us know how it goes. I'm interested in hearing the results.
I was told that I did not deserve to meet God and that if I don't make changes I would go to hell. It speaks in visions so it literally showed me hell. I was absolutely terrified. I was also told never to eat flesh again and to let love drive all of my choices from here on. I have a good job in Afghanistan that I have to leave because of the other night. I got checked on so many levels that I was prepared to let myself die in the experience. I thought I was doing pretty good and positive in live but it is not good enough to enter paradise. It's also took me in the past to different people I had hurt and was negative against and allowed me to feel what I made them feel. I was able to say sorry to them. I was really in the past man! Really! It revealed that when I was a teen some wicked thing got into me and that it's difficult to cleanse it away without tacking some of me with it. It said are you sure you want to get this out? I was so ashamed of what it showed me about myself that I said yes. I ten started to fade away. I lost all awareness of self. I was not scared because I felt and was nothing. Once I let go I was brought back and allowed a second chance to prove my worth. It also did things in the physical world to prove it was real. I attempted to call my dad for comfort from a parent and when he answered the phone Ayahuasca blocked my voice and he could hear nothing. I was able to call him until Aya totally released me. This is my second day as a vegetarian and trying to lead with love. I don't want to go to hell man...
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