helios
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- 31 Déc 2006
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probably old news to you, and I don't want to incourage any one who is desperate for drugs, but welbutrin and most definatly others are quite trippy in high doses,... since you already knew this was possible, perhaps I'll just share my trip... ^_^... hopefully this is a suitible board.
Anyway, so I was feeling low about some stuff, so I take 3 grams of welbutrin XL (Extend Release) which deals with norepinephrine & dopamine (not Serotonin&Dopamine as I previously thought)... a few hours later, I'm at this computer, doing something similar to this. The room starts spinning, and I begin to see hexagonal patterns (this was the only time that was mostly patterned of the trip)... so now I feel chatty. I try to sleep but can't. flying furrie things bite me, but sticking my hand through them makes them disappear. somethings that we're blue before are now purple or red. little things amuse me, especially the spider making its web accross the stairs. this is all I can do as I can't sleep, I don't want to say too much, and I don't want to over stimulate. it seems that I am not the one walking when I walk, but my subconcious. eventually, as I feel like expressing this impressive world and can't sleep I give my self away and am taken to the ER. after some things I have no consious rememberance of I feel as though I am a giant blister, and that the doctors are inflating me for the fun of it. I pop repeatedly (not in a virgen sorta way). this is painfull and scary, but I somehow am compelled to it, and like it, in a sense, the kind nurse stops them. however they are at it again, with laser thin saws cutting me to pieces, though my body remains together mostly. the oxygen meter on my thumb looks like my thumb is swollen, so I mess with it and they have to remove it. this is all I can remember at the moment, though my parents say stuff about seizures and me saying I'm pregnant. about a 24 hour round trip ^_^
So my first intro to drugs over a year ago, and it gave me the whole scope of experience. At the time they said that they thought this was serotonin syndrome, but obvious something similar, but different as welbutrin does not work on these receptors.
obviously somewhat dangerous, and I would not recomend
but has anyone had similar experiences with mental illness meds esp.?
Anyway, so I was feeling low about some stuff, so I take 3 grams of welbutrin XL (Extend Release) which deals with norepinephrine & dopamine (not Serotonin&Dopamine as I previously thought)... a few hours later, I'm at this computer, doing something similar to this. The room starts spinning, and I begin to see hexagonal patterns (this was the only time that was mostly patterned of the trip)... so now I feel chatty. I try to sleep but can't. flying furrie things bite me, but sticking my hand through them makes them disappear. somethings that we're blue before are now purple or red. little things amuse me, especially the spider making its web accross the stairs. this is all I can do as I can't sleep, I don't want to say too much, and I don't want to over stimulate. it seems that I am not the one walking when I walk, but my subconcious. eventually, as I feel like expressing this impressive world and can't sleep I give my self away and am taken to the ER. after some things I have no consious rememberance of I feel as though I am a giant blister, and that the doctors are inflating me for the fun of it. I pop repeatedly (not in a virgen sorta way). this is painfull and scary, but I somehow am compelled to it, and like it, in a sense, the kind nurse stops them. however they are at it again, with laser thin saws cutting me to pieces, though my body remains together mostly. the oxygen meter on my thumb looks like my thumb is swollen, so I mess with it and they have to remove it. this is all I can remember at the moment, though my parents say stuff about seizures and me saying I'm pregnant. about a 24 hour round trip ^_^
So my first intro to drugs over a year ago, and it gave me the whole scope of experience. At the time they said that they thought this was serotonin syndrome, but obvious something similar, but different as welbutrin does not work on these receptors.
obviously somewhat dangerous, and I would not recomend
but has anyone had similar experiences with mental illness meds esp.?